Still can't get over it! ~
~Yesung's Addiction~
Still can't get over it! ~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 12:53 PM 0 comments
Labels: crush, irritating, Math, school
Posted by melaniebleeding at 10:14 AM 0 comments
Labels: China, Han Geng, new music video, sadness, tears
Posted by melaniebleeding at 3:12 PM 0 comments
Labels: ELF, Kyuhyun, love, Ryeowook, Siwon, SuJu, Sungmin, Super Junior
E - Eunhyuk
T - Teukie
*after playing ‘A Really Bad Man’ by Koyote…
E: Isn’t it the Leeteuk’s theme song? Leeteuk always said that ‘I am a bad man’, right?
T: No, I didn’t.
E: No? Tell the truth, you think you’re a good guy or a bad guy?
T: I’m a pure-minded man. (laugh)
E: Then are you a pure-minded or a genuine man?
T: I am a pure-minded and a genuine man. (laugh)*순정 has both the meaning of ‘pure-minded’ and ‘genuine’
E: (laugh) I’ve never been in a relationship with Leeteuk before, so I’m not sure about that.
T: I’m serious, I’m really that type of guy. Or else why the ladies will go after me? (laugh)
E: Well…everyone has their own charisma.
T: Then how about you, Eunhyuk?
E: Me? I’m really…
T: Really what?
E: In love, I’m a good guy. I hate bad guy very much.
T: A lot of people think that bad guy look more charismatic, but in fact it only last for 1 week.
E: You’re right, it won’t last long.
T: Do you know how to make a good relationship?
E: How?
T: Being nice to her 10 times, then act cruelly to her 1 time. (laugh)
E: You’re such a bad guy.
T: Why?! (laugh)
E: Dear audiences, you’re now listening to bad guy Leeteuk’s and good guy Eunhyuk’s Kiss The Radio.
T: (laugh)
Posted by melaniebleeding at 3:07 PM 0 comments
Labels: Eunhyuk, love, papa.Leeteuk, SuJu, Super Junior
Posted by melaniebleeding at 5:35 AM 0 comments
Labels: bestfriend, friendship, love, sweet
copy.paste the link :
So there was a teaser of Super Junior - M's Super Girl? Hahaha! I saw this just now. Hahaha! I am so slow. Damn it. LMAO!
According to one of the comments, if you focus your eyes on Siwon's body long enough you would notice something. *smug .. smug* Well, I'll just tell you. Siwon's damn hot ass looks so fucking obvious at 0:27. DAMN! *drool .. drool* First it was his Chocolate abs then now his ass. What's next? *thinking* .... Wait .. WTF am I doing?! LMAOO!
*how about now?* ... *seriously, how can you not see THAT ass?*
Other comments? Hmm. Zhoumi's nose is .. Sharp. LOLL! It's so pointy that even while looking at it, it is as if I am being poked. It's just too damn pointy! LMAOO! Henry. Baby.Henry. He looks so adorable and innocent! AWWWW! Baby.Kyu is so damn adorable!! O_o"" Damn Kyu! LOLL! Too adorable to handle. RAWRRR! Wookie's voice never fails to amuse me. And his hip thrust in the actual music video shocked me. O_o"" HanGeng looks so effing charming! DAMN IT! RAWRR! Ima scratch him! LOLL! Donghae + Shades are an effing perfect combination! It is official :
I am now officially adoring HoTT guys wearing shades.
Hahaha. Loll~ Oh my, Super Girl. Kekekeke~
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 12:06 PM 0 comments
Labels: crush, cute, irritating, school
Posted by melaniebleeding at 8:32 AM 0 comments
Aishh!~
Double "kilig" points are added to my overall emotions today. OMYGAD!
First it was in English time. It went like this. I was seatmates with my 'girlfriend' and she and her real Boyfriend were having a little playful fight and I was kinda teasing her saying, "Yiee~ You are blushiing!" Then our teacher notices me and she has a kind of childish attitude in a good way then she tells me, "Really Monique? You're teasing Jessa? Really? Guys, we need to find Monique a boyfriend" I was like, "What the fuck? Ahahaha" .. Well, inside not outside. Hahahaha! Then she suddenly says, "How about (name of my crush)?" On the inside I was like, "Ahhh! Shett! :"> " then my 'Oppa' he knows my secret he was like, "YES!" Hahahahaha! Outside, I was quiet and non reactive but on the inside I was like, "Omygad!! I'm so dying!"
