HAN GENG'S . QUEEN ♥

Too fucking inactive~

2011-01-31T01:24:00.000-08:00

Ah. This blog is too quiet. Kkk. Let me visit this fo a while. Hm. It's 11.01.31 today. A few more hours and it would be February. Ah. Time is too fast.Hm. What have I been up to? Nothing much. I'm really active on Twitter. I just love stalking on my Heechul.Boyfriend. Hahaha. Oh, by the way, our prom is soon. Yet we haven't started practicing. Raining is quite a trend now. After a bit of sunshine, it will rain. Ah, it will surely be a burden once school will start again. Then I will feel sorry for my blog again. Hahaha. I'm not blogging anymore. I only blog about the beginning of each month and my "monthsary" with my Heechul.Boyfriend.
Oh by the way, my Bestfriend gave me a ring again. ^-^ It's so adorable. When I have time, I will boast it to all the networking sites that I am registered at. The ring has an engraving on the outside. It says "♥ Monique ♥ HEECHUL". Really pretty. Plus, it has a diamond on the 'i'. Ah, my Bestfriend has one also. But hers says "Angel Leeteuk". Hm. I'm not sure though. I was a little bit "starstruck" when I saw her. She looks like U Know Yunho of DBSK. Plus, she was wearing a ponytail. She really looked like him. Kkk.Ah, I am also a little happy because Papa and Heechul.Boyfriend's entrance in the army is delayed. Some of the ELFs said that they will enter next year instead. Ah, I am really happy. Kkk. ^-^ Although, I am not feeling well right now. It started last night and still going on until now. Ah, my temperature even went up a little. Kkk.
I think this is enough for now. Annyeong.

~Han Geng's Queen~

11.01.02 ~!

2011-01-02T07:23:00.000-08:00

Hey. Who was that hella hot guy?

Oh yeah. It's Kim fucking Heechul. Yeah. *Q* Hahaha. It's been six long months now. Yeah. :> Five months of being together yet only one month of being officially married. :] My bias list has been messed up many times now. Mostly because of Sungmin, Zhou Mi, Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk. Hahaha. But hey, we're still on. Hahaha! I will bite anyone who will come in the way. Rawrr~! Kkk.

Happy Monthsary!!
i Love You my.KimHeechul ~~ ♥

~Han Geng's Queen~

Change of name~

2011-01-01T00:25:00.000-08:00

Well, I will make this quick. I'm not in the mood right now. So, goodbye Henry's Hamster and Hello Han Geng's Queen.

Why that name? Because I've been so active on Twitter that one of the people I'm following who is an admin at a Han Geng fanbase is hella fun to Tweet with. Arrasso? :))

~Han Geng's Queen~

Happy 11.1.1 !!

2011-01-01T00:03:00.000-08:00

Wow. It's 11.1.1. Another year, another hope. I slept the whole night. Hahaha. I didn't wait for the clock to strike 12. Worse of all, I didn't jump. There's a saying that when you jump at New Year, you will get taller. Well, I didn't jump, so I will prepare myself to be surrounded by tall people. Hahaha! =)):))

Oh yeah, Happy Birthday to Lee Sungmin!!

OMG, the ELFs that were on Twitter were hella wonderful. They made Sungmin's birthday Number 2 on the Worldwide Top Trending. Hahaha. Amazing. I wish our little pink bunny who loves pumpkin the best. I wish him good health and happiness. And I also wish for more KyuMin moments. LOL! =)):)) Happy Birthday, Minnie! You're 25 now. Well, internationally. But in Korea, you're officially 26. Omo. T^T The little pink bunny is growing up so fast. T^T Hahaha. We love you! Of course, I love you! But I'm pretty sure that Kyuhyun loves you more. LOL! What am I saying. =))=)):))

BTW .. Happy Birthday to my Maknae! Hahaha! He's in the Philippines right now. I have to admit, I miss him. Kkk. Happy Birthday Maknae! ^-^

~Henry's Hamster~

Randomness~

2010-12-23T21:48:00.000-08:00

Oh. My blog has been so quiet. Well, I just wanted to share this Tweets that I Tweeted on Twitter. Wow. So much 'T' in one sentence. =)):))

I'm so into Twitter right now. I'm following so much people. Sometimes my timeline is quiet and sometimes, my timeline is flooded. As in F-L-O-O-D-E-D. Gosh. :)) BTW. It's the 24th of December right now. Christmas Eve. Yeah, this Christmas won't be so happy. Umma is in the Philippines along with out Maknae. So my Dongsaeng and my Appa are the only ones left here in Jeddah. Haha. Yeah, it's sad but it's okiee. After all, there is a first time for everything.

Haha. Since I blogged, I think this will have a chain reactin. Hopefully, I won't leave my blog anymore. Haha. Please anticipate. :)) LOL. I just sounded like those Korean Shows. :))

Hm. What will be on my agenda? Ah. This week is full of stuff. Saturday - Christmas. Hopefully, I will blog something interesting. Sunday-Tuesday (?) Hm. I don't know whether it's until Tuesday or Monday or Wednesday. Haha. Nevertheless, we will be having a film making. Kkk. Wednesday or Tuesday - Field trip! I know I'm lame. =)):)) Heck. I don't even know what date our field trip is on. Hopefully, I won't be too tired and get to blog. Kkk. :)) Thursday, Imma go to my Bestfriend's house. I'm really anticipating it. (HAHAHA! I really sound like a Korean Show =)):))) So yeah. Busy week ahead of me. I hope I get to do my projects. Aish.

Ok. I will make a promise. That I will allot 2 hours of school works starting today. I promise. Promise, promise, promise. Hahaha. :>

~Henry's Hamster~

Epic Fail song that I composed~

2010-12-02T09:30:00.001-08:00

[Namja I Babu]

English Lyrics

I'm a pretty girl.
I can't deny.
I love you, boi.
Yeah, you catch my eye.
I took a picture with you
and all the perverts,
(I curse the perverts)
they look at me
but you do nothing and just stare~

Namja namja ii babu babu

Namja namja ii babu babu
Confusion won't get you anywhere.
Namja namja ii babu babu.

I'm a friendly girl
I can't deny.
I have my friend, yeah.
No! She caught your eye.
She took a picture with you
and she's flirting with you,
(I curse my friend)
she stares at me
but you do nothing and just stand there~

Namja namja ii babu babu

Namja namja ii babu babu
Confusion won't get you anywhere.
Namja namja ii babu babu.

If you don't want me
go ahead and you will see
that I can live without you

Namja namja ii babu babu

Namja namja ii babu babu
Confusion won't get you anywhere.
Namja namja ii babu babu.

Namja namja ii babu babu

Namja namja ii babu babu
Confusion won't get you anywhere.
Namja namja ii babu babu.

Namja, dangsin-eun meongcheonghangeoya.

Korean Version of the Lyrics

nan yeppeun yeojayeyo.
nan bujeonghal su eobs-seubnida.
naega boi, dangsin-eul salanghae.
geulae, dangsin-i nae siseon-eul jab-eul su-iss-eo.
dangsingwa hamkke sajin-eul jjig-eo
geuligo modeun talag
(nan byeontaega jeoju)
geudeul-i naleul bwa
hajiman dangsin-eun ~ amugeosdo-eobsneun danji eungsi hal

Namja namja II babu babu

Namja namja II babu babu
honlan-eun eodiseodo guhal su eobs-seubnida.
Namja namja II babu babu.

naega chinjeolhan yeojayeyo
nan bujeonghal su eobs-seubnida.
nan nae chingu, geulae issseubnida.
andwae! geunyeoneun nun-eul jab-assda.
geunyeoneun dangsingwa hamkke sajin-eul jjig-eo
geuligo geunyeoneun dangsingwa yuhog-ui
(naneun nae chinguleul jeoju)
geunyeoga nal chyeoda bonda
hajiman dangsin-eun amugeosdohaji anhgo geunyang ~ seo

Namja namja II babu babu

Namja namja II babu babu
honlan-eun eodiseodo guhal su eobs-seubnida.
Namja namja II babu babu.

dangsin-i nal wonhaji anh-eumyeon
gaseo dangsin-i bol su
nan dangsin-eobs-ineun sal su-issneun

Namja namja IIe babuui babu

Namja namja II babu babu
honlan-eun eodiseodo guhal su eobs-seubnida.
Namja namja II babu babu.

