It didn't go according to plan ~

Yesterday, I dreamt about Jiggy ( codename ). I wanted that to come true today at school. But I guess it didn't go as planned.

It was English time and the teacher called me to read the answers. Then someone kinda says my crush's name. [Jiggy and my crush are two different people] Then of course I got shy. It was the most stupid move I made. UGHHHH! I like Jiggy already. UGHH! I should have told the teacher, "Ma'am, I like Jiggy and not him." I want to say that because there are rumors that he KINDA likes me. But the chance already passed. UGHHH! T^T T^T T^T T^T T^T

Then after school, Jiggy and I had a lot of wondrous eye contact. It was amazing. I felt like I was in a whole new world. His eyes are .. amazing. His eyes are like heaven. Especially when those eyes meet mine. Damn. I feel like I'm in heaven.

*siigh* I guess you could say I am jealous. I have 3 awesome friends each with a pair from our same class. One of them is not yet confirmed, the other one has her mate since either July 12 or August 12 and the other one .. Hm. They both love each other but my friend is afraid of someting. I'm not sure wether it is because of her parents or it is because it might ruin the friendship. Or it could also be because she wanted to focus more on her studies. I have skinship with these said friends almost everyday. I say " i love you" to two of them at every chance I can get. But .. There's something missing. Maybe that's why I am trying my best to show Jiggy I like him .. Without using words. *siigh* Why is this my life? T^T T^T T^T

~Eunhyuk's Boss~