Don't let it be~

omygad~
I think I just made a huge mistake.
My bestfriend and I chatted a while ago, she asked me if I was ok. I replied, "I'm a little bit ok." She then asked me, "Just a little bit? Why is that?". Then I told her that I just had a lot going on. Then she realizes the reason. She suddenly types in, "Is it about "x"?". I kinda thought for a while then I told her, " "x"?? I already have a new crush. Remember? It's ______.". She then told me, "Seriously? Come on. I know you better than this.". I told her that it was true,I 'like' my new crush. Then I told her that I would love see them happy together as a couple even if it's painful for me to even think about it. She then told me, "What if I don't like him? Because of you." , "Me?" I asked. She then replied "Yes you. I know that somehow you cannot get "x" off your heart.". The rest of the conversation is a blur to me.
I don't want her to not give "x" a chance to court her. Hell~ I'd rather weep the whole day than seeing "x" broken hearted. I want them to be together. I don't want "x" to be heartbroken. I don't want my bestfriend to be his heartbreaker. Omygad~ I don't think I can take anymore of this drama. *siigh*

~Heechul's Baby~