10.10.28~

Since I am very lazy and tired, I will summarize this in the simplest way possible.
'Twas the last day of exams and since it was the last day, I wanted to go out. To go out with my friends. And it was a good thing my parents allowed me to go. Kkk. We first stopped over at Chrysler's house where we ate, watched random KPOP MVs, had a minor laughtrip, played with Nathan (or as I would like to call him, Xi Che. Kkk!), had our own KTR (Kiss the Radio), and waited for when we would go to Aziz Mall.
Once in Aziz Mall we bought Starbucks. And while we were walking around the Mall, us four saw a group of Arab children, pointing at us, staring and laughing. Fuck?! Then we just ignored them after all, this ain't our country. Then we saw them again but this time they heading up the escalator, and we were walking below the escalator, just passing by. Then I heard them talking in Arabic. Since I understood a little Arabic, I translated to my friends what they were saying. They were saying that we were out of school youths. Then all of the reacted. I was the only one who stayed quiet. Haha. I am not THAT of a warfreak. But I do admit, I am a warfreak. Kkk! Then we went to the lady's room where we took pictures. Kkk. After that they ate. I didn't want to eat. I wasn't in the mood. A five-letter word was rising up inside of me but it soon faded after I texted Sarah Consehal. So after they ate we went to 'Girlz' wherein we wanted to buy some sort of Friendship-related things. You know, like matching things. And there we saw two male staffs. Hahaha. Chrysler and Inelle were very close to each other. As in literally close, like almost entangling their arms around each other. On the other hand, me and Jessa were going separate ways to help Chrysler and Nelle find "Friendship-related things". The worse thing about me is that I left Jessa alone on one side of the shop because I saw these cute rings. Some of the rings had letters on them, haha! Adorable. Then when I was looking at the rings, the staff who was a guy was kinda helping me out. I thought he was being friendly, you know, so that we could buy something. Then later on he would ask me my name while pointing at the letters. I could get that he was asking me the starting letter of my name. So I looked for a certain letter. My favorite letter. Then I saw it. I said, "H" while pointing at the letter H. Haha. Obviously, I didn't want to give him the real starting letter of my name. So instead I picked H for Heechul. Then the most sickening thing happened. Since he was at my right side he suddenly pokes my right breast. AS IN! I really felt it. UGH! It was so disgusting. After that, I went to Chrysler who was oblivious to what just happened. So I told her, "Chrysler, can we please get out of here? That guy just touched me in my *ehem*" She was so shocked. She told Inelle if we were going to buy, we should buy quickly because I just got touched. Then Chrysler told Nelle to stay away from the guy that touched me. Then the last thing I can recall was Chrysler shouting saying, "Jessa, get away from him. Let's go. Now!" Jessa grabbed on tightly to my arm. When I felt her grip, I grabbed back. Then I see on my right side, Nelle and Chrysler almost running out of the store. And BTW, Jessa grabbed tightly onto my arm because she said that the other guy staff held her hand tightly. The staff held her when Chrysler told us to get out of the store. Ah, those guys are jerks. Aish, byeontae ah! Then after the slight trauma. We headed to Claire's where we looked at necklaces, keychains, and braceletes that had "Best Friends" on them. ALL of them we so expensive. Damn it. We were running out of time. Then in the nick of time Chrysler notices cute rings. Diamond-studded rings. Adorable!! Then we went on trying them on. And there were five rings in stock. So we found our sizes and then we brought them. And the best thing is that they were on sale. We got them at a less expensive price. At only 10 SR each ring. Haha. Amazing. Then after that, we went home. Amazing night. Unforgettable. Simply unforgettable. Kkk.

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

My poor fragile little heart~

Aww. My fragile little heart is breaking again. Hahaha! This is so fun!!! I'm seriously having a GREAT TIME! :) :) :) :) :) Well. To summarize how much pain my fragile little heart is recieving .. I will enumerate:

1.) The scar that that horrible English teacher left me. I really wanted Juliet's role in Romeo and Juliet so bad! And when I found out that Oppa was going to be my Romeo, DAMN! I was more excited than ever! But then the teacher made comments like, "Who would you prefer? Monique and (Oppa) as the Romeo and Juliet or the real lovers, (my bestfriend) and (my bestfriend's lover)?" The majority of the class voted for my bestfriend and her lover. To be honest, even I voted for them. Hahaha! And just like that, I decided that I didn't want to be Juliet. That effing teacher discouraged me. Thank you!! :) :) :) Then my other bestfriend who is not in the same classroom as me told me this, "Hey, did Ma'am tell you guys about what she felt about you and (Oppa) being the Romeo and Juliet? She said that you guys looked like Shriek and Princess Fiona in ogre form." Ah. :) Once again, thank you! :) :) :)