Namja namja II babuui babu

Namja namja II babu babu
honlan-eun eodiseodo guhal su eobs-seubnida.
Namja namja II babu babu.

Namja, dangsin-eun meongcheonghangeoya.

Well, all I need now is a good tone. And yeah, thanks to Sarah O. Consehal. Why you may ask, well, I got the idea from what she is going through. I guess you could say I composed this for her. Hahaha. Although, it's a total fail so, nevermind. Kkk! And, may the flirt die! She is ruining Sarah's life. Yeah well, ssibal nom!!

~Henry's Hamster~

10.12.02 is a Special Day~

2010-12-02T00:15:00.000-08:00

Hello, Annulment Paper. =)):)) >:) Hm. It seems that the other party .. or my 'parents' didn't need to sign anything. Hahaha! Annulment is easy, damn. Hahaha. Mama and Papa will surely disagree but EH! I'm a big girl now. =)):)) Yes, I love Ander but only as a friend and nothing more, nothing less. Kkk.

And Hello Marriage Certificate!! 10.12.02! i Love You, Kim Heechul! =)):)) Yes Kim Heechul, I do. Kkk!

Mianhae Mama and Papa because I disobeyed you.

~Henry's Hamster~

Checklist?~

2010-12-01T16:54:00.000-08:00

Well Imma have a checklist so that in Janury, I wouldn't get confused on what header and ending remark I will use. Kkk!

Leeteuk - Papa's Angel ; Leeteuk's Angel
Heechul - Heechul's Baby
Han Geng - [none]
Yesung - [none]
Kangin - [none]
Shindong - [none]
Sungmin - Minnie's Miinah
Eunhyuk - Eunhyuk's Boss
Donghae - [none]
Siwon - [none]
Zhou Mi- [none] ... I don't think I want to use his name as my header and ending remark. :))
Ryeowook - [none]
Kyuhyun - Prince Kyu's Princess ; Kyuhyun's Princess
Henry - [current] Henry's Hamster

Hahaha! That settles that! Kkk. Now I know what to use next month. :> Hahaha! Can't wait. LOL.

~Henry's Hamster~

Change of Name~

2010-12-01T12:42:00.000-08:00

Aw. It's December already?! Time flies to fast! I can't believe that it's December 1 already. Hahaha! It's so cold now! Even our classroom is cold! Damn it. Hahaha! Well, good bye "Leeteuk's Angel" and hello to "Henry's Hamster." Yeah, I'm still LOL-ing at my new header and ending remark. Hahaha! Why Henry's Hamster, you may ask. It's simply because Henry has been nicknamed as Hamster in some shows. Well, I'm not really sure about that. But some of the fans in some of the sites that I visit call him "Hamster" so there you go .. Henry's Hamster. Hahaha!December 1. December 1. December 1. It simply means that tomorrow is December 2. Hahaha! I can't wait for tomorrow. :> Kkk.

~Henry's Hamster~

Kim Youngwoon~

2010-11-23T22:02:00.000-08:00

Kangin. Kim Youngwoon. SUPER JUNIOR'S KIM YOUNGWOON IS IN THE FUCKING ARMY!! GAHH! And there's a war going on!! WHAT THE FUCK?!?! And he got sent in the war. .. IN THE EFFING WAR! I hope he and along the other soldiers would be safe. They all have families to go home to. *siigh* No. They can't die. Sure, they'll be dying for their country but still! They can't die! They shouldn't die! Kim Youngwoon! Please, don't die on us. Keep safe. Please, please, please, please, PLEASE! May all of our prayers be heard.

Please~~

~Leeteuk's Angel~

I'm Your Man, A SuJu Fanfic~

2010-11-15T12:30:00.000-08:00

PS : I'm too lazy to italicize Yesung's part in the phone calls. Forgive me. Haha! Kkk.

The easiest way to contact someone in Super Junior is through text message/phone calls.
What you’re about to read are the contents of Yesung's phone from February 01 - February 14.
*note: the replies from other people are how it's seen on their phone

Format of text messages:

From: name
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message

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dd.mm.yyyy (month, day)
time (24 hour)

CHAPTER ONE
February 01 - February 02

Options>Messages>Create A New Message

Options>Send Message>Kim Ryeowook

From: Yesungie
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Wookie, I want to talk to you.

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:18

New Message from: Kim Ryeowook 15:21
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From: Kim Ryeowook
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hyung! is there something wrong?? :(

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:21

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From: Yesungie
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No, I just want to see you.
I miss you.

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:25

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From: Kim Ryeowook
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i miss you too. :(
are you busy right now?
let’s meet up! :D

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:29

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From: Yesungie
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Is 4 o’clock okay for you?
At the place we always meet.

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:32

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From: Kim Ryeowook
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ok!! i’ll see you soon.<3

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:35

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New message from: Lee Sungmin 15:47
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From: Lee Sungmin
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sungie, r u busy? lets meet up! ^__^

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:47

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From: Sungie♡
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Sorry Sungmin, I'm meeting Ryeowook soon.
Maybe some other time, okay?

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:53

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From: Lee Sungmin
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can i come? ^__^

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:54

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From: Sungie♡
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No.

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:56

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From: Lee Sungmin
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plzzz? T__T

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:57

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From: Sungie♡
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I'll talk to you later, Sungmin.

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
15:58

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From: Lee Sungmin
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sungie, ur mean!! >__<

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
16:03

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New message from: Kyu 22:06
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From: Kyu
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Did u hav fun on ur date with Ryeowookie? ;)

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
22:06

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From: Yesung
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Yes. It was a good idea, Kyu.
Thank you.

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
22:11

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From: Kyu
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No probz. ;) But u no Sungmin was upset rite?

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
22:14

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From: Yesung
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Why?

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
22:16

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From: Kyu
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Its becoz u wanted 2 spend moar time with his rival instead ov him. Hes jealous. Sungmin likes u.

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
22:21

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From: Yesung
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What?

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
22:24

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From: Kyu
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Dw, I’ll call u.

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
22:25

Incoming call from: Kyu 22:27
Call accepted.

Hello?

Hi Yesung.

What did you mean by your text message?

I probably shouldn’t be telling you, but it’s not like Sungmin swore me to secrecy. But -

Wait Kyu, I’m getting another call.

Options>Hold>Kyu

Incoming call from: Lee Sungmin 22:28
Call rejected.

Options>Retrieve>Kyu

Okay, I’m back.

Who was it?

Sungmin.

Is he on the other line?

No. I rejected his call.

What?? Yesung, you idiot! Why would you do that???

I’m talking to you. I don’t like having one person on hold. I find it nicer to talk to just one person at a time on the phone. Argh, I just got a message.

New message from: Lee Sungmin 22:31

Are you going to read it?

No. It can wait.

Who is it from?

Sungmin.

What do you have against Sungminnie, hyung?

Nothing.

Then why do you keep rejecting his attempts to contact you?

I’m not. I told you that I only like talking to one person at a time.

You’re annoying.

