Why do you have to be this way? ~

ughh~
"x" .. There is one thing I really, really, REALLY want to say to you .. F**K YOU!
Yeah that's right! I want to cuss you, I wanna slap you, I wanna see you hit your head against the wall. I seriously want to see you to get hurt. But not in a way that it could be fatal. Nothing like that.
Today, the teachers decided to segregate us. I think it's because of the papers that the MOE signed was not yet with the principal. So the guys left and us girls were like "ok". Haha! It is as if we didn't care about our boys.
We then had three subjects then we had our break.
I saw "x" and his friend and they only noticed my bestfriend. I felt a bit jealous. I mean , COME ON! I was right in front of them. But still, no 'hi' or whatsoever. It kinda ruined my day for a bit.
By the end of the day .. "x" talked to me. I was not expecting that. HAHA! But he suddenly approached me and well .. We had a conversation.
After that, my driver was calling me so I told him ..
Me : Oh~ I got to go. Bye~ :)
"x" : Oh ok. Bye. Take care :)
Me : ughh! Don't say that.
"x" : HUH?! Ok then. Don't take care!
Me : That's much better. Haha!
Then my friend gives me my iPod back.
"x" : AWW! That's so cute.
Me : Don't~
"x" : HAHAHA! Ok, ok! Bye, bye. :)
Me : Bye~ :)
So I said goodbye to all of my friends and went home.
DAMN.IT!! I can't believe "x" is like this! UGHH! I am totally falling for him. BUT .. He's my friend. I want this "falling" thing to stop! As in right now! UGHHH~ I really DNW these feelings.

That's it~

~Heechul's Baby~