The other one was when Chrysler told me about my other crush in the same classroom. She told me that she and my crush were on a one on one conversation. Then their topic became lovelife. My Crush had a crush on a girl named Ross. Then Chrysler asked him, "How's everything going with Ross?" he answered, "Oh, her. She's no more. I'm courting someone else." then he added, "But there's someone who is pretty in our classroom" he continued, "it's Monique" then he said "Haha. Just kidding." Well, he was just kidding. But come on! Total "kilig" moment! OMYGADD! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! :"> I LOVE THIS DAY!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Yay!~
I don't like him! This is like a big achievement for me! AHAHAHAHAHHA! He's not my crush! Yay me! I only consider him as my "elder brother" .. As my "Oppa", hahahhaha! Love him to bits .. As my Oppa. Hahahahha! No more, no less~ Besides, he has a girlfriend. Kekeke~ LMAOO!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 10:44 AM 0 comments
Labels: achievement, crush, love, school
We had a presentation in English~
It occurred about 3-4 weeks ago but the Teacher gave her opinion last Wednesday. There were four groups and she gave her opinion from the best performance to the least greatest performance. We were the last ones to be called meaning we didn't have that great performance. But for my opinion, we did awesome! How come it turned out like that? Her opinion was like an axe, it went right past me in the most painful manner possible. On the outside I was smiling telling my groupmates, "It's ok. *smile .. smile*" but it was a complete 180-degree rotation on the inside. On the inside I was almost dying. Hahahaha! We did our best performance. We gave our hearts out but then, the results were .. *siigh* Plus the teacher even told us, "I think it's a one-man show, the other group mates didn't do anything else besides laugh" .. Of course we were supposed to laugh! It was in the Effing script! AISHH! *eye roll* That's it. I officially hate our English teacher. Aishh!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 1:49 PM 0 comments
Labels: anger, annoying, dying, irritating, school
Fuckshitt!~
I am still LOLLing so hard! AHAHAHAHAHA! I was watching our usual channel and a game show was on. Then blah blah blah, the conctestants introduce themselves. Then suddenly a celebrity contestant introduces himself then I start laughing my lungs off. Fuckkk! H looks exactly like Alexander of U-KISS! OMYGADD! AHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 9:42 AM 0 comments
I love you .. Seriously~
Chyou and Dustin was a strong and popular couple that went out for about two months. Chyou wanted to have a fake cool-off with Dustin because she wanted to know how he would react about a sudden cool-off. One day at the park she deciced to unleash her master plan. From her apartment to the park, Chyou acted seriously and didn't say a word to Dustin. As they got to the park, Chyou's plan was running through her head. They had so many dead time. Eventually, they saw a bench to sit on. They sat about a foot away from each other and that was when Chyou decided to put her plan into action. She stood up from where she was sitting and walked a few steps away from Dustin. Dustin was rather confused about the way she was acting then Chyou abruptly stopped and quickly faced Dustin with a straight face. "Dustin, I .. umm .. Dustin, listen. I love you to bits, but I think it's time for ... Some time alone from each other," she said as she was trying to keep a straight face.
Chyou waited for a response like 'what?' or 'why?' then she would tell him that it was just a joke. But then Dustin responded, "Well, if that's how you feel, then I won't stop you. I better go now." He stood up from his seat and walked away slowly. Chyou was simply dumbstruck by what just happened. She didn't expect her prank to end this way. On the other hand, Dustin was shocked, confused and disappointed. He decided to leave quickly because he didn't want Chyou to see him tearing up. Dustin didn't know it was a test so he took it seriously.
Dustin thought Chyou was happy without him so he let her go. While Chyou thought that Dustin really wanted a cool-off so she let him go.
Less than a week after the so called cool-off, Chyou has got her eyes on someone else. It was Skyes, one of Dustin's bestfriends. He was the first one to comfort Dustin and Chyou when he found out about their so called cool-off. Skyes somehow also took advantage of the situation. Back then, before Chyou and Dustin dated, it was Skyes who made the first move on Chyou but she instantly dumped him when Dustin made his move. So now, Skyes is doing the best that he could to get Chyou's attention. Although, Skyes has been having these strange unexplainable feelings toward Kwan, his bestfriend. Little to Skyes' knowledge, Kwan, has feelings for him too. Sadly, Kwan kept this secret and he never revealed this to anyone because he was afraid that they might think negatively about him.
At the movies, Chyou and Skyes were dating. After they have finished watching their movie, they saw a couple of familiar faces. And when those faces turned around, their instincts were correct, it was Kwan and Dustin. Kwan's heart was beating fast because he saw Skyes handsome face while Dustin's heart was doing the same but with a different reason. His heart was acting up because he hasn't seen Chyou since the cool-off and he felt like she was still the most beautiful girl he laid eyes on. "Hi Skyes! And hi too .. Chyou," Kwan's voice was so strong and full at the beginning but when he was acknowledging Chyou, it seemed like his energy went halfway down. Everyone else made their greetings and they had dinner in a nearby restaurant.
At the restaurant, there was only awkwardness between the four of them. Skyes decided to go to the comfort room and Dustin followed, thus leaving Chyou and Kwan at the table. Skyes was washing his hands when Dustin talked to him. "So, how are you and Chyou?", "We're doing great. Why do you ask? Do you still love her?" asked Skyes back. "What if I said I do? Are you going to do something about it?", Skyes looked at Dustin with a soft, meaningful look and said, "Dude, I .. I have this strange feeling towards Kwan. And .. " Skyes trailed off as he saw Dustin grinning like crazy. "What?? Why are you grinning? Is my zipper open?", Skyes said while checking if his front door was open. "No, it isn't. Skyes," Dustin said as he lightly put his right hand on Skyes' left shoulder, "Kwan feels the same way. Like I always say, 'If you really love someone, just go for it'", "Yeah!" Skyes said enthusiastically.