Then why are you talking to me?

Because whether I like it or not, you’re my best friend.

…okay. What should you probably not be telling me?

Oh. Sungmin likes you.

Goodnight Kyu. I’m going to bed.

But Yesung -

Goodnight.

Call ended. 22:35

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From: Lee Sungmin
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sungie! y did u reject my call? T__T

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
22:31

Options>Delete Message

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New message from: Lee Sungmin 06:01
Read message.

From: Lee Sungmin
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good morning sungie! have a happi day 2day. ^__^

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
06:01

Options>Delete Message

New message from: Kyu 06:05
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From: Kyu
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Hey, y’d u hang up all ov a sudden last nite?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
06:05

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From: Yesung
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I was tired.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
06:07

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From: Kyu
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Sure u wer. Srsly Yesung, y don’t u like Sungmin?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
06:09

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From: Yesung
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Sorry for the late reply.
I went to have a shower and have breakfast.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
06:53

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From: Kyu
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Yeah its ok. So how come?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
06:55

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From: Yesung
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How come what?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
06:57

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From: Kyu
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Ur annoying.
How come u dont like Sungmin.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:01

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From: Yesung
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Who said I didn’t like him?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:05

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From: Kyu
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I did. So wats ur anser?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:07

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From: Yesung
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I’m going do some other stuff now.
I’ll talk to you later, Kyu.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:10

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From: Kyu
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Yeah, yeah wateva. Ur in denial.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:12

New Message from: Kim Ryeowook 07:30
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From: Kim Ryeowook
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good morning yesungie! i hope i’m not waking you. i just wanted to say that i had a really nice time yesterday. :D we should do it again!! xxx

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:30

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From: Yesungie
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Good morning to you too, Wookie.
No, you didn’t wake me.
I’d love to do it again sometime soon.
When are you next free?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:35

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From: Kim Ryeowook
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all of today! let’s spend the whole day together!<3
xxx

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:38

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From: Yesungie
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I would really like that.
What time do you want to meet up?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:40

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From: Kim Ryeowook
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come pick me up at 9, ok? xxx

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:42

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From: Yesungie
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Okay, I’ll see you soon.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
07:45

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New message from: Heechulie 08:04
Read message.

From: Heechulie
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Yah Jongwoon~ I havn’t herd 4m u in awhile!
Im hornii. Cum ova + letz hav sex. Haha do u get it.
Cum. lol

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
08:04

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From: Jongwoonah
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Ah… damn, I have a date!
Sorry… I would come otherwise.<3

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
08:05

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From: Heechulie
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O. I c. dw. I’ll come to u.
Don’t move.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
08:08

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Incoming call from: Kim Ryeowook 09:15
Call accepted.

H…heh…hello…?

Yesungie?

Ohhhh… hi Ryeoo…wooooo…k…!!!

Where are you?

He’s busy right now. Call back later.

Heechul?

Call ended. 09:16

New message from: Kim Ryeowook 09:17

New message from: Lee Sungmin 09:30

New message from: Kyu 10:46

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You have 3 new messages.
Read first message.

From: Kim Ryeowook
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you totally blew off our date!! what were you and heechul doing anyway that it was so important to ditch me? :’( xxx

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
09:17

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From: Yesungie
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Sorry Wookie. It was somewhat unexpected.
I’ll make it up to you somehow.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:04

Read second message.

From: Lee Sungmin
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hi sungie! r u free 2day? lets hang out!!

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
09:30

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From: Sungie♡
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Sorry Sungmin.
We’ll meet up some other day.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:07

New message from: Kim Ryeowook 16:07
Read message.

From: Kim Ryeowook
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you better! :( i spent the whole day with sungmin. he told me that he has a secret love! but he won’t tell me who it is!! isn’t that exciting yesungie?? xxx

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:08

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From: Yesungie
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Not really. Sorry.
Hey. I’m kind of busy right now, so don’t text back.
I’ll talk to you later.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:10

New message from: Lee Sungmin 16:10
Read message.

From: Lee Sungmin
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u alwaiiz say that bt we nvr end up meetin! :(

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:10

Options>Delete Message

Read third message.

From: Kyu
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Hey- ur mean. I heard u blu of Ryeowook 4 Heechul.
I thot u guyz wer ova alredi??

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
10:46

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From: Yesung
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Why did you think that?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:15

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From: Kyu
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:O!!! SO UR NOT!!!

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:17

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From: Yesung
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…no, we’re not.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:18

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From: Kyu
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OMG. Bt then… wats Ryeowook 2 u?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:20

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From: Yesung
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A good friend?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:21

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From: Kyu
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HE THINKS UR LOVERZ.
He saiz that u kissed.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:23

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From: Yesung
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Oh.
Well I did kiss him.
Because he asked me to.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:25

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From: Kyu
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Ur not ment 2 do it if u dont like him bak stoopid!!

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:27

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From: Yesung
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We're just getting closer.
At least I had fun this morning.
He’s gotten a lot better.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:29

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From: Kyu
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Lolz. Wellllll… then u wont mind if i make a move on Ryeowook?

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:31

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From: Yesung
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Go for it.
And take Sungmin as well.
He won’t leave me alone.
I get 100 messages from him everyday.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:35

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From: Kyu
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Hahaha yes! SCORE. Iv alwaiiz secretly liked Ryeowook u no. so nows my chance!
I dont want Sungmin…
Anywaiiz im gunna go console Ryeowook. >8D

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:37

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From: Yesung
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Okay.
Have fun.

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
16:40

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Incoming call from: Lee Sungmin 17:24
Call accepted.

Hello?

Hi Sungie!!! How are you?

I’m good.

Wanna have dinner together?

No.

Sungie, you’re so mean!!! Why not??

If I went, you’d think it was a date, right?

Well… yeah. Wouldn’t it be?

I don’t like you in that way Sungmin. I’m currently involved with someone else as well. So please stop pestering me.

Sungie I -

Call ended. 17:28

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New message from: Kyu 17:51

From: Kyu
-----------------------------

Haha Im so awsum. He kissd me n I dint even hav 2 do nething!!!

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02.02.2008 (Feb 02)
17:51

Incoming call from: Heechulie 18:04
Call accepted.

Hey.

Hi sexy. Can I come over to play?

Sure.

I’ll be over in a few minutes.

Call ended. 18:05

CHAPTER TWO
February 03 - February 04

New message from: Kyu 10:16

From: Kyu
-----------------------------

Come on msn. Im nearly out ov credit.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
10:16

Jongwoon has signed in from a phone device.

Kyuhyun wants to start a private conversation.

10: 18 Kyu♡Wook: hey yeye
10:18 Jongwoon: Hi Kyu.
10:18 Kyu♡Wook: Gues wat?
10: 19 Jongwoon: What?
10:19 Kyu♡Wook: Ryeowook askd me out!!
10:20 Jongwoon: That explains your name. Congratulations.
10:21 Kyu♡Wook: thnx! :D
10:23 Jongwoon: He moved on wuick.
10:23 Jongwoon: quick*
10: 24 Kyu♡Wook: Haha i dont care. I finalli hav my Ryeowookie♡♡♡
10:26 Jongwoon: How can you be nearly out of credit?
10:26 Jongwoon: You’re on a plan.
10:27 Kyu♡Wook: Tbh, I juz wantd u 2 c my sn haha
10:28 Kyu♡Wook: BRB

Jongwoon closed the private conversation.

Sexarella has signed in as offline.

Sexarella wants to start a private conversation.

