iHateYou!

ughh~
iHateYou so damn much!!
"x" .. I so eff-ing hate you! UGHHH~
Why do you have to be charismatic?! Why are you like that?? UGHH~
Once again, "x" is my classmate who is one of my close guy friends. Since I consider him as my friend I have to stop liking him or else it will ruin the friendship. And I definitely do not want that to happen.
7:30 am to 12:30 pm went so damn awesome. But when the clock striked 12:45 pm .. My mood dropped dramatically. I heard him tell my bestfriend "OMG! You're my 'daughter'?? What the fuck! How am I supposed to court you if you're my daughter?! That's just gross!" EFF! I don't know why I felt 'jealousy' .. But I just did! UGHH~
Then that bestfriend of mine told me to come sit with her. Then I just looked and felt really, really sad. Of course she asked me why I looked that way. I just told her that I just felt sad.
The teacher came in but I still texted Sarah O. Consehal when the teacher's back was facing us.
My sadness continued until the dismissal of classes. We placed out bags at our usual place. I didn't see "x" but I still felt lousy.
My close friends all noticed me being sad. I didn't tell any of them until the new girl who was also my close friend asked me. I whispered in her ears that I was a little jealous of how "x" treated my two bestfriends. He always talked to them first. He would only talk to me if I was the one who started the conversation. It really irritates me~ UGHH~
My driver was calling me so I got my bag and said goodbye to my friends. I couldn't resist him so I talked to him and had a small conversation. It went a little like this ..

Me : *I poked his side a bit* Why do you seem sad?
"x" : I'm sad because you are sad.
Me : I'm sad because of you!
"x" : Me? Why? I didn't remember doing anything wrong to you.
Me : UGHH~ *hits him carefully and slowly*
"x" : Oh~ Why??
Me : It's you! UGHH~ *hits him again*
"x" : What is it that I did wrong?? I seriously don't remember doing anything wrong.
Me : UGHH~ It's you! Hezekiah knows! *faces Hezekiah's direction* You know the reason right Hez?
Hez : YESS~ I know!
"x" : What is it??
Me : I have to go now. Byee~

After that conversation I bid my farewell to my friends that I can see. When I got in the car I recieved a text. And it was from "x"!! OMG! He's is not making my life any easier. DAMN IT!


On the other hand.. I saw Sarah O. Consehal again at POIS. She was wearing an abaya .. Maybe she doesn't have her own uniform yet. I saw her inside their red car. Sitting in the passenger's seat. She looked whiter than usual. Unlike me, I look damn darker! LOLL~

That's it for now~

~Heechul's Baby~