Meanwhile, Kwan leaned back on his chair and crossed his arms while Chyou was patiently waiting for Skyes and Dustin to return while she had her hands on her lap. "Do you really like Skyes?", was Kwan's question that made Chyou almost jump in shock. "Well, yeah. I like him. He's kind and caring and," before Chyou could finish her sentence, Kwan interrupted "Well, I like him too. Yes, I'm in love with someone who is the same gender as me." Chyou was tearing up while hearing this, she then stood up and went to Kwan's side and hugged him. After she released from the hug she said, "Thank you", "Thank you?" asked Kwan in confusion. "Yes, thank you. By admitting your true feelings for Skyes, I can have a good reason to stop going out with him. The cool-off between me and Dustin was supposed to be a test, but then he wanted a real cool-off and ...,", "Whoa, whoa, whoa. Wait a minute. That was supposed to be a test? Well for your information, I always catch Dustin crying and everytime I ask the reason .. It was always you. It's pretty obvious he wants you back. He just didn't want to say anything because you might have real feelings for Skyes.", "But I don't," exclaimed Chyou, "Sure, he has the looks and everything but, it's just not the same. He doesn't fill the void Dustin has left in me." After she said that, she noticed Skyes and Dustin heading their way so Chyou and Kwan both stood up and went to them. Chyou hugged Dustin while Kwan hugged Skyes. "Skyes, I'm sorry to say but, I have something going on for you," Kwan said hesitantly "What? No kidding? I have something going on with you too." Skyes smiled as he hugged Kwan even tighter. "Dustin, I'm sorry. The cool-off thingy was a big prank I am seriously regretting for doing in the first place," Chyou said while hugging Dustin, "Really? So, you still love me?" asked Dustin with eagerness. "Yes. I love you," Chyou exclaimed as she hugged him tighter. Dustin backed out a bit and touched Chyou's face with both his hands and looked her straight in the eye, "Seriously?" Chyou smiled, "Seriously~"
Posted by melaniebleeding at 2:33 PM 0 comments
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZSf8X_BOi0
5 music videos in one year? Are they treating you right HanGeng? Aishh~ Heyy .. If they aren't treating you well .. You can go back to South Korea. I'm sure by then, Mr. Lee Soo Man has learned the lesson and won't mistreat you. Hahaha~ But .. For me, you should stay in your own country longer, so that you can shine in your own spotlight. this is what 75% of me is saying, but the other 25% is saying .. Come back to Super Junior. We miss you so much! .. Hahaha! Anyways, I hope HanGeng continues on doing what makes him happy.
I'm on fire for you, dedicated to you, crazy for you,
I'm willing to give my all, no matter the cost"
Omygad HanGeng, your song lyrics makes me want to melt. LMAOO!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 8:37 AM 0 comments
Labels: China, Han Geng, new music video, SuJu, Super Junior
DAMN IT!~
Aishh~ My ring .. It's missing. I think I'm dying. I can't breathe properly. I can't concentrate. I just ... UGHH .. *siigh* .. Why? .. FUCKK! Omygad! I need to find it! T^T
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 2:07 PM 0 comments
Labels: Donghae, Heechul, love, SuJu, Super Junior
*faints in disbelief*~
WOW! I cannot believe he actually posted a twitpic around 11:20 pm on 10.09.12. WOW! It's now 11:55 pm and technically it is still 10.09.12 so that means ...
Posted by melaniebleeding at 1:37 PM 0 comments
Labels: Heechul, love, SuJu, Super Junior
Guess~
Guess whose legs those belongs to. I answered Kyuhyun, Yesung and Siwon. But the results were ... *drumroll*
Hahaha! It was Donghae, papa.Leeteuk and Siwon's legs. I only got Siwon correct. Damn it! LMAOO! Even while Siwon was sitting on a plastic chair, he still looks like a perfect gentleman. LOLL!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 1:24 PM 0 comments
Labels: adorable, cute, Donghae, guess, papa.Leeteuk, Siwon, SuJu, Super Junior, Yesung
Had so much fun, thus I am tired~
Ma.Siwon / Game.Kyu Dianne and Minnie Donna came to my house earlier. They came at 3 o'clock and went home at 10 o'clock. We did a lot of things like : (1)Eating; (2) Playing on the swing; (3) Playing Charades; (4) Dancing to KPOP songs; (5) Taking pictures; (6) Eating again; (7) Making Skinship moments FUNN!!; (8) Watching Bingeul Bingeul of U-KISS; (9) Taking 317 pictures on my laptop; and (10) More skinship. LOLL! This is the most summarized thing I could do right now. I'm really really tired. LMAOO!
We have officially called Minnie as Maknae, Ma.Siwon / Game.Kyu as Gitna. While I have officially called myself as :
Posted by melaniebleeding at 1:07 PM 0 comments
Labels: adorable, aegyo, bestfriend, cute, fun, gitna, maknae, queen of aegyo, takeover
Currently fainting~
Aish! My ExH.Boyfriend looks fucking adorable! Hahahaha! I could only distinguish him and Lee Hongki. Hahaha! Fourth Twitpic! One more! Buwahaha! *fainting in progress*
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 3:32 AM 0 comments
Labels: adorable, cute, F.T Island, Hongki, SuJu, Super Junior, Twitter
Posted by melaniebleeding at 3:27 AM 0 comments
Labels: adorable, cute, Donghae, hot, SuJu, Super Junior, Yesung
Whooooo!~
That was one heck of a workout session! One to two hours of practice and dancing equals long shower. Hahaha! I danced correction : TRIED to dance Neorago but I couldn't get past the first verse! *flustered .. flustered* Then I decided to dance Sorry, Sorry. And, it didn't work out well either. Hahaha! My footwork is way,way, WAAAAY off. So instead of sweating more and almost drowning myself with my sweat, I just took a bath. *relieved .. relieved* I feel so freshened after I took my bath. Although, my feet still hurt like crazy. Hmmm~ *thinking* What if I make my feet hurt more so that I couldn't dance on Wednesday? *evil smirk* Hahahaha! That's a plan!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 9:18 PM 0 comments
Labels: dance, dying, excrutiating pain, pain, SuJu, Super Junior
Neorago~
I'm currently learning the choreography of It's You (Neorago) by Super Junior. When you just look at it and just watch it, it seems very complicated and fast. But when you take time to just analyze the steps and follow the beat, it actually looks pretty easy. Hahaha! Just have to finish my project in English. No big deal. Then, it's off to my "dance studio". Hahaha!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 6:17 PM 0 comments
Labels: dance, love, school, SuJu, Super Junior
Yes, I am officially bored~
It was 3 o'clock in the morning a while ago and I decided to call three of my best friends : (1) My Mama; (2) Chrysler; and (3) my 'girlfriend'.I spent a lot of my balance on my Mama. Hahaha. But then she was on a family trip so I decided not to bother her anymore. I had some left over balance so I decided to miss call Chrysler and my 'girlfriend'. My 'girlfriend' was the first one to miss call me back so I went ahead and called her. We had a short conversation and I told her, "I just called to say I miss you" and she was flattered. Hahaha. Plus points for me. LOLL! Then suddenly I hear the *beep beep beep* sound and the next thing I knew .. I was disconnected. UGHH! Why is this my life? Hahahaha! LMAOO! So I immediately searched my mother's phone and texted my 'girlfriend' and I told her, "I'm sorry, I ran out of balance. There was supposed to be an "i love you" but I ran out of time. Well, G'night" then right after I send the message .. Chrysler miss called me. FUUUUU- .. Why is this my life?! Seriously?? RAWRR~
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 5:21 PM 0 comments
Labels: annoying, bestfriend, irritating, love, phone call, text
Fuck~
It's now Friday and my family and I decided to go out. We went out and everything went normal. Until my brother decided to buy a ring. So he bought a ring and when he showed it to us I laughed. Then later on I see him crying in one corner of the shop. UGHH! Then my father tells me, " Why did you do that? You know your brother's sensitive." I was just laughing. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! WHAT THE FUCK!?!??!?!?!?! IT'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!! BULLSHITTT!!!!!!!