10:31 Sexarella: howz my sexci man
10:31 Jongwoon: Good. And you?
10:32 Sexarella: pretty gud. i miss u tho
10:33 Jongwoon: Why does it say that you’re offline?
10:33 Sexarella: dun want 2 talk 2 ne1 els
10:33 Sexarella: y does kyus sn hav rw in it
10:33 Sexarella: i thot that u wer datin him
10:34 Jongwoon: No, I wasn’t…+ I want someone else.
10:35 Sexarella: oooh! hu is it?
10:35 Jongwoon: You.
10:35 Sexarella: liar
10:36 Sexarella: u onli want me 4 sex
10:36 Sexarella: u made that perfectly clear
10:37 Jongwoon: I’m allowed to change my mind.
10:37 Sexarella: do u RLY want me. or r u just syain it
10:38 Jongwoon: I want you, and not just for sex.
10:39 Sexarella: JONGWOONNNN♡♡♡
10:39 Sexarella: U MAKE ME SO HAPPI
10:39 Sexarella: ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
10:39 Sexarella: im comin ova rite now.

Sexarella has signed off.

Jongwoon has signed off.

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Incoming call from: Kyu 12:03
Missed Call.

New message from: Kyu 12:05

Incoming call from: Kyu 12:45
Missed Call.

New message from: Kyu 12:46

New message from: Lee Sungmin 13:01

New message from: Kyu 13:03

New message from: Teukie-hyung 15:27

Incoming call from: Kangin-shii 16:48
Missed call.

New message from: Kangin-shii 16:50

Incoming call from: Kyu 17:45
Missed Call.

Incoming call from: Kyu 17:59
Missed Call.

New message from: Kyu 18:12

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You have 5 missed calls.
You have 7 new messages.

Read first message.

From: Kyu
-----------------------------

Lets hav lunch (double d8). Meet in ½ hr @ that resto we like. Oh n bring Heechul.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
12:05

Read second message.

From: Kyu
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Yo man. Wher r u. r u even coming?

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
12:46

Read third message.

From: Lee Sungmin
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sungie… lets talk??

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
13:01

Read fourth message.

From: Kyu
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Wer gunna eat w/o u.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
13:03

Read fifth message.

From: Teukie-hyung
-----------------------------

Hello my precious Jongwoonie,
All of us are planning to have a special dinner tonight. There’s going to be a special announcement, so you have to be there, kay?
Love, Teuk x

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
15:27

Read sixth message.

From: Kangin-shii
-----------------------------

YO YESUNG. Y arent u pickin’ up the phone?!
Just makin’ sure u kno bout the dinner 2night.
7:30pm at the restawraunt (?) where we 1st all ate 2gether.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
16:50

Read seventh message.

From: Kyu
-----------------------------

PIK UP UR FONE.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
18:12

Incoming call from: Kyu 18:37
Call accepted.

Hello?

FINALLY. Yesung what the hell, apparently no one’s been getting through to you and you haven’t been replying to text messages! But anyway, it doesn‘t really matter. Are you coming to the dinner tonight? I think you’re the only one who hasn’t RSVPed.

Oh yeah… I got Teukie-hyung and Kangin-shii’s texts just then.

So are you coming?

I’m not sure.

You have to.

Okay. I’ll come.

Good. I’ll save you a seat. Later.

Call ended. 18:51

Dialling Heechulie’s number… 18:52
Call accepted.

What’s up Jongwoonah?

... Are you going to the dinner?

Yeah, of course. I’m the guest of honour.

...

Aren’t you?

… I guess.

Hey, this way I can tell everyone my special news.

...

Even you haven't heard it yet!

How exciting.

Don’t sound so sad about it. Everyone has to find out sooner or later.

Hey, Chul...

Yeah?

I lo...

What?

... I’ll see you tonight.

Call ended. 18:59

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Options>Messages>Create A New Message

From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

I love you.

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04.02.2008 (Feb 04)
unsent

Options>Erase Message

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Incoming call from: Kyu 23:03
Missed Call.

Incoming call from: Kyu 23:06
Missed Call.

Incoming call from: Heechulie 23:08
Missed Call.

Incoming call from: Teukie-hyung 23:09
Missed Call.

Incoming call from: Kyu 23:10
Missed Call.

Incoming call from: Kyu 23:12
Missed Call.

Incoming call from: Heechulie 23:13
Missed Call.

New message from: Kyu 23:13

Incoming call from: Teukie-hyung 23:14
Missed Call.

New message from: Heechulie 23:15

New message from: Kyu 23:15

New message from: Teukie-hyung 23:16

New message from: Kyu 23:18

New message from: Kyu 23:23

New message from: Heechulie 23:27

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You have 8 missed calls.
You have 7 new messages.

Read first message.

From: Kyu
-----------------------------

Hey… Yesung… its not that bad k??
Pik up ur fone adn well talk!!

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:13

Read second message.

From: Heechulie
-----------------------------

babe…soz, i shudve told u i no. bt i dint no how.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:15

Read third message.

From: Kyu
-----------------------------

Wer r u? ill come find u n well have a man 2 man bonding seshun. Yesung Im so wurrid.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:15

Read fourth message.

From: Teukie-hyung
-----------------------------

Our Jongwoonie…
Don’t be unreasonable. Please pick up your phone so that we can talk. I’ll help you through it.
Love, Teuk x

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:16

Read fifth message.

From: Kyu
-----------------------------

Yesung!! Wer all so worid abt u. Plz rply or somethin!!

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:18

Read sixth message.

From: Kyu
-----------------------------

…jst call me wen ur ready 2 talk ok? I dont want 2 force u. Stay strong.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:23

Read seventh message.

From: Heechulie
-----------------------------

Jongwoon… babe… i rly love u. plz dun let this cum btween us!!

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:27

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From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

YOU’RE GETTING MARRIED!
How can this not come between us??

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:34

Options>Messages>Create A New Message

Options>Send Message>Everyone

From: Kim Jongwoon (Yesung)
-----------------------------

Don’t call or text me any more.
I want to be alone for a few days.
If you don’t, I’ll leave and never come back.
I know it’s childish, but I don’t want your concern right now.
I’ll let you know when I’m ready to talk again.
Thank you.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:36

New message from: Heechulie 23:36
Read message.

From: Heechulie
-----------------------------

itz onli 2 keep my parents happi. i dun love her n ill onli always love u. we can still b 2gether!!

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:36

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From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

You’re stupid!
I don’t want to be the mistress!
I don’t want to share you!
If I can’t have you all to myself then I don’t want you at all!!!
DON’T TALK TO ME ANY MORE.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:38

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From: Heechulie
-----------------------------

…but I love u.

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03.02.2008 (Feb 03)
23:41

Options>Delete Message

Options>Block Contact>Heechulie

Options>Delete Contact>Heechulie

Incoming call from: Lee Sungmin 23:51
Call accepted.

WHAT DO YOU WANT SUNGMIN? I told you that I didn’t feel that way for you and I even told everyone not to call or text me any more! Why are you calling???

Sungie… I’m outside. Will you please open the door?

NO.

Sungie…we’ll just have a nice chat and a cup of coffee. Okay?

Make that cupS of coffee.

Okay. I brought your favourite kind of coffee because I knew you’d run out soon.

I’ll open the door.

Call ended. 23:55

Options>Turn off phone>Yes

[ NOTE: PHONE IS OFF FOR ALL OF FEB 04 ]

CHAPTER THREE
February 05 - February 06

Welcome Jongwoon.

