Bad timing~

Ahh~ ssibal~
I said to myself last night that I won't have any communication whatsoever with Sarah O. Consehal I even told myself that I can do it.
It took me until this morning for me to realize that I was wrong .. So very very wrong~
Today ~ I purposely left the ring that she gave me. At first it was ok~ But the moment I stepped inside the classroom, my mind kept bugging me. Telling me that I forgot that special ring at home. Although I keep ignoring it, my mind kept telling me that I forgot it.
The minute the teacher waltzed inside the room ~ I forgot about it a bit. Maybe I was just distracted. To be honest that made me feel better because I could continue the mission I put up for myself~
The day went by pretty fast. It was the last subject that made me loose sight of my so-called mission. The subject was Arabic and the teacher kept saying 'Sarah' on and on and on and on~
I almost cried .. fuck~ Good thing I kept it in~
On my way home we had to pick up a couple of people who were staying in POIS .. I was listening to my and iPod when I turned my head to the right ..
There she was~ My heart was like "BOOM~" .. She didn't notice me but that's ok .. She looked like she was in a hurry~
This was a really bad time for my mission .. I regret it~
Although~ If I turn back now .. I will just prove to myself that I'm weak and cannot finish what I have started~
I don't want that .. So instead I will bear the aches and pain within me until 10:05 pm tonight~ Right now it's only around 4 o'clock in the afternoon~
I really hope I can make it till then~

~Sungminnie's Miinah~