Everything was going ok since I cooled down a bit. I wanted to look at some cellphones but since there was so many people, I decided to wait for my parents. Then my mother asks me, "Oh, did you see any cellphones?" I said "No, there were too many people" my father butts in and told me "That's what you get for being too shy." UGHHHHH!!!!! FUCKING SHITTT?!?!?!?! *scream!!!* FUCKING ANNOYINGG!! BULLSHITTTT!!!!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 11:43 AM 0 comments
Labels: anger, annoying, irritating
Look who Shindong tweeted. Awww~ Henry looks so adorable! I want Henry's Macintosh Laptop! LOLL! He look so cuuute! Damn it! Hahahaha!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 6:42 AM 0 comments
Labels: Henry, Shindong, SuJu, Super Junior, Twitter
Rawrr~
This story was all about Baby.Minnie. Awww! Well, papa.Leeteuk was there too but the whole story revolves around Baby.Minnie. Hahaha. It only has three parts so I didn't have a hard time watching it. LOLL! Baby.Minnie was both a cute, innocent boy and a bad boy. DAMN! Everything and I do mean EVERYTHING works for him. Rawrrr! He looks damn adorable and effing Hott at the same time. How is that even possible? LMAOO!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 7:51 AM 0 comments
Labels: adorable, cute, papa.Leeteuk, SuJu, Sungmin, Super Junior
Naman Barabwa~
Our main character, Cai pronounced as : Shaii, decided to have a "cool-off" with her current boyfriend, Dael. She just couldn't handle the jealousy anymore. Her boyfriend was a self-proclaimed Chick Magnet because of his good looks and his undeniable charm. Dael still couldn't accept the fact that Cai wanted a cool-off so he asked and asked her why she wanted a cool-off. She told him that she was fed up being jealous of Dael's bestfriend, Eilir. She claims that he spends way more time with him than with her. Dael's close friend, Shilo, took advantage of the situation since he has a special attraction for Cai.
Cai and Shilo were on their first date in a restaurant that was adjacent to a museum. Incidently, Dael and Eilir were on a trip to that museum. Dael saw Cai and recognized her instantly so he ditched Eilir and went to the restaurant. As he entered the restaurant, he started singing while slowly approaching Cai and Shilo's table. "You are my everything, Nothing your love won't bring, My life is yours alone, The only love I've ever known, Your spirit pulls me through, When nothing else will do, Every night I pray, On bended knee, That you will always be, My everything~". Shilo was so irritated that he almost shouted at Dael to get out of the restaurant. Before Shilo lost his temper, Dael instinctively told him "Don't worry, I'll just say a few words to Cai." Dael looks at Cai with big eyes, "Don't worry. I'll wait until I would be the one who would be telling you the line, 'naman barabwa'." Before Dael completely left Cai and Shilo, he smiled weakly and hugged her as if it would be the last time he would be able to see her. Dael stepped outside the restaurant but he stayed in front of the glass window wherein Shilo and Cai could see him making cute hand gestures. Cai couldn't concentrate on the food she ordered and Shilo has had enough. Shilo called a couple of guards and told them to get rid of Dael. As the guards got ready to get rid of Dael, Cai looked out of the window and saw Dael mouthing the words "Take care of my girlfriend" to Shilo. As they saw Dael's shadow fading away slowly, Cai began to concentrate more on her food. A few minutes has passed and someone texted Cai on her cell phone, " Naman barabwa~ .. Oh wait .. It's not me anymore, right? :( You're with Shilo now. I hope you two can be happy together." . Cai was about to reply when Shilo grabbed her phone and he replied, "Yes, I am very happy with Shilo right now. :)". Cai wanted to get her phone back but it was too late. Shilo had already sent the message. Cai couldn't react so she just went on eating her food instead. At first she was concentrating but later on flashbacks of memories of her and Dael started running through her mind. Shilo noticed this and told her in a manner which made him look like he was angry, "Hey! I'm the one you're with, not him. So stop thinking about him!". Cai was speechless. She has never seen this side of Shilo when she and Dael were still dating.