Options>Contacts>Unblock #### ### ###

Options>Messages>Create A New Message

Options>Send Message>#### ### ###

From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

heechul-hyung! it's
sungmin. im using
sungies fone cos
mine is out of batt
+ i 4got 2 bring my
charger. -_- bt shh
he duznt no im txtin
u. come ova 2 his
aptment + ill let u
in.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
06:13

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From: #### ### ###
-----------------------------

dun b s2pid. he doeznt
evn want 2 c me.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
06:15

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From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

yes he doez!! 4 the
past daii ur the onli
thing that hez bin
talkin abt. >__<

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
06:16

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From: #### ### ###
-----------------------------

wat r u doin ther newai.
did u sleep with him.
D8<

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
06:18

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From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

no! iv just bin keepin
him compnay. com
over alreadiiiii!!

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
06:20

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From: #### ### ###
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yeah. im outside nao.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
06:25

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New message from: Lee Sungmin 12:20
Read message.

From: Lee Sungmin
-----------------------------

sungie. r u feelin beta?
i was hoping heechul
wud b abl 2 make u
feel beta cos i suck
@ it.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
12:20

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From: Sungie♡
-----------------------------

Why did you leave??

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
12:21

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From: Lee Sungmin
-----------------------------

u dint want me 2? <__<

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
12:23

Dialling Lee Sungmin's number… 12:24
Call accepted.

What's wrong?? You never call me first.

Come back.

Why, what happened? Where's Heechul-hyung?

Just come back.

Sungie! Tell me what's going on!

Heechul dumped me.

What??

He said he realised who his one true love is yesterday.

No, but you're his one true love!

...

Who is it?

Sungmin, can we not talk about this over the phone?

Okay, I'll come over in about an hour or so. I have some things I need to do first. Bye Sungie~ See you soon.

Call ended. 12:28

New message from: #### ### ### 12:32
Read message.

From: #### ### ###
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jongwoonah. r u sure
u want 2 break up?

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
12:32

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From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

You said that you
realised who your
one true love was.
I don't want to
stand in your way.
Considering I can't
even help you
because you
refuse to tell me
who it is.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
12:36

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From: #### ### ###
-----------------------------

r u completly s2pid?
do u rly not no who
it is.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
12:37

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

It's Hankyung, isn't it?
He's been hanging
around you for...
even before we got
together... and by
getting together, I
obviously mean
when we first
"hooked up" or
whatever it is that
it's called.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
12:42

Incoming call from: #### ### ### 12:43
Call accepted.

What do you want? I'd prefer you just text.

If you did, you wouldn't have picked up.

...

Did Sungmin put the idea of us breaking up into your head?

What does Sungmin have to do with us?

He's liked you ever since he first saw you. It's obvious to everyone. Except you apparently.

...

Jongwoon. Tell it to me straight. Do you want us to break up so that you can be with Sungmin?

Well it's being better than being with someone who doesn't want me, right?

Don't be an idiot. Of course I want you. It's just... circumstances...

I bet that the person you're marrying is Hankyung dressed up as a woman. Am I right?

Now you're just being paranoid and stupid.

You have no right to call me stupid.

I can call you whatever I damn well please! You know that I like you but it seems all you know how to do is play with people's emotions.

I don't -

Shut up and let me say what I have to say.

...

You and Ryeowook have a history right? You obviously had some sort of thing between the two of you. I wasn't sure if it was romantic or not until Ryeowook actually confided in me for advice. The irony. So I asked Kyuhyun to help out, considering he is your best friend and got the two of you together because I wanted you to be happy. But at the time, you approached me and asked me to be your "fuck buddy". If I remember correctly, your exact words were "Heechul, be my fuck buddy. You can't say no or I'll tell your parents that you like men."

...

Yeah, you used blackmail. But... I really liked you, so any excuse, no matter how poor, was good enough as long as I got to be close to you. I never thought to ask how you felt about Ryeowook because I was so selfishly happy being close to you in a way that I knew that he wasn't. But then Teuk, the smart bastard, realised what we were doing and asked me if I realised how Sungmin felt - he had a huge crush on you too. Upon hearing an affirmative answer, he asked me to stop seeing you. I tried... really hard. But then... you... you told me that you wanted me and not just for sex. Do you know how happy that made me? ... I was... so happy...

...

I decided to announce my "special plans" to the group as whole, because I wasn't sure how to approach you about it. But... for awhile... I had forgotten all about the arranged marriage my parents had planned for me. So no, idiot, it isn't Hankyung dressed up as a woman.

But if I remember... you and Hankyung have a history. And I don't mean friends.

Yeah. I was in love with him.

And he's your one true love.

NO. Why can't you see where I'm going with this??

Because... you hurt me.

And it's fair for you to hurt other people??

What?? When have I done that?

Ryeowook... I found out that he only started dating Kyuhyun so he could try to forget you. Even though Kyuhyun likes Ryeowook, he actually only pretended to "move in" on him, because he didn't want to see Ryeowook hurt by you any more.

That's a lie. Kyuhyun's liked Ryeowook since forever and would take any opportunity to get him.

I guess you don't know your friends as well as you think.

What do you mean by that?

Kyu... he isn't like that. He knew that Ryeowook liked you, and so did what he could to make Ryeowook happy, instead of -

Look, you know what, if this is just going to be a guilt-fest, I don't want to hear it any more.

Call ended. 13:26

Incoming call from: #### ### ### 13:26
Call rejected.

New message from: #### ### ### 13:27
Delete message.

New message from: Lee Sungmin 13:33
Read message.

From: Lee Sungmin
-----------------------------

um. im not comin
any mor. sorri
sungie

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:33

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From: Sungie♡
-----------------------------

What? Why not?!

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:35

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From: Lee Sungmin
-----------------------------

... jst cos.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:37

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Sungie♡
-----------------------------

Sungmin?!

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:38

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Lee Sungmin
-----------------------------

ok luk, i feel guilti
already that wook +
heechul hyung like u.
u wer alwais popular.
theyr alreadi hurt +
i dnt want 2 add
mor problems.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:40

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Sungie♡
-----------------------------

...I want you here.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:43

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Lee Sungmin
-----------------------------

sorri sungie... i cant.
heechul + i r gonna go
c a movi now. u can
come if u want bt itll
be awkward

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:45

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Sungie♡
-----------------------------

Lee Sungmin, didn't you
agree to come over here
first before making that
arrangement with
Heechul?

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:46

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Lee Sungmin
-----------------------------

yeh... bt. sungie...
i dnt no how to
explain. iv wanted
2 b alone with
heechul 4 a long
time now... + now
i finali hav a chance

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:48

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Sungie♡
-----------------------------

Wait. You like...
Heechul?

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:51

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Lee Sungmin
-----------------------------

um. i hav 2 go.
ill ttyl.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:52

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Sungie♡
-----------------------------

What? Sungmin! Tell me!

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
13:53

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Dialling Cho Kyuhyun's number… 15:56
Call accepted.

Yesung!!! I'm so glad you called me! How are you holding up??

Is it true that you helped Heechul get me together with Ryeowook?

What? Who told you that?

Heechul did.

Well yeah -

You're an idiot. Why would you set me up with the person that YOU like? You know I didn't (and still don't) like Ryeowook!

Heechul-hyung convinced me that you did... and to repay you for helping me through -

I helped you because I wanted to. You don't owe me anything.

Yesung -

Cho Kyuhyun, please tell me what the hell is going on?! Why did you lie about "making a move" on Ryeowook when you could've just told me that you thought I was hurting him? If you asked me to... I would have stopped seeing him. I would've let him down gently and pushed him in your direction.

You... you would've done that for me, Yesung?

Haven't I already proven that I would do anything for you, Kyu?

Yesung, I -

Hey. We shouldn't be discussing this over the phone. It isn't proper. Come over.

You're right. I'll be there in a few minutes.

Okay. I'll see you soon.

And Yesung?

Yes?

Thank you.

Call ended. 16:42

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New message from: Kim Ryeowook 21:02
Read message.