2.) I talked back to my father ..... for the first time. Whoo! :) :) :) :) :) I cried a lot! I sent a 'please call me' message to four of my bestfriends. One texted me and told me that she can't call me because she had less balance. The other two, I waited for them but they didn't call or even text. The other one, well, she's awesome. In less than one minute after I sent the text, my phone started ringing. I answered of course. At first, I was calm. I was trying so hard not to cry. She then asked me why I wanted her to call me, I told her that "Oh, nothing. I just wanted to talk to someone. What are you doing?" She replied that she was still on the bus on her way home. Then she again asked me why, I told her that I was sorry for being a burden (I felt like I was wasting her balance). Then I started crying. I guess she noticed the change in my voice tone and asked me why. At first I just said "family problems" then later on, I told her that I talked back to my Father for the first time. Then I hung up after saying my thank you's and goodbye's. After that, I resumed crying, shouting, hitting random stuff, throwing random, unbreakable stuff around. Then later on, I recieve a text from the same bestfriend that called me. She told me that everything will be fine and that she and my other two bestfriends will be there .. always. :) :)

3.) My bestfriend and I had a misunderstanding. This is the most unexpected ever. And I was weak. Hahahaha! :) :) I didn't even try to talk to her. I was so cowardly that I only texted her after school was over. Ha, I only texted after she texted me. GOSH! I am so weak!! Rawrr!! Well, it was solved in less than twenty-four hours. I am so happy that everything's back to normal between us. And between us four.

4.) Ha. They didn't even care to invite me. 10.10.20 was Donna's birthday. I didn't know she would celebrate her birthday at a mall. I didn't know until I saw the new pictures she posted on Facebook. I mean I know it's my Mom's birthday also and that exams are next week, but come on! It would be less painful for me to get invited then I would reject it than not being invited at all. Ah, pain. Pain and anger! DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ha, I though I meant something to her. Yeah well, whatever! *rolls eyes* Worse of all, she only invited my bestfriend from another class. And my bestfriend from another class also didn't tell me that she was going. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS, HUH?! A plan??! A perfect crime?! UGHH!!! I am exploding with anger!!! And all this anger is converting into pain when it's reaching into my heart.

5.) I have confirmed that Benedict Lumanglas Acosta likes my classmate. :)

6.) I can't have a decent conversation with Sarah O. Consehal. Since my Mom wanted me to stop chatting until the end of the exams, I haven't had a decent conversation with her. Aish. :) :) i Miss You~

Ah, reasons. So many reasons. Haha. Every ":)" you saw represents 2 tear drops. Haha. Damn this little fragile heart of mine. It has taken too many hits. When will it be healed. When will my little heart be at peace? :) I'll be living in my own little world for a while. At least there, I know that my Heechul.Boyfriend will be waiting for me. ^-^ But for now, I'll just smile. Smile and pretend that everything is fine. That everything is ok. That everything is at peace. :) But in reality, my whole world is tumbling and crashing down on me. :)

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Randomly mixed~

~ [ D I S A P P O I N T E D ] ~

Wow. 10.10.16 is the most memorable day for me. Why? Because it's the first time I actually talked back to my Dad. Yey me. I am such a babo. Aishh~~~ :

~ [ I R R I T A T E D ] ~

Why am I easily irritated nowadays? IDK. Maybe it's because I feel insecure. Some of my friends just doesn't want to share. Sure, they share their thoughts and feelings to my other friends. But to me? Noo~ If I didn't ask, they would't tell me. Aish! They prefer them over me?! FINE! Tss! After all, it's just like I'm not even there. *rolls eyes* Why should I be the last to know? I mean, they could just tell us at the same time. But NO! They want it seperately. And I am always the last one to know. Aish!!!!!!! IRRITATING! UGH! I would rather change schools than deal with all of this. I'm sick and tired of crying. So instead, I won't cry. I'll do it the other way around, I will go in a state of bad mood. Try to talk to me while I'm in a bad mood .. Imma bite you!! *rolls eyes*

~ [ I M A G I N A T I V E ] ~

The only thing keeping me sane and tamed is my Heechul.Boyfriend. I guess without him, I would have actually bitten someone right now. Seriously. I love him to bits. Thanks to my over reactive imagination, he's keeping me safe and well taken care-of in my own little world.

