*siigh* ~
For the last few days, "x" seemed really really quiet. It didn't bother me at all because I just thought he wanted to be "a good boy". I guess I was wrong.
This dismissal Hez (my friend) told me to come with him to my classroom. I said ok but then my bestfriend wanted me to go with her so I told Hez to wait at the classroom. After I went with my bestfriend I immediately went upstairs to my classroom. I saw Hez and "x" having a conversation. "x" was still finishing his project, he looked like he needed help so me and Hez helped him. While I was helping him he still looked down. So I started a conversation.
Me : "x", why do you seem so sad this past few days?
"x" : Oh~ You noticed huh?
Me : Yeah~ What happened?
"x" : It all started when your bestfriend dumped me.
Me : Oh yeah. I remember. *fake smile* Don't worry "x", there are other girls around. *on the inside : SHIT! He might think I'm making a move!* I mean .. There's still that girl you like in the Philippines.
"x" : Yeah. HAHA! I don't know what she saw in me.
*on the inside : I bet I know what she liked in you.*
Me : Haha~ *I kept looking at his eyes. And I noticed that there was no more shine in his eyes, so I asked him* What did you do to your eyes? They aren't as shiny as before.
"x" : My eyes are shiny?
Me : Yeah. They're so shiny back then. When you were happy.
"x" : Yeah. When I was happy. People change. And people have problems.
*on the inside : SHIT~ My heart's breaking... Change? But .. I don't want you to change*
"x" : What about you? You always seemed sad too. Why?
Me : Same. I have problems too. *I then finished my part of the project that I was helping him with. Then I pretended that my service was there*
Me : Bye.
"x" : Bye. Be careful on the way out. You might slip.
Me : yeah~ You too. *I said it in a very hushed tone then I faked a smile*
Damn it! I don't want to be part of this drama ever again! Heechul .. Come and take me away!
~Heechul's Baby~
7.21.2010
No more drama please~
Posted by melaniebleeding at 5:49 AM
Labels: "x", bestfriend, eyes, heart break, Heechul, sadness
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