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

yesungie... i know i'm
not meant to text you,
but i thought it might
be safer than calling.
i don't think i could
handle being hung
up on by you. i...
i just wanted to say
that i'm sorry.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:02

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

It's okay. You can text
me if you want. Why are
you sorry?

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:06

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

for liking you so much,
even though you
obviously didn't show
any signs of returning
my feelings.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:14

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

That's not something
you should be
apologising for.
I really like spending
time with you Wookie.
You've always been
one of my favourite
people to be around,
even if I never showed
it.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:16

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

but hyung... it wasn't
fair of me to make you
kiss me.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:22

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

If it makes you feel
any better, you're
not that bad of a kisser.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:24

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

don't say it like that!
that's embarrassing!

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:27

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

I mean it though,
Wookie. You know,
there's someone out
there made just for
you. And you'll find
that person one day.
And when you do,
you'll be happy that
you didn't just pine
over me.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:31

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

thanks yesungie. i
really miss being able
to talk to you like this.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:33

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

Me too. It's been a long
time.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:34

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

out of curiosity, you
really like heechul-
hyung, don't you?

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:36

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

What makes you say
that?

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:39

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

you act really funny
when he's around.
it's like... i don't know.
you look really
content and just
really at peace when
you're around him.
you laugh a lot more
and you smile more
too.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:46

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

Well... it doesn't really
matter anyway,
Wookie. He's found his
one true love, and it
isn't me.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:48

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

did he say that it
specifically wasn't you,
hyung?

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:50

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

Well no. But it was
obvious, because
he wouldn't tell me
who it was.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:52

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Kim Ryeowook
-----------------------------

i wouldn't lose faith
in heechul-hyung just
yet, yesungie. oh i
have to go. kyuhyun
is here. i'll talk to you
later. it was nice to
chat.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
21:57

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

Thanks Ryeowook.
Goodnight.

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05.02.2008 (Feb 05)
22:05

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[ NOTE: NO PHONE ACTIVITY DURING MORNING AND AFTERNOON ]

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Options>Name Contact>Heechul

Options>Messages>Create A New Message

Options>Send Message>Heechul

From: Jongwoonah
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Hey. I'm sorry about
before. I've had a lot
of time to think and
I need to discuss
some things with you.
Are you free to come
over?

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
19:34

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From: Heechul
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ah... soz Yesung.
i hav a gest over.
im bc.

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
19:46

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From: Jongwoonah
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Oh. I see... who is it?

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
19:47

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From: Heechul
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nun ov ur bizness.

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
19:55

Dialling Cho Kyuhyun's number… 19:57
Call accepted.

Hey Yeye, what's up? OH, and I'm super glad we had that massive talk.

Yeah me too. I'm worried.

Oh, why's that?

Heechul called me "Yesung".

So? I call you Yesung.

He never calls me that though. He calls me "Jongwoonah".

Maybe he just realised that calling you Jongwoonah is embarrassing.

But it was through text.

Well I don't know. Oh hey, I think Sungmin is over there at the moment.

What?

WARNING: LOW BATTERY

Yeah, Sungmin is teaching Heechul-hyung how to cook his famous danhobak soup.

Oh.

What?

Sungmin said something really interesting yesterday.

Which was?

He said that he had wanted to spend time alone with Heechul for a long time now, and yesterday was finally his chance to do it.

You do realise that he's probably just trying to make you jealous?

No... I think he actually likes Heechul.

Are you crazy? Haven't you seen all the lovesick signs pointing towards you from him?

I thought they were always for you.

WARNING: LOW BATTERY

What?!

Well... any time I ever noticed Sungmin, you were with me too.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! You're priceless, Yesung. Absolutely priceless!

Yeah... anyway...

Haha sorry. Hey Kyuhyunah! Come onnn... you're missing most of the movie!!!

Oh sorry... I didn't realise that Ryeowook was with you.

Nah man, it's okay. Our conversation was pretty much over anyway, isn't it?

What? ... oh yeah. I guess so.

Okay, I'll talk to you later.

Yeah... bye.

Call ended. 20:17

WARNING: LOW BATTERY

New message from: Lee Sungmin 20:24

From: Lee Sungmin
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i hav a confeshun 2
make!!! I LOVE YOU.

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
20:24

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From: Yesungie
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WHAT?!

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
20:25

WARNING: LOW BATTERY

New message from: Lee Sungmin 20:27

From: Lee Sungmin
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I SED I LOVE YOU.

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
20:27

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From: Yesungie
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Don't be stupid,
Sungmin! No,
you don't!

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
20:29

WARNING: LOW BATTERY

New message from: Lee Sungmin 20:31

From: Lee Sungmin
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IM CUMIN OVA OK.

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
20:31

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From: Yesungie
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No, not okay.
Don't come over!

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06.02.2008 (Feb 06)
20:34

LOW BATTERY: TURN OFF PHONE.

CHAPTER FOUR
February 07 - February 08

PHONE RECHARGING.

PHONE HAS RECHARGED FULLY.

New message from: Kyu 08:04
Read message.

From: Kyu
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Hey. U wanna meet up
2day? Ryeowook is
2 busy 2 c me. :'(

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
08:04

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From: Yesung
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Uhh... sorry for the late,
reply Kyu. I was in the
middle of something.
We can meet up the
day after tomorrow
though?

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:17

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From: Kyu
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The DAY afta tomoz??
Y cant u c me tomoz.

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:23

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From: Yesung
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I'm really sore.

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:25

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From: Kyu
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:O!! Wat from??

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:26

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From: Yesung
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Heechul...

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:27

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From: Kyu
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U had THAT much sex??
Bt wait. I thot u wer
angry @ him.

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:29

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From: Yesung
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Um... this is embarrassing.

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:31

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From: Kyu
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:O Y??

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:32

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From: Yesung
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I don't want to text
it to you...

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:34

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From: Kyu
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Ok. Ill call.

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
13:35

Incoming call from: Kyu 13:36

Hey...

So... what's so embarrassing?

Sungmin was there too.

What?

You heard me.

Yesung, don't be a bitch. Explain!

Well... I got a declaration of love text from Sungmin's phone last night...

Told you he liked you!

But... it was Heechul that wrote it.

What?

They were both completely drunk... and yeah.

Oh my god. So they came over to your apartment... drunk?? And you all had wild sex that made you really sore??

Don't say it like that!

But is that how it happened?

Well... yeah.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh Yesung...

...

So how was our Sungminnie in bed?

Shut up, Kyu.

No, really... I want to know.

Why?

If it weren't for my Ryeowookie... I'd probably be madly in love with Sungmin. No offence to you Yesung, but you're not my type.

...

What's with the silence?

You'd better not cheat on Ryeowook.

I'm not going to go. I love him way too much. And anyway... Sungmin likes Heechul doesn't he?

What??

Well isn't that what you said?

Oh yeah...

It explains why he tagged along with Heechul last night. Wanted to get in on some of the action!

You're vulgar.

Hey, I'm not the one having threesomes all over the place...

I'm not doing that!

In any case, I think Heechul-hyung is the only one crazy enough to actually WANT sex with you.

What's that?

Kangin-hyung said that you were a monster in bed... all violent... and apparently Heechul likes that kind of thing.

And how exactly would Kangin know what I was like in bed?

Teukie-hyung told him.

What?!

Leeteuk said that you were the best that he'd ever had.

Cho Kyuhyun, now you're just making up shit. Leeteuk cried after we had sex.

Oh my god! SO IT'S TRUE?

What?

We weren't sure if Kangin-hyung was lying or not...

Shit.

Haha he was all jealous of you at one stage you know.

Don't be an arse.

He was! He said that you were stealing Leeteuk-hyung away... but you made him CRY???