~ [ R E L I G I O U S ] ~

And thanks to the Big Guy above us, I'm keeping my hands tied behind my back. Gladly and thankfully, I haven't murdered anyone up to now. I absolutely DO NOT want people to see me angry. That's why I have a lot (A LOT) of patience. I am a warfreak. I just don't show it when I'm angry. When I'm sane, I may slap or whatever but it's natural for me. But instead of hurting someone, it converts into skin ship. Kkk.

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Happy 10.10.15 Fishy!~

Happy Birthday to the cutest Fishy in the whole wide world!
Twenty-four years young, internationally.
And Twenty-five years younger in the Korean's eyes.
Happy, Happy Hae Day, Fishy!
We only wish you the best.
More birthdays to come.
And more EunHae moments to come too. Kkk!

No .. Seriously, I'm not joking.
I am a pro-EunHae. So just keep the EunHae Moments coming. Hahaha~
We Love You!
Of course, i Love You~♥
Saeng-il chukha habnida Lee Donghae! ^---^ ~♥

Weirdness runs in the family~

*while watching 'Jaws Gameplay Trailer' with my brother on YouTube*~

(scene on JGT : Jaws bites a seal and blood obviously leaks from the seal)
My Dongsaeng: *pauses video then points at the seal's blood* What do you call this?!?
Me: Red chocolate milk~
My Dongsaeng: NO! *laugh*
Me: What do you call it then?!
My Dongsaeng: BLOOD!!
Me: That's wrong! It's red chocolate milk!
My Dongsang: Noo~~ *face palm while laughing*

(scene on JGT : Jaws leaps out of the water thus showing the sky)
My Dongsaeng: *points at the sky* Why is the sky blue??
Me: Because the sky is made out of Bunny's blood~
My Dongsaeng: *face palm while laughing*

(scene on JGT : Jaws attacks a whale)
My Dongsaeng: Why is Jaws attacking an orca?? *points at screen*
Me: Because the whale looks like a bunny. Jaws hates bunnies so he kills the orca.
My Dongsaeng: NO! *laughs*
Me: Why then?!
My Dongsaeng: He is attacking the orca because Jaws is afraid of nothing~~ *emphasis on the word 'nothing'*
Me: He is afraid of nothing ........ Except bunnies~~~ *emphasis on the word 'bunnies'*

(scene on JGT : Jaws leaps out of the water and in the background there is a visible island)
My Dongsaeng: See! He's so strong he can leap out the water! He can even bite his prey when he lands in water. *two seconds silence* .. *Jaws kills a fish* Look at the blood!! AWESOME!
Me: Aish! It's not blood! It's red chocolate milk!!
My Dongsaeng: Really?! Where do you get red chocolate milk from, ha?!
Me: *rewinds the video to the scene where you can see an island* You get red chocolate milk from that island. Specifically, from red cows~~ *emphasis on the words 'red cows'*
My Dongsaeng: *face palm while laughing*

Aish~ We're just weird like that. I guess weirdness really does run in the family. LOL! Kkk!

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Still freaking out~

~ [ L I N K ] ~

http://www.wattpad.com/611403-white-death

I am still freaking out. Thank you curiosity. I was very bored yesterday. And when I am bored, the words "fright" or "nightmare" doesn't occur to me when I am reading these scary stories. I was so interested when I was reading this but when I came to the last part .. FUCK. That is the EXACT word that I used after reading the effing story. FUCK~ Hahaha! And today, when I opened the door from our kitchen there suddenly pops up a white thing in fornt of my effing face!!! I wanted to scream but fright has successfully paralyzed my voice! O_o "" And then, naturally, I panicked. But when I got myself together and looked behind the door, it was just my Dad's uniform. Fucking shit! LOL! WHOO! SCARED THE FUCKING LIFE OUT OF ME!! O_o""

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Sometimes, it's better to keep your mouth shut~

Thanks for ruining the rest of my Third Year life. Thanks for making me loose courage. Thanks for making me loose faith in myself. Thank you so much for hurting me over and over again. I thought you were a friend. Too bad I was wrong. I was easily fooled. Ah, 내가 바보예요! Hahaha. Sometimes, jokes hurt. Sometimes, it's better to keep your mouth shut. Like they say, 闭嘴! I am so fucking sick and tired of crying. So fucking sick and tired of leaning onto a shoulder that never seems to catch my head. Ha, I thought teachers were supposed to guide us to the right way. The right path. But you? You're dragging me somewhere else. Somewhere isolated. A place where I am slowly going insane because of the shit you are putting me through. 결국, 난 인간이있어도.
So thank you, 감사합니다, ありがとう, 谢谢 to my English Teacher and some of my boy classmates. GOOD JOB! You have successfully driven me mad, depressed and insane! I hope you guys are happy. 'Coz I am hella sure I'm not!!!