Shilo and Cai went on a couple more dates. After their most recent date, Shilo asked Cai if she wanted to come over to his dorm. "T-to your dorm? But, wouldn't that be awkward. You know, just you and me." Shilo smiled and told her, "Don't worry. Kaelen is there.". After Shilo told her that, that was the time that she agreed. When they got to his dorm, Shilo's good mood suddenly disappeared. Kaelen opened the door with a big warm smile but Shilo's dark depressing mood blocked it all out. "Stop that!" Shilo's bad mood has obviously returned. Somebody texted Shilo and it seemed that he had to go. "Ughh! I have to go somewhere. Kaelen, take care of her, will you? Bye", he said his last words coldly and then he left in haste. Kaelen and Cai were the only ones left in the dorm. They had nothing else to do so they so they just talked about Shilo's personality. Kaelen explained that Shilo wasn't this cranky before. It was after Shilo got his tattoo when he started to become cranky and unpredictable to the people around him. After hearing this, Cai somehow "felt" the way the other people felt when Shilo talks to them badly so she started tearing up. Kaelen saw this so he took her in his arms and started comforting her. "I'm sorry, it's just that, Shilo sometimes talks so me impolitely.", Cai explained as she was pulling herself together, "Haha. I must look ridiculous. If Shilo saw me like this, he would just hand me a tissue and coldly say 'stop crying' ". "Hey, no worries. You know, you wouldn't be in this state if you went out with me." Cai was shocked upon hearing this. She then sat straight and looked at Kaelen. He saw a tear on Cai's cheeks and so he slowly wiped away with his hand while gently pulling Cai to him. Cai's mind wanted to refuse but her body wanted to go for it. Finally, their lips touched. They felt like they were flying. They have never felt this kind of passion before. They didn't want it to end. But then Cai decided to pull out of it. "What is this?!" exclaimed Shilo who saw the whole thing. He furiosly headed toward Kaelen and pushed him to the ground. "I told you to take care of her, I didn't tell you to seduce her!!" Shilo said at the top of his lungs. "So what??" Kaelen shot back while quickly standing up, "You guys aren't official yet, so technically, I did nothing wrong." he explained as he got up on his feet. They had deadly eye contact for a couple of seconds they Shilo said, "Cai! Let's go!" he headed over to Cai who was still in the state of shock then he grabbed her by her left arm and almost literally dragging her out of the dorm. "Ah~ Shilo, it hurts." Cai said in a small voice. Just as Shilo and Cai were headed to the door, Dael suddenly enters the room and was shocked upon seeing Cai being dragged by Shilo like a rag doll. "Get your hands off her!" Dael said as he harshly pulled Shilo's hand away from Cai's arm. "D-Dael? What are you doing here?" she said as her eyes were wide open because of the shock of seeing Dael. "Yeah, it's me. I just wanted to talk to Kaelen about some random stuff. Didn't think I'd see you here." he said in a rush while quickly grabbing Cai out of the dorm.
Kaelen and Shilo were left in the dorm, fighting over what just happened while Dael and Cai were strolling under the moonlight. A gush of cold wind blew by and Cai shivered as the wind touched her bare shoulders and arms. "Tss~ Wear this." he said as he slowly as he removed his jacket and put it over Cai's shoulders. "Thanks." Cai said as she smiled gently at Dael. Dael stopped walking abruptly and faced Cai but Cai was still walking so he grabbed her and he forced her to face him. He gently touched her cheeks and kissed her. When Dael pulled out of the kiss, he said something to Cai, "Naman barabwa~"
Posted by melaniebleeding at 1:22 PM 0 comments
Damn it~
His neck is so *rawrr!*. Hahaha! If I were a vampire, he would be my first victim. His skin is so white too. *jealous, jealous* LMAOO! Third twitpic. Two more to go~ Then it's divorce time for Alexander~ *evil laugh*
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 6:14 AM 0 comments
Labels: Heechul, love, SuJu, Super Junior
DAMN! September seems like the busiest month of this year for me~
• 10.09.01 : First day of September! My mood? Happy!
• 10.09.02 : Second monthsary of me and my Heechul.Boyfriend! ... I mean ... ExH.Boyfriend. *siigh* And also the same day I went over to Chrysler's house. My mood? UBER UBER HAPPY!!
• 10.09.03 : Nothing much happened on this day. My mood? Boredd~
• 10.09.04 : It's me and my 'girlfriend's' mothsary!! And this is also the day me and my ExH.Boyfriend broke up. My mood? It started out happy and ended being sad.
• 10.09.05 : The day I am trying to move on from what happened the day before. LMAOO! My mood? Obviously, it's sad.
• 10.09.06 : The day I got married to a guy I do not love. Alexander Eusebio of U-KISS. My mood? Shocked. Really really shocked. The wedding was unexpected. LMAOO!
• 10.09.07 : Still in the state of shock from what happened the day before. My mood? Shocked. Still shocked.
• 10.09.08 : My fish just died. *siigh* My poor fish. *sob, sob* He's in the big aquarium in the sky now .. Bye bye my beloved Fish. My current mood? Grieving.
