I don't know what to expect~

ughh~
I thought this was going to be a normal school day. I thought that I would get to move on about my fucking feelings for "x" and continue to 'like' my new crush.
The day went so damn great until break time. My bestfriend had a misunderstanding with her boyfriend. Because of the misunderstanding, we had to leave them outside our classroom to talk about their problem. I went into our room and sat near my other bestfriend and "x". Then my bestfriend starts the conversation ..
Bestfriend : Hi Nique!
Me : Hi 'bestfriend' !
"x" : Hi Nique!
Me : *smile and slight nod*
"x" : Heyy .. I read about your blog?
Me : *freaking out on the inside* My blog?! What?! *faces bestfriends way* Blog? My blog? And how did he find out?
*bestfriend is kinda speechless*
Me : Ughh~ I suddenly don't like it here! *stands up and places bottle of water and wallet on table then erases the whiteboard like crazy*
Bestfriend : Nique! Come on~
*ignores, then let's out a loud "UGHH!!" and sits on own place ; "x" comes closer*
"x" : Hey Nique~ Are you ok?
Me : Yeah. I'm fine. Go away~
"x" : You don't seem fine. Are you mad with your bestfriend? Are you mad with me?
Me : I don't wanna answer that. Just leave me alone.
"x" : So it's true then?
Me : I don't want to answer that. Just go, please.
*he leaves me alone and I start to weep silently in the corner, then my close friend taps me on the shoulder*
Close Friend : Are you ok?
*I look at her with slight tears falling*
Me : Yeah, I'm fine. Can you get Bestfriend to come sit near me?
My Close Friend calls me bestfriend and then we talk about what just happened. She later on told me that I need time for myself. She told me that my life should not revolve on my friends. Then she brought up the topic about not giving "x" a chance to court her. DAMN! I told her not to.
But she still did it in the end. I don't blame her. After all, it is her life and she doesn't want "x" to hope for nothing. Tss~
I wonder what will happen tomorrow?

Heechul!!! Come and save me from this nightmare! Take me to South Korea!! I don't want to be here anymore~ Only 4 people can truly make me happy. Number 1 is God. Another one of them is you. The other is my bestfriend from another school, then my bestfriend from another class~ *siigh* This is not worth it.

~Heechul's Baby~