Heechul.Boyfriend, take me away. :'< ... Please~ :''''''< *sob .. sob*

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

HanChul.Love is breaking my heart ~

~ [ L I N K ] ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A24FqSQkOGA&feature=related

I adore Heechul. Heck, I love him! I love almost everything about him. I even love the way he loves HanGeng. It's breaking my heart. :'< It just gives me more reasons to love Super Junior. ^---^

FIGHTING!!

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Definitely Kim Heechul Biased~

~ [ L I N K S ] ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4B-t8fdNPY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=io1TIx0k6Gw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wrVrKgmNYI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UpNJBM6ghzk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypESY_LgecI

I love him with all of my fan girl heart.

I don't know where I would be if I didn't get regular updates from him. Or kahit hindi na updates, kahit na yung mga lumang videos lang nya, kapag hindi ako nakapanood ng ganun .. Ay nako, ewan ko nalang. Ang saya lang maging ELF ehh. Palaging sinasabi ng Super Junior na love nila yung ELF, or di kaya kapag may ginawang nakakatouch yung mga ELFs sabay iyak din yung Super Junior. Meron pa ba kayang ibang KPOP na grupo na ganyan? Sa pagiging ViP ko dati, minsan minsan lang nababanggit ng Big Bang yung mga ViPs nila, binabanggit lang nila yung ViPs sa Twitter nila ehh. Unlike sa Super Junior na sa Twitter, sa ibang guesting nila sa ibang Shows, sa UFO replies nila, sa mismong concert. Pero syempre, sa sarili kong opinyon lan yan.

Ay nako. Nakakasawa na den yung mga tao na nagsasabi na, "Ang taray naman ni Heechul", "Mukha syang bakla", "Wala syang respeto sa kapwa members nya". Tawa nalang ako pag nababasa ko yang mga ganyan. Obvious naman kasi na jinajudge nila kaagad si Chul. Hahaha. Tawang tawa lang talaga ako sakanila. Sadyang mataray si Chul kasi ganon eh. Sa mata nya (at sa mata ng mga Petals) maganda sya, kaya ganon lang sya kung magtaray. Well, mukha lang syang bakla kasi mas gusto nya na mag-itsura syang babae .. Thus kaya nya tinatawag ang sarili nya as "pretty." Hindi naman sa wala syang respeto, sadyang hindi sya mahilig magThank you or magSorry. Kahit ako ganyan din, kung hindi ko maririnig sa surroundings ko na nagteThank you sila .. Ayy nako, hindi talaga ako magteThank you. Hahahaha! Pero, hayaan nalang sila. Sadyang ayaw lang nila magresearch. Mga ignorante sila. Hindi nalang muna magresearch bago makipag-argue ehh. Whatever lang. HAHAHAHA! Sabunutan ko sila ehh. Ingudngud ko mga pagmumukha nila sa mga video na nagpapatunay na mabaet si Heechul. Hahaha! Nagiging violent nako. Tss~ Ayun lang muna.

i Love You
my Heechul.Boyfriend~

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Dear Dad~

copy.paste the link :
http://www.wattpad.com/643107-dear-dad

A grand wake-up call. This made me cry. Hahaha! I'm just too attached to my Family. Damn. Hahaha. T^T Curse my Family for loving me too much. Ok, LOL? HAHAHAHA!

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

The Greatest way to do a Geometry project ~

10.10.06 ~
That is a date I'll never forget. That is the date when I spent almost half of my day with my three best friends! ^---^
There was school that day and well, normal school stuff happened. Hahaha! And after the last subject we waited for Chrysler's dad to pick us up then we went straight to Chrysler's house.
We were supposed to do our Geometry project at Chrysler's house. But we did other things instead. Hahaha! We ate pizza, laughed, watched about 1/8 of the movie "Unborn", laughed, took pictures, updated our Twitters like celebrities (Hahahahaha!), watched KPOP music videos and sang along to misheard lyrics of KPOP songs. We .. well actually they did some parts of the Geometry project. The project is still not finished but at least we .. I mean they did their best to try to get something done. Hahaha! I totally had a lot of fun!

