I almost didn't make it~

I almost killed myself~
I always wear my ring. I always did. I only left it one time when I had my a so-called 'mission'. I left it intentionally that day.
But today I left it .. F*CK! I only noticed the ring wasn't on my finger when the car stopped in front of the school's gate. EFF!
I really, really felt guilty so I texted Sarah O. Consehal because she was the one who gave me the ring. I told her that I forgot my ring, then I said 'Sorry'. We had a lot of free time. I still felt guilty so I called her during our break. It's a good thing that my phone didn't die during our conversation. I kept saying 'sorry' to her and she kept saying 'it's ok'. EFF~ She kept saying 'it's ok' but it made me want to cry. I really really REALLY felt guilty. So we ended the conversation because maybe she was eating.
So the school-day ended and I went home.
When I got home I immediately looked for my ring in the bathroom because that was the last place I remeber I took it off. When I got there .. FUCKK! IT WASN'T THERE! FUCKSHIT!
So I went to my room and switched on the laptop. But suddenly I felt the urge to look to my right. So I did~ AND I SAW MY RING!! YESS! I almost didn't make it~ Damn I was so worried~ That was a close one~
That's it~

~Heechul's Baby~