Hah. Even if I was stealing Teuk away from someone, it definitely wouldn't be from Kangin. Didn't you know that Hyukjae and Leeteuk are an item?

But... we've been led to believe that Kangin is our appa.

Don't be so stupid, Kyu.

...

...

You never answered me.

About what?

Ahhh... you suck!

What??

You made Leeteuk-hyung cry?

Hey, it's not like he doesn't cry enough by himself already.

But what did you do to him??

Don't sound so scared... I didn't really do anything. I just did what I always do with Teukie...

Wait. So you've slept with him on more than one occassion?

Yeah...

It seems like you sleep around...

No, I really don't... Look, I'm just sexual relief for him when Hyukjae doesn't want to have sex with him.

But why wouldn't Hyukkie want that?

You ask so many questions!

It's because I didn't know about this!

...

Yesung...

Fine.

Yay!

It's because Hyukjae believes in multiple partners... I can't believe you don't know this!

Ohhh... no wonder I never see Hyukkie and Teukie-hyung together. It's because he's with his... multiple partners?

Yeah... well there's really only one other.

Who?

Are you blind?

Donghae?

Yeah.

But I thought that was fanservice!

Are you stupid? What fans would they have? High school only finished a few years ago... it's not like we all became a pop idol group called Super Junior or anything.

Super Junior?

I don't know. But anyway...

So... I'm still kind of lost.

Kyu!!!

I'm sorry... I haven't seen my Ryeowookie today...

Okay whatever. I'll just explain it to you.

Thank you, Yesung.

Hyukjae loves Leeteuk but he loves him so much that he thinks that Leeteuk is too pure to taint with sex -

But he doesn't mind if Teukie has sex with you??

... to be honest with you, I don't know. I even only comply with Teuk's demands because I know it makes Heechul jealous.

What?? So in a way, you've been using Teuk against Heechul?

You make me sound like such a villain.

Because you are one! Dude, you like sleep with everyone!

No, I really don't. Don't get on my nerves, Kyu.

Haha I'm sorry... it's not like I'd want you to rape me.

Cho Kyuhyun! I have never ever raped anyone!

Sorry Yesung... hahahaha... your reactions are just too priceless.

...

So where does this leave Donghae-hyung?

Well... Hyukjae obviously finds Donghae sexy or something... and he's always secretly had a crush on him... So whenever they have the chance... they go at it like crazy.

Really?? How do you know all of this?

Just because I fuck Leeteuk doesn't mean I don't talk to him too, you know.

Oh yeah... so... wow, Teukie-hyung's position sucks!

Yeah... it's getting harder to comfort him these days.

Incoming call from: Leeteuk-hyung 14:01

Hey Kyu... call me back later. I have to go.

What?

Bye.

Call ended: Kyu 14:01

Call accepted: Leeteuk-hyung 14:01

Hey Teukie, what's up?

I was worried that you were going to hang up on me...

Why would I do that?

Because of your text... it's been 4 days Jongwoon... 4 days since you made me worry so much about you...

You don't need to worry about me...

I really love you, you know.

Yeah, I know hyung... but you shouldn't.

I know. It's because of Heechul, isn't it?

Teukie...

I don't know why I can't have the ones I want! First Hyukjae rejects me for a younger and more sexy man and my precious Jongwoonie doesn't want me because of someone with a horrible temper... haven't I let you do anything to me to prove that I really love you? Any kind of sex you've ever wanted to try... I let you do it with me.

Don't cry hyung...

...

I've had to lie to Kyuhyun.

About?

You.

...?

Apparently Kangin can't keep things to himself.

He... told everyone that he walked in on us...?

No, he's been telling the younger members that you tell him that you do things with me... and I lied to Kyu and said that Hyukjae liked to have multiple partners... He doesn't need to have another thing in my love life complicating his brain...

If you liked me... things would be so much simpler, you know?

Teukie... I can't just change my feelings...

Okay look, why don't you spend all of tonight and tomorrow with me and I'll spend that time trying to make you mine. If that doesn't work then we'll just revert to the way things are now.

And no sex, okay?

Okay. No sex will be involved. And no mobile phones allowed.

Okay.

Good! So turn it off before you come over okay?

What time do you want me to come over?

What about now?

Yeah, okay... I'll be over soon. I'm just going to get changed.

Thanks for letting me do this, Yesung.

Call ended 14:13

Incoming call from: Heechul 14:17
Call accepted.

Now's a bad time, Heechul.

Hey look... Yesung... about last night...

Yeah?

It was fun right?

...

Look, you know I wouldn't normally have sex with Sungmin... especially not in front of you.

You know I've had to lie to Kyu? I told him that we had a threesome.

Why would you do that? Couldn't you have just said that Sungmin and I were both really drunk?

Hey, I don't even see why you had to come into my apartment.

I needed to see you... to get it up...

You shouldn't be having sex with Sungmin if your feelings for me are so sincere.

Yeah, like you shouldn't be having sex with Leeteuk...

It's not like I've slept with him since I said I didn't only want you for sex.

Yesung...

Stop calling me that!

But I thought that's what you liked to be called?

Shut up! ...look, I'm actually still quite angry with you... so please... don't call me for awhile.

But I like hearing your voice.

My phone's going to be turned off in a few minutes and will be off from then and tomorrow so there's no point in trying. Goodbye Heechul.

Pleas-

Call ended. 14:28

Options>Turn off phone>Yes

[ NOTE: PHONE IS OFF FROM 14:28 UNTIL THE END OF FEB 07 AND ALSO FOR ALL OF FEB 08 ]

CHAPTER FIVE
February 09 - February 10

Welcome Jongwoon.

You have 4 new messages.

Read first message.

From: Heechul
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hey. is ur fone off??
turn it onnn. we need
2 talk ok

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
19:09

Read second message.

From: Heechul
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fine. i dun care that ur
fone is off 4 3hrs now.
w/e. sungmin will
giv me the attenshun
i need.

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
22:15

Read third message.

From: Heechul
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im not actualli goin
2 sungmin btw!!
im sorri i even said
taht. :( plz rply!

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07.02.2008 (Feb 07)
22:16

Read fourth message.

From: Kyu
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heyyy... wat time 2moz
did u wanna meet up?
i was thinkin that we go
2 the aracde yeah.
havnt been ther in
ages!!

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08.02.2008 (Feb 08)
17:53

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From: Yesungie
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Sorry, my phone's
been off. But yeah,
the arcade sounds
fun. Let's meet up
at about 12 and grab
some lunch before.
Sound good?

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:05

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From: Kyu
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D8 u suck. u nvr replied
so i didnt think that u
wanted 2 spend the
day wif me nemorez...
ryeowook n i r gunna
go 2 the music fest
thats on atm...
i guess u cud come?

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:10

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From: Yesungie
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Don't be lame; I'm
not going to spoil your
date.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:12

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From: Kyu
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ok... hey. y was ur
fone off newayz?

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:14

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From: Yesungie
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Leeteuk and I agreed
that we wouldn't have
our phones on.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:17

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From: Kyu
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wer u n teukie-hyung takin
part in a bet or sumthin

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:18

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From: Yesungie
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No. I forgot that I didn't
tell you... Leeteuk spent
the past day trying to
get me to fall in love with
him.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:23

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From: Kyu
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:O!! details??

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:25

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From: Yesungie
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Yeah... he took me to
a beach resort and we
just spent the day there.
He took me on a picnic
and we spent time
building sandcastles
and watching the ocean
like couples would do.
Then he took me to
have a candlelit dinner
beside the ocean and
he sang to me... in the
middle of the restaurant!
Afterwards we took a
moonlit walk on the
beach... and he found
a rock pool where he
wanted us to just sit at.
So we ended up there
for most of the night
just talking. It might
seem cliched but it was
actually really nice.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:32

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From: Kyu
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O.M.G. so it worked??!?