谢谢朋友们！我爱你用我全部的心！

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

10.10.05 :"> ~

DAMN IT! :"> :">

I am officially loving this day!!! :"> :"> :">

At first the day started out normal, just like any other normal school days. Then the first subject came and one of my three close friends in the classroom was still not present. T^T But before the class actually started, the door opened and there she was! WHEE! The four of us were complete again. Hahaha! The day went normal. Then it was Geometry! WHEE! My uber favorite subject! Hahaha! Our lesson was about Trapezoids and Kites. I catched up pretty fast with the lesson. Hahaha. I was so excited about doing the seatwork. Doing Geometry actually relaxes me. Hahaha! But when I saw the seatwork I was like, "FUCK! We have to find two variables?! Damn it!" I simply adore Geom but I just hate it when we have to find two variables. RAWRR! Good thing our teacher was kind so she made it oral instead of having it recorded. The next subject after that was Trigonometry. Unlike Geom, I simply hate Trigo. Hahahaha!

After that was our second break. I see my seatmate's boyfriend coming near her (as usual), so I tried to finish whatever I was doing on my seat. Then I see my seatmate working on the sketches for a Group Work in English. I see Jiggy (codename) walking on the aisles and since he was in my group and he was the leader I asked him, "What will we do for English?" He looked at me with those gorgeous eyes and he looked at me as if he was confused. Well he didn't hear me then so he came closer for a bit. I asked again and still he didn't hear me. So he came closer while I was looking into his gorgeous, amazing eyes. I was in a whole new world for a short while then I came back to reality. We slightly talked about English and he was complaining why he was the one chosen as leader. LOL! Then his friends were calling him but I guess I wanted to talk to him more so I quickly thought of a topic that we would both agree and understand on. Then it hit me, Geometry. So I called out his name and told him, "Can you teach me how you got the x and y in Geometry a while ago?" He came near my table and while he was standing up he asked me, "What do you want me to teach you?" I got my book really really fast and turned the page quickly because maybe he would go with his friends. Hahahaha! I turned it to the most recent lesson and showed him the figure in which I couldn't get. Then something amazing happened. He suddenly kneeled in front of my table. :"> :"> :"> I was only expecting him to stand up while he was teaching me but instead, he kneeled in front of my table. My seatmate and Chrysler was showing the emotions I wasn't able to express. Hahaha! Then he taught me and left for the Canteen. I was all freaking out on the inside. I couldn't believe I did that! Hahahaha! I was very calm, I didn't show my real emotions. But my friends? They act as if they have seen a Celebrity. Hahaha!

Then back to normal again, English and Chemistry were the last two subjects. Simply boring. Hahaha! In English I was so quiet. I rested my head on the table and silently replayed what just happened between me and Jiggy. LOL. Then it was Chemistry. Horrible. Just horrible. Why would someone invent Chemistry?! LOL! Curse them. Hahaha!

Then it was dismissal. Normal things happened. My friends went with their mates. I was stuck with Oppa. Hahaha! Yeah, normal things happened. Conversation here and there. Then Jiggy appears out of nowhere and hangs out with us. Then I went with one of my friends to fetch her brother and after I finished walking her to the main gate, I went back to my other friends that I previously left. Before I left, there were six of them and when I came back, there was only three left. Hahaha! They were Chrysler, Jiggy and another one of my classmates. Then again, conversation here and there then our classmate had to go. Me, Chrysler and Jiggy were left. At first, Chrysler and Jiggy were talking and I was only either laughing or saying side comments like, "That was a good one!" The topic hanging was about Jiggy's relationship status. Then I didn't notice Chrysler leave for a while. Jiggy and I were left talking. I told him that he didn't know how to share. Hahaha! "Come on! Who's your crush? A guy like you doesn't know how to share? *pokes his right shoulder with left index finger*" He looked at me again with those effing gorgeous eyes for five seconds or so. :"> :"> On the inside I was melting! LOL! Then he said, " Basta lang~" (Tagalog phrase I apparantly do not know how to tranlate in English. Foolish me. HAHAHAHA!) I then asked him if his crush was in the classroom and he said yes. There were nine girls in out room which includes me. I asked him one by one. I even asked if he liked my three friends who already had mates but he said no to each one of them names that I mentioned. I have already mentioned eight names out of the nine girls. Of course, I didn't mention myself. Hahaha! Then I saw my driver (Damn him). LOL! Then I said, "Well, I have to go home now.", he replied, "Oh? You have to go home? Well, I have to go home now too." I then said, "Haha. Bye" Then Chrysler appears and helps me find my brother. Then I went home.