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 5:20 AM 0 comments
Labels: depression, die, heaven, Heechul, marriage, mixed, tired, U-KISS
Posted by melaniebleeding at 12:58 PM 0 comments
Labels: Donghae, Eunhyuk, fun, Han Geng, Heechul, Kyuhyun, papa.Leeteuk, Ryeowook, SuJu, Sungmin, Super Junior
*state of shock*~
I can't believe it. It all happened yesterday on 10.09.06 at 6:30 PM. What happened? Well, I got married. Yes! I got married. I got married to a guy whom I don't love. Alexader Eusebio of U-KISS *sob, sob* I got married at The Shilla Seoul. That's where my mama and papa arranged it all. When I asked them how they could afford the price there, mama told me that Mr. Lee Soo Man covered it all. Mr. Lee Soo Man is like the "ultimate" boss of SM entertainment. Yes, he is the one who treated HanGeng badly. And now he is treating me badly because he was involved in the 'fixed marriage'. Hahaha! LOLL~ What's worse is that mama said that ALL of Super Junior was invited. That means my ExH.Boyfriend must be there too. *heartbreak, heartbreak* Well, I have to accept the marriage. That's why it's called a 'fixed marriage' right? Hahaha! But I am not having babies! Even if my mama wants .. I DO NOT WANT. We can look at each other but we won't touch each other. Hahaha! Well, .. That's all~
*still in the state of shock*~
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 2:58 AM 0 comments
Labels: bestfriend, marriage, papa.Leeteuk, parents, shock, SuJu, Super Junior, U-KISS
Posted by melaniebleeding at 5:57 AM 0 comments
Labels: comparison, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Han Geng, Heechul, Kangin, Kibum, Kyuhyun, love, papa.Leeteuk, Ryeowook, Shindong, Siwon, SuJu, Sungmin, Super Junior, Yesung
He looks damn adorable with her .. Whoever she is. LOLL! I translated it and it says 'sister' then after a few words it says 'girlfriend' .. WHATT!? Well, I don't really care if he has a real girlfriend. All I want is that I will be his one and only fake fan-celebrity girlfriend. In fact, I will be uber happy for both of them! ^^~ Anyone who dares fantasize about him is dead but tomorrow. Buwahahaha! LMAOO!
You see what that is? A TWITPIC! Buwahahaha! Masaya na ako neto! Hahahaha! Four more twitpics / twitphotos to go. *silently wishing in the corner* LMAOO! iWantHimBack! Rawrr! His eyes looks so amazing in the picture. Ughh! It makes me speechless. ROFLL!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 4:30 AM 0 comments
Labels: Heechul, love, SuJu, Super Junior
Rawrr~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 6:23 PM 0 comments
Labels: Kyuhyun, Siwon, SuJu, Super Junior
*still speechless*~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 4:17 PM 0 comments
Labels: Donghae, hot, SuJu, Super Junior
I guess this is our last goodbye, And you don't care so I won't cry, But you'll be sorry when I'm dead, And all this guilt will be on your head.
-The Police, Can't Stand Losing You
When you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missing you, When you're gone, The face I came to know is missing too, When you're gone, The words I need to hear always gets me through the day and make it ok, I miss you.
-Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart, What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard.
-Linkin' Park, In The End
How do I live without you, I want to know, How do I breathe without you, if you ever go, How do I ever, ever survive, How do I, how do I, oh how do I live.
-LeAnne Rimes, How do I Live Without You
What will I do, If you say we're through, I need you to stay, honey, Don't let it end this way.
-Styx, Don't Let It End
This wasn't how it was supposed to end, I wish that we could do it all again, I never dreamed I'd spend one night alone.
-Patti Labelle, On My Own
I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her, With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL, Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you, My heart still can’t seem to let you go, Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!, Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!
-BEAST, Take Care of my Girlfriend (Say No)
I searched a couple of song lyrics a while ago since I am not sure how to move on from my ExH.Boyfriend. LOLL!
Hahaha! I am NOT taking this break-up well. LMAOO! I want him back. RAWRR! *siigh* Hahaha~ Just you wait and see. I WILL get him back! Buwahahahaha! Here's the bet : If he updates / uploads at least five pictures of himself on Twitter / Twitpic / Tweetphoto by September 13, we will be a fake fan-celebrity couple again as if nothing has happened. Buwahahaha! Can't wait! I hope he uploads those five pictures soon! *evil smirk* Buwahahaha! iMissYou already ExH.Boyfriend which will once again be 'Heechul.Boyfriend'. Suddenly, I didn't care about what his ideal girl is. All I care about is that I want him back. Hahaha!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 3:41 AM 0 comments
Damn~
My poor babies! T^T .. I can't believe that my ExH.Boyfriend, HanGeng and Zhoumi have one thing in common. They are all Atheists. *siigh* Damn it. My poor babies. *sob .. sob* They should believe in someone .. Anyone whom they could devote their time to. They can be a Christian, Muslim, Jehovah's Witnesses, Buddhist or even a Hindu, I don't really care! Just as long as they believe in a God. *siigh* Why can't they be like Siwon or Taeyang? They are so religious. *siigh* Let Siwon~ Yes. Let Siwon be the one to gently urge them to become Christians. Or at least let them follow any religion as long as it is not Atheism.
Aishh~ This wil be another reason for me to cry at night when I pray. Hahaha! Good luck to me! Damn. I can't believe how weak I am. Hahaha! But that's ok. That's who I am. I usually let my stronger side show as in 85 percent of my waking life. But when I am lonely and I just couldn't take anymore of the random shit that makes me sad .. I just grab a pillow and silently weep but when my brothers are asleep, I cry out loud. I let it all out. I don't care if the neighbors would hear. Just as long as it is not my parents or brothers or friends that can see / hear me cry. I don't want them to see my weak side.
Damn. Tsk tsk tsk. First the break-up with my ExH.Boyfriend whom I really, really, REALLY want back. iMissHim. And I also want him back because I don't want to continue the 'Fixed Marriage' of me and Alexander. LOLL! and now this Atheism thing. Why won't Super Junior just rip my heart out of my chest? That way it could be less painful.
~Yesung's Addiction~
Damn it~
I just want to say .. Happy monthsary to me and my 'girlfriend'. ㅋㅋㅋ.
