I feel nothing~

Fucking shit~
Last night, the guy I am totally head-over-heels for was online and had his status message like thiss, "OK, I'm just going to be a man and say this straight .. I like you, there."
My reaction? : Nothing~
Today at Filipino class, we talked about two people : (1) people who don't follow the rules of the government and (2) people who don't follow a God. When my bestfriends heard the second type of people, they instantly tapped me on the shoulder because they remembered my Heechul.Boyfriend who is an athiest.
My reaction? : Nothing~
Right now, my fellow classmates asked me to download Thai music for our MAPEH class but I cannot because of this stupid computer. So instead, I gave it to my bestfriend so that she could download it for me.
My reaction? : I cried. I felt useless .. I still do.
I'm so weak. If I can't take it tomorrow at school, HELL! I WILL FUCKING CRY.
Can't believe how horrible I sound crying. I sound like a dog being run over. *siigh*

~Kyuhyun's Princess~