Mixed~

omygad~
My day started out like any other days .. It started really mysterious and unknown. At first, my day starts really boring.
During my first subject I became really sad. Why? Because that was the time that I realized that today was July 4 meaning tomorrow is July 5. The day Kangin (of Super Junior) leaves for the Army~ I will miss him even if I became an ELF during the time he wasn't performing anymore. Every single ELF all over the world will miss him deeply.When it came to the middle of the day .. I became really, really irritated~ It was because of "x". UGHHH~ I really, really, really want to erase my 'feelings' for him. But it just can't be done! F*CK!
By the end of the day, the aura went from irritated to happy. "x" went home early. So I was safe from any 'distractions' .. Haha~ .. When my driver called me to go outside the gate, I felt someone "poke" the left side of my body. And as I looked to see who it was .. I saw "x" damn it! Then when I looked at him he smiled! UGHH! He's not making my life any easier~ Haha!
Everytime I step into our house my mood changes to frustration every single time! Whether I am happy, sad, inlove etc. when I step into our house it instantly changes to frustration. I don't know why .. Maybe I'm just weird like that .. Haha!
So there. I waited for a few hours for my bestfriend to go online.
We chatted *as usual*. We had a few dead time but it's ok.
We had :
[♥] happy moments
[♥] possessive moments *I told her what I would do to guys if they told rumors 'bouts her*
[♥] SuJu moments *this is always our topic*
[♥] forcing moments *she is forcing me to Ryeowook! haha .. I personally don't like Ryeowook. Maybe it's because of his voice? iDunno. LOLL*
[♥] and of course sad moments.
I told her "Kahit na mas bata ka ng isang taon saken .. Mama paren kita. At ayokong magbago yun."
translation? : "Even if you're younger by one year .. You are always my Mama. And I don't want that to change."
T'was so sad. I haven't seen her in over a month now. I miss her presence~
That's it~

~Heechul's Baby~