After two months and two days of a perfect relationship, me and Heechul.Boyfriend broke up on 10.09.04 .. *siigh*. Damn him. Hahahaha! The fantasy and illusion was so damn real until I read what he wants his ideal girl to have. His ideal type of girl is a : " Single-eyelided girl with a pretty neck who looks good in mini skirts and/or with her hair tied up. " Thank you Sarah for the info. Credits to her~ ㅋㅋㅋ. I assure you I do not have these qualities. Hahaha! So, I decided to end it. I told four of my Bestfriends about what happened. Half of them comforted me and told me everything will be alright and that I could find someone new eventually. While the other half? Well, they were actually thrilled that me and my Heechul.Boyfriend .. I mean .. me and my ExH.Boyfriend broke up. ㅋㅋㅋ. My bestfriends .. What are you gonna do about it? LOLL! ㅋㅋㅋ. The other one Chrysler told me to choose between Kyuhyun and Ryeowook. While the other one Sarah = Mama.ko told me, "I told you you and Heechul would not work out." she also told me that Alexander Eusebio U-KISS and I should get married. Since I consider her as my second mother, she arranged the marriage with my papa.Leeteuk and decided that we should get married on 10.11.06. DAMN! Fixed marriage? Didn't expect that in my love story. LOLL! ㅋㅋㅋ. Mama told me that all of the Super Junior members are invited. Meaning my 5 exboyfriends will be there including Heechul, my ExH.Boyfriend. Before I could say I do to Alexander which I really, really, REALLY don't want to do I might have already ran to ExH.Boyfriend's side and I could have told him, "Heechul, I was stupid. Forgive me. *kiss on lips* Let's run away together. *grabs him and runs out of the church*" ㅋㅋㅋ. LMAOO! I don't want to get married. Especially to Alexander Eusebio. ㅋㅋㅋ. I will talk to my Mama about this. I will decline! Buwahaha! Will I have enough time from now to 10.11.06 to move on from my ExH.Boyfriend? .. Tss~ Damn my ExH.Boyfriend! LOLL! I want him back! Rawrr!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 6:01 PM 0 comments
Labels: bestfriend, heart break, Heechul, Kyuhyun, love, monthsary, move on, Ryeowook, U-KISS
When Twitter decides to attack on Yahoo! Messenger~
It all started in an innocent conversation about F.T Island. Then Donghae gets jealous then Heechul decided to tweet~
monique revil : @HeeDictator .. BRB .. I will just drive Donghae to the nearest swimming pool
Rys Maltezo : @ryschii12 .. brb too. im very sorry donghae baby! don't leave me!. just wait!
monique revil : @donghae861015 .. she's doing it to me again. *sigh* .. Oh, Heechul hyung is here .. BRB .. going to the pool~ T^T
Rys Maltezo : @ryschii12 .. babe. what are you talking about.? babe. i'm so sorry . please forgive me. i'm just looking at him. and hisss so ugly. tsk tsk. booo! . im very soorryyy!
Rys Maltezo : @donghae861015 .. babe. sorry sorry . please don't go to the nearest pool. haahaa
monique revil : @HeeDictator .. we are now at the pool~
Rys Maltezo : @heedictator .. heechul oppa. pls. tell fishy don't do it. and pleasseee tell him .ilovehim so much. and i hate F.T island. booo them. thank you oppa
monique revil : @HeeDictator .. we are on our way somewhere else .. Fishy didn't want to continue to the pool
monique revil : @donghae861050 .. guess at whose I am? kekeke~
Rys Maltezo : @heeDictator .. thankyou oppa~
Rys Maltezo : @dongae861015 .. babe.?! where are you.? please go home!
monique revil : @donghae861015 .. kekeke~ at Chrysler's house. DND .. arrasso?
Rys Maltezo : @ryschii .. i'm very BUSY! Donghae babe is here. don't make any tweet or any noise. cause my time is restricted only for donghae. haahaa. feeling good tonight!! byyeeeeeee.
monique revil : @siwon407 .. Hmm .. Donghae's busy? I wonder what he's up to .. kekeke~
monique revil : @ShinsFriends .. GO DONGHAE! kekeke~
Rys Maltezo : @ryschii .. we are experementing
monique revil : @GaemGyu .. Go hyung! ^____^
monique revil : @shfly3424 .. Do her what we saw in one of my Yadong collections. kekeke~
Rys Maltezo : @GaemGyu .. oppa. aren't you and melaniebleeding dating? woohh. i saw you last week in the mall.
monique revil : @melaniebleeding .. DAMN IT! Were not dating .. NOT dating! rawrr~
monique revil : @special1004 .. MWO? mwo , mwo, mwo,mwo, mwo, mwo? Donghae is at Chrysler again?? Kekeke~
Rys Maltezo : @GaemGyu .. you know oppa. it hurts when someone rejected you .right.? . look at what's mealniebleeding doing now oppa. he's denying that your dating
Rys Maltezo : @special1004 .. yes. his here oppa. we are doing something.plss be quiet! haahaa
monique revil : @melaniebleeding .. I am not rejecting him ryschii12 .. We are not really dating. Why would we date if I already have HeeDictator?
Rys Maltezo : @melaniebleeding .. so how do you expalin this? http://twitpic.HXK13r4.com. seee.? you are obviously doing something! haahaa. tell the truth! haahaa
monique revil : @ryschii12 .. that's not me. Maybe GaemGyu is dating someone else. But I can assure you, that is not me.