On the way home, I was recalling and replaying that moment. Imagining his eyes. His gorgeous, amazing, diamond-like eyes. Damn. :"> :">

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

There's no turning back~

i Love You

Benedict Lumanglas Acosta~

^---^

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

One heck of a school day~

Part of this school day I actually enjoyed : I had lots and lots and LOTS of eye contact with Jiggy ( codename ). :"> :"> :"> His eyes are like little diamonds. They sparkle a lot. Especially when those "diamonds" are staring into my eyes. *siigh* Damn it. I even had two conversations with him. DAMN ITTTT! A LOT OF EFFING EYE CONTACT, MEN! :"> :"> :"> :"> I was totally going crazy on the inside but in contrast to my outside appearance, I was calm. Good thing I didn't faint while I was talking to him. Hahahahaha! LOL! I just want to repeat that moment in my head over and over and over again. Hahaha!

Parts of this school day I hated : Oppa was absent! T^T I was so happy at first. But then when he called, I heard his voice and he was so sick by the way he sounded on the phone. T^T It made my day aweful T^T.

Seeing those couples. No, actually I love seeing those couples. I am so very very happy for them. They all look so happy together. All my three friends had their mates by their sides. And when I looked at my side, I only saw emptiness and blank space. *siigh*

These were the two main reasons why I sorta felt sad from the third subject to the last subject. Haha! I even shed a few tears. To be honest, since the third subject I silently wept. Even in the last subject. I cried silently. So silent that even my seatmate didn't notice. ^-^ I'm good in hiding my emotions. Hahahaha!

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

P.S : The next blog I will post will be an official blog. There is no more turning back when I post that blog. No deletion of any sort will happen. Haha! Wait and see. ^---^

It didn't go according to plan ~

Yesterday, I dreamt about Jiggy ( codename ). I wanted that to come true today at school. But I guess it didn't go as planned.

It was English time and the teacher called me to read the answers. Then someone kinda says my crush's name. [Jiggy and my crush are two different people] Then of course I got shy. It was the most stupid move I made. UGHHHH! I like Jiggy already. UGHH! I should have told the teacher, "Ma'am, I like Jiggy and not him." I want to say that because there are rumors that he KINDA likes me. But the chance already passed. UGHHH! T^T T^T T^T T^T T^T

Then after school, Jiggy and I had a lot of wondrous eye contact. It was amazing. I felt like I was in a whole new world. His eyes are .. amazing. His eyes are like heaven. Especially when those eyes meet mine. Damn. I feel like I'm in heaven.

*siigh* I guess you could say I am jealous. I have 3 awesome friends each with a pair from our same class. One of them is not yet confirmed, the other one has her mate since either July 12 or August 12 and the other one .. Hm. They both love each other but my friend is afraid of someting. I'm not sure wether it is because of her parents or it is because it might ruin the friendship. Or it could also be because she wanted to focus more on her studies. I have skinship with these said friends almost everyday. I say " i love you" to two of them at every chance I can get. But .. There's something missing. Maybe that's why I am trying my best to show Jiggy I like him .. Without using words. *siigh* Why is this my life? T^T T^T T^T

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Hm ~

Why do I get the feeling like he's the one? Why does he always run through my mind? Why am I glued to his eyes whenever I stare lightly at him? What is this feeling?

Although,I have learned from my mistakes : 'Never fall for someone too fast.' That's one big mistake I am not willing to repeat again.

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

October 2?! ~

Aaaaaah! It's October 2! It's about 11:47 PM here, so it still counts. LOLL! Happy Monthsary to me and my Heechul.Boyfriend. ^---^ I lost him once, and I don't plan on losing him again. LMAO! In case you didn't get that ...

Happy Monthsary Heechul.Boyfriend!

i Love You!!

