Whyyyy?!

ughhh~
Ok .. So "x" knows I have a crush on him. But .. UGHH! He's so different from other guys I have said the line "I have a crush on you."
The other guys? Tss .. They told me the same line over and over again .. "It's only natural." , "I won't ignore you after this." , "I won't change.". Heck , if I had a dollar for everytime a guy said that to me. I'd be rolling in money~
But for "x" , it's different. Very different. When he told me "It's only natural." , he kept talking to me. When he told me "I won't ignore you after this." , he didn't ignore me. When he told me "I won't change." , he didn't change. He was still the same guy I had a crush on.
But .. DAMN.IT! He is my F*CKING friend! I seriously don't want to continue to have a crush on him~ NOOOOOO!

That's it~

~Heechul's Baby~