Rys Maltezo : @melaniebleeding .. woooh? well. if it's not you. so how is this girl wearing a PINK t-shirt with heechul oppa printed on the t-shirt have this kind of clothes? ha? i believe that you don't want other girls to look or even daydream about heechul oppa.. haahaa. explain futher ms.melaniebleeding.
monique revil : @ryschii12 .. I guess the stores have not yet banned these kind of shirts in their market. But I assure you I have personally written a form that should ban all shirts that has the name / picture of my Heechul in it. Especially the pink ones. I guess the lady wearing the shirt in the said picture got the shirt before the store banned it. So there, I explained further. Any other questions?
Rys Maltezo : @melaniebleeding .. but no stores are selling this kind of t-shirt. so where did you get the idea that some stores are selling this?. haahaa. and. you made that t-shirt just for you. and only for heechul?
monique revil : @ryschii12 .. like I said .. I see some of the stores selling these shirts thus, I issued a "law" that can legally ban these shirts from selling out of the market. The lady must have got her copy before I issued the ban.
Rys Maltezo : @melaniebleeding .. oh ic. your a smooth criminal. gud for you. your good at alibis. and don't worry i wont tell heechul about this. haahaa. but i prefer Ryeonique or KyuNique. teeheee.
monique revil : @ryschii12 .. these alibies that you are accusing me of is the truth. Sorry to say but I prefer HeeNique. In my world, KyuNique and RyeoNique will never exist.
Rys Maltezo : @melaniebleeding .. i'm just saying my opinion. you react so fast. chill. BUT if ryeowook would sing another ENGLISH SONG . well? let's just see. or if KYU become MORE CUTE. well? i don't want to comment more about this.
monique revil : @ryschii12 .. Of course I react fast, if I don't you would say I am a coward or making these things up. Ryeowook singing another English song? That day will never come. Kyuhyun becoming more cuter? I would not notice that even if he is in front of me, Chul told me to only look at him.
Rys Maltezo : @melaniebleeding .. how could you say that? have you seen the future.? well. you can't see future. even me. all of us human beings can't see our future... well maybe someday. kyu will be more cute than ever. or ryeowook will released his full-length english album.
monique revil : @ryschii12 .. a full-lenght English album? By Wookie? Well, if he does create such an album .. I would not buy / listen to it. Even if it's on the news / on the radio. Kyuhyun becoming cuter is a bigger possibility. I just won't look at him for me to notice the change.
Rys Maltezo : @melaniebleeding .. mehn! ur such a meanie. booo you.. well. why did you listen to his version of insomnia? haa? and. how can you not look to kyu if he became more cuter.? ha.? for example. in a new MV. when its his part. and you don't know it. then you jaw suddenly drop. woh? so how can you explain that to heechul.? ha? haahaa
monique revil : @ryschii12 .. I listened to Insomnia because my other Bestfriend gave me the link. Plus, she told me to watch the whole thing. Well since Heechul is protective about me with Kyuhyun, Heechul will be the one to tell me when it is Kyuhyun's part in the mv. By that way, I won't be able to look at him.
Rys Maltezo : @melaniebleeding .. but you are the one who said . that if he sing one more english song. it will surely be the end of heenique right? tell the truth!. . even if heechul told you that. you will feel guilty and incomplete if you skip some parts of the mv. poor kyu.
monique revil : @ryschii12 .. I admit that I said it myself and that is why I will not listen to any of Ryeowook's future English songs because I do not want HeeNique to end just because of one English song. Guilty? Why would I feel guilty? It's just a few parts of the mv. I'm sure I won't miss the mv's concept if I skipped Kyuhyun's parts.
monique revil : @HeeDictator .. GOOD! melaniebleeding and ryschii12 stopped arguing .. melaniebleeding and I can now concentrate in other stuff .. kekeke .. hee is out~
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Labels: bestfriend, Donghae, F.T Island, Heechul, Kyuhyun, papa.Leeteuk, Shindong, Siwon, SuJu, Super Junior, Twitter, Yesung
My KPOP relationships~
Taeyang~
My ExBoyfriend. He was also my First.Love. We were together for about five to six months. *wow~ Didn't know we were that long* I love him but then I discovered Super Junior. LOLL~ He was my first love in the KPOP industry.
Yesung~
My ExBaby. We didn't really work out. Hahaha! He was my love at first sight when I discovered Super Junior. Went out for less than a month.
Lee Hongki~
I had a crush on him while Yesung and I were together. I liked him. But not that much. We dated but we didn't have "spark". LOLL~
Eunhyuk~
My Replacement. He was my replacement for Yesung when we broke up. He looked HoTT in Sorry, Sorry. We dated for about hmm .. 2 or 3 weeks? Then I met someone else then Eunhyuk and I broke up.
Sungmin~
My Other.Replacement. He's my Replacment for Eunhyuk which was my Replacement for Yesung. Hahaha! Get it? LOLL! Dated for a few days but I then saw an adorable Fish. LOLL!
Donghae~
He looked so innocent and adorable in their music videos. But he was too innocent. LOLL! So I looked for someone else who was not that innocent. It only lasted for less than a week.
Heechul~
My Heechul.Boyfriend. He's my current Boyfriend. Been together for 2 months and one day already. I hope we can beat me and my ExBoyfriend.Taeyang's record of 5 months. Hahaha! LOLL~ I'm just too distracted lately and I don't know if we will last until the third monthsary. LMAOO!
Introducing my distractions. LOLL! Kyuhyun has these damn good looks. UGHH! Damn him! LMAOO! Then there is Ryeowook who has the most amazing version of Craig David's Insomnia. RAWRR! Damn him too! Shett~ LOLL!
~Yesung's Addiction~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 6:56 AM 0 comments
Labels: Big Bang, distracted, Donghae, Eunhyuk, F.T Island, Heechul, Hongki, Kyuhyun, love, relationship, Ryeowook, SuJu, Sungmin, Super Junior, Taeyang, Yesung