Hahaha. Three months and ongoing. ^---^ I'm so happy! My sickness suddenly went away. LOLL! ... No .. Wait .. It's back again. LMAO! Well, it's now 11:52 PM .. So I'm going to post this before it turns October 3. LOLL! ^---^

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Stat.Series : Season 1 - Episode 3~

Public love~

Hieu is a famous actor / singer / dancer. He has all eyes on him everywhere he goes. The paparazzies, the hidden cameras, the netizens who is stalking his every move, his bodyguards, and even his manager. Amidst all of these turmoil, he has one happiness that he has tried hard to keep secret - his non-showbiz girlfriend, Cadee. Although they have been only together for about four days, he tried really hard to keep their relationship secret. Whenever they dated, Hieu had to wear alternative outfits so that he wouldn't get recognized. It all went well until Hieu had to go to a new show called "Revealing Identities", the show's name simply tells it all. It is a show where the MCs try their best to get the latest and 'reveal' the deepest secret from their guests.

"I will be going to this new live show called "Revealing Identities". Will you be ok going home by yourself tonight?" Hieu said quietly in his dressing room while talking to Cadee on the phone. "Haha. I'll be fine. I'm not a little girl anymore. "Revealing Identities"? Live show? That sounds dangerous. Hahahahaha!" exclaimed Cadee while trying to hide the fear of their secret being revealed while driving on her way home. "I know. I'll be careful, no need to worry." assured Hieu. Just as he was about to say something else someone knocked on the door, "You're wanted on the set, Hieu" said the assistant as she peeped on the small opening of the door, "I'll be right there." he called out. "Hey, umm, I have to go now. Be careful, kay?", "I will, Hieu. Like I said, I'm a big girl now, I can take care of myself." said Cadee as she reassured herself to Hieu. "Haha. Okay then big girl, I have to go now. I love you." said Hieu in the most hushed way possible so that the staff wouldn't hear him. "I love you too,"said Cadee while talking onto her headset, "Bye.", "Bye." They then both hung up. When Cadee switched on her television set in her apartment, she saw that the show "Revealing Identities" was on. She got an apple and sat down on the sofa in front of the TV and watched the show.

"Welcome to our debut show as MCs, Hieu!" exclaimed MC Neith who was star struck with Hieu. "Agreed. Thank you for accepting our invitation betwixt your busy schedule." said MC Rae who was very clam in contrast to MC Neith's behavior, "Hahaha. I am happy to be here in the first place. And I am so honored that I am your first guest here in "Revealing Identities"" said Hieu in a tranquil way. "You seem to be a good boy. No alcohol, no shameful events," , "And even no girlfriend?!" interrupted MC Neith as MC Rae was getting to her point. "Good boy? I guess so. I just like to stay longer in this business. Haha.", "And humble too." said MC Rae before MC Neith could interrupt again. "So you don't have a girlfriend, huh?" said MC Neith as she batted her eyelashes, "No. I don't have one. But I do have someone special." he said and smiled when he said 'someone special'. Cadee was smiling widely when she heard it too. "He has someone special MC Neith, so step away." said MC Rae jokingly which made MC Neith, Hieu and the audience laugh. "You have someone special, Hieu?" said MC Neith as she said it swiftly, "Yes." answered Hieu quickly. "Is that someone special a girl?" asked MC Rae swiftly, "Yes." he quickly said. "Who is she then?" asked MC Neith very quickly, "Cadee." said Hieu without noticing. Cadee on the other hand, noticed and dropped her apple in shock. "I mean. What?" said Hieu who was quite confused. "You said, Cadee. Your special someone." said MC Rae grinning, "Gotcha!" MC Neith exclaimed. "I said that? I, I mean .." stammered Hieu, "Nope, you can't deny it. We are live, we have an audience and we are good listeners. You can't hide it anymore." said MC Rae who was obviously cornering Hieu with her words. "Cadee? Umm. It was just a random name I was thinking of. Cadee is nothing. She is no one. Just a random, meaningless name." said Hieu. "Is she?" asked MC Neith with her eyebrow in an arch, "who is this girl then? Look on the big screen please." said MC Rae as she looked towards the big screen which was rising dramatically from the middle of the stage. The big screen was behind MC Rae, MC Neith and Hieu who was standing. "Show the picture please." said MC Neith after the big screen TV stopped rising. On the screen appears a picture of Cadee and Hieu holding hands outside the movie theatre. Hieu was wearing a half-zipped black and grey military-style jacket hoodie with pale blue inner shirt and white skinny jeans while Cadee was wearing light pink skinny jeans and a white Lee Cooper shirt. Both of them were wearing big sunglasses while their fingers were entwined. "How do you explain this picture?" said MC Rae who didn't let Hieu out of her sight. "Just tell the truth Hieu. I'll be ok if people would know we are dating." said Cadee anxiously said in front of her Television set. "I honestly do not know who that girl is. It must be an edit of another adoring fan or another Netizen trying to prove her skills in editing." answered Hieu who was caught in the moment of truth. "Oh. It seems that we don't have enough time, we thank our sponsors for tonight's debut episode." said MC Neith. "We would also like to thank you Hieu for being our first guest. This is~" said MC Rae, " Revealing Identities~! " they both said simultaneously. The show was over, Hieu went back to his dressing room after he thanked the hosts and crew and gave a few autograph requests from the audience while putting on a hard smile. On the other hand, Cadee was shocked by Hieu's dishonesty. By the time Hieu was in his own dressing room, he kept calling Cadee but she wouldn't answer. She was too disappointed by Hieu's dishonesty. Five calls has passed and Cadee has decided to pick up her phone. "What?" Cadee said in a flat tone as she hit the answer button. There was a three-second silence on the other side, "If you're not going to say anything, I'll just hang up -" Cadee coldy stated when she didn't hear Hieu answer. "I'm sorry," Hieu finally said, "I'm sorry if I lied." , "You should be! You pretented I didn't even exist! You know what, if a big and famous celebrity like you don't want to date a small and non-exixtent, non-showbiz person like me, then ok. Bye." said Cadee as she ended then phone call. Cadee stared at her cellphone screen, at the blank cellphone screen. Hieu on the other hand did the same, he stared blankly at his cellphone screen. He stared as if it was his first time to see and to hold a cellphone. But he quickly snapped out of it and thought of something. He swiftly turned to his calendar on his phone and looked at what show he was supposed to be on. He saw that he had another guesting on a radio program ten minutes from now. He remembered that whenever Cadee was in a bad mood, she would just listen to the radio. Hieu drove quickly to the radio station. Before the MCs started the program, Hieu texted Cadee and told her to just listen to the radio and to not turn it off or to change the show. Cadee did as he told her and curiosly waited for what Hieu had to say. "Good evening listeners, we have a guest who is going to be here only for a short while. Please say your messages Hieu." The MC kindly said to him. "Good evening and I would like to say that what I said on my previous guesting of the show "Revealing Identities" is not true. It has been four glorious days. She is not imaginary. She is a real person that I know and love. Like I said in "Revealing Identities", her name is Cadee. She's not involved in anyway in showbusiness and I don't give a damn. I work hard in this business like the way I worked hard for Cadee's heart. She treats me like a person, not like a celebrity. So please understand, I am human too. I love too, and I also need privacy. She was breaking up with me because I was dishonest. So here I am, apologizing to the public, and to her. I may be in the news tomorrow but I really don't care. I am in love. A man does crazy things when he is in love. Cadee, I'm sorry. I love you. Don't let me go, hao ma? Thank you for having me say these things on your program." Cadee was speechless and teary-eyed at the same time after hearing Hieu's message.

Hieu left the program and headed to Cadee's apartment. Cadee was outside her apartment's door when Hieu came. They stood in front of each other, just looking deeply at each other's eyes. Then Cadee broke the silence, "I'm sor-" before Cadee could finish, Hieu put his right index finger lightly on her lips. He looked at her eyes and slowly went for her lips. Then a neighbor went out of their apartment. Hieu almost hit the ceiling in shock. "Haha. Um. I think we better go inside your apartment." Hieu said, still in shock. "Why? Are you ashamed?" she said with a smile that she can barely hide. "Ashamed? Who told you I'm ashamed, ha?" He grabbed her neck and kissed her straight on. "Hm. I don't mind our love being public." she said. Hieu smiled and said, "Then I declare this love, as a public love~"

.end.

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Change of name~

Bye Yesung. Hahahahaha! LMAOO! Going to use Eunhyuk's name now. *smug* Hahaha. I guess I'll be using "Eunhyuk's Boss" now. Hahaha! I learned from my sources that Eunhyuk calls BoA boss. That was so adorable. So now I'm using it. Buwahahahaha!

Goodbye September and Hello October! ^-^ It's October first! Tomorrow is October second which means it's me and my Heechul.Boyfriend's Third Monthsary! I'm so happy. Hm. I hope we can beat me and my ExBoyfriend.Taeyang's five month relationship. Hahaha! That's all~

~Eunhyuk's Boss~