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:36

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From: Yesungie
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No. I had an amazing
time but I can't think
of Leeteuk in that
way.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:38

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From: Kyu
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ur such a hartbreaker.
bt im glad u chose
heechul. oh newayz,
iv gtg pik ryeowook
up. ill ttyllll. PS. i bet u
had lots of sex as well
ddint u? u alwayz hav
sex EVRYWHERE!

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:40

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Yesungie
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Actually, there was no
sex involved... just
Leeteuk trying to
romance me. Have
fun on your date!

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
10:42

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New message from: Heechul 12:57

From: Heechul
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k i left u aloan 4 a
whole dai. r u goin 2
talk 2 mi now.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
12:57

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From: Jongwoonah
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What do you want?

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
13:02

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From: Heechul
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yay!! ur speakin 2 me!!

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
13:04

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From: Jongwoonah
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You should thank
Teukie for that.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
13:09

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From: Heechul
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y?

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
13:11

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From: Jongwoonah
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If it weren't for him, I
still wouldn't be talking
to you.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
13:15

Incoming call from: Teukie-hyung 13:16
Call accepted.

Hi Teukie!

Hello Jongwoon! Did you sleep well last night?

New message from: Heechul 13:17

Yes, I did, thank you. What about you?

Haha, to be honest, I had a bit of a rough night... it's hard work getting rejected you know.

Well no... It's never happened to me before... joking!

Oh Jongwoon, you're such a joker.

You know I do try.

But seriously... thank you so much for giving me a chance to win you over. I guess your feelings for Heechul really are sincere. You must really like him.

I do... but there's still the issue of him getting married... and then the issue of him sleeping with Sungmin in front of me.

Mm... when you told me about that, I found it hard to believe... but if he really wants to be with you, he'll stand up to his parents and let them know that he wants to be with you, and not just some other random girl.

New message from: Heechul 13:20

I'm just going to ignore him for now, I think.

You couldn't possibly ignore him...

You're right. We were actually having a texting conversation when you called.

Oh, why didn't you tell me that this was a bad time?

It's not a bad time, don't worry about it Teuk.

Well... if you say so...

Hyung... I need advice.

If it's love advice, I'm probably not the best person to ask at the moment... especially considering you just rejected me yesterday my precious Jongwoon... but I'll try my best to not be biased.

Thanks.

...?

It's about Sungmin.

What about him? Are you developing a crush on him? Ohh... how I envy him right now!

Nooo... I'm just confused about him. You don't happen to know anything about his love life do you?

All I know is that he likes you. It looked as though he thought you might like him back. To be perfectly honest, I would've rather seen our Sungmin with you than seeing Heechul with you so I told Heechul to back off so Sungmin could have a chance...

Wait, so Sungmin doesn't like Heechul then?

What gave you that idea?

He told me.

Oh. Well as far as I know, he likes you. Wahh I have so much competition...

Sorry Teukie-hyung... I don't think I could ever like you in that way.

I think I know that... but just let me cling to this belief for awhile longer okay?

Okay.

Anyway, I'm going to go take a nice relaxing bath. I'll talk to you later. Maybe we could do something on the 14th?

That's Valentine's Day.

I know.

Leeteuk...

Haha sorry, I thought it was worth a shot. I'll talk to you later. Byeee.

Call ended. 13:35

Read message from: Heechul 13:17

From: Heechul
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doez that mean he
convinced u that
ur reali in love with
me??

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
13:17

Read message from: Heechul 13:20
From: Heechul
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im actualli goin 2 meet
that arrainged marrage
gurl nao... plz dun get
angry @ mi. itz sumthin
that i hav 2 do 4 mi
parents. i cant hav them
disown me.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
13:20

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

Yeah, okay I understand.
You better not fall in
love with her... or else
I won't be able to forgive
you.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
13:40

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New message from: Heechul 21:36Read message.

From: Heechul
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haha u do care!! bt she
woz rly pretti n shez
so funni. omg @ 1st
i thot she woz my
soulm8. i think id b
pretti happi if i woz
forcd 2 marry her

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:36

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
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Consider your second
chance gone.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:41

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Heechul
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wat?? y??

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:42

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

You're falling for her.
It's best to stop this
now before we end
up hurting further.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:45

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Heechul
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im not fallin 4 her!!
i woz jst sayin that
2 make u jealous!!!
plz 4giv me!!!

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:47

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
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Yeah, sure you were...

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:50

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Heechul
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i rly woz jongwoonah!!!
plz beliv me. :'(

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:52

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
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So... you don't like her?

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:53

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Heechul
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no! i swaer!! ur the
onli 1 that i want!!!

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:54

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
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Liar. What about your
one true love?

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:56

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Heechul
-----------------------------

u rly r thick!! UR my
1 tru love!

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
21:57

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

Okay. Well prove it to
me. Prove to me that
I'm the only one that
you want. Do something
that will take my breath
away.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
22:02

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Heechul
-----------------------------

ok. u kno the place we
1st met? n i mean the
place we met b4 bein
introed by teukie n
the group. meet me
ther 2moz @ 5:30AM.
itll b worht it!

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
22:08

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Jongwoonah
-----------------------------

I'll see you there then.
Good night, Heechul.

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
22:10

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

From: Heechul
-----------------------------

gudnite jongwoonah!!!
sweet dreamz<3

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09.02.2008 (Feb 09)
22:11

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Options>Messages>Create A New Message

Options>Send Message>Heechul

From: Yesungie
-----------------------------

You're a bastard. Don't
talk to me ever again!

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10.02.2008 (Feb 10)
05:47

Options>Block Contact>Heechul

Dialling Kyu's number… 05:54
Call accepted.

Kyuhyunah~

Do you know how early it is???

Kyu... I... Kyu~

Yesung! What's the matter? Are you crying?

He's... that bastard... I hate him!

Yesung, what happened?

Him... and Sungmin...

What happened?

I heard him... I heard him...

What did he say?

He... he told Sungmin...

What?

He said... "Sungmin, I love you. Yesung doesn't mean anything to me." And Kyu~ he called me Yesung!

Hey... take some deep breaths okay? Try to calm down a little.

Oh Kyu... I don't know what to do! I... I haven't ever... cried... so... much...

Do you want me to come over?

Mmm...

I'll be right over okay. Make yourself a cup of coffee. That'll make you feel better.

Call ended. 06: 02

New message from: Lee Sungmin 06:10

From: Lee Sungmin
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i'm sorri sungie!!~ u wernt
ment 2 overhear!! plz
unblok heechul so u 2
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10.02.2008 (Feb 10)
06:10

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Don't you dare talk to
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10.02.2008 (Feb 10)
06:13

Options>Block Contact>Lee Sungmin

[NOTE: AT THIS POINT HIS PHONE BREAKS DUE TO THE IMPACT OF THE PHONE AGAINST THE WALL. IN OTHER WORDS, YESUNG WAS SO UPSET THAT HE THREW HIS PHONE AT A WALL. HIS PHONE IS OUT OF ORDER UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE.]

CHAPTER SIX
February 11 - February 12

New message from: Kyu 01:13
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Hey yeye, soz i had to bail on u. It wud b mean of me if i spent tha nite with u instead of my ryeowookie! hes alredii waaaay insecure. soz i kno u need me n evrything bt he needs me 2. bros be4 hoes, bt not in this sitch. soz again

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
01:13

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Yeah, I can understand. And thanks for getting me a new phone... I'll pay you back later.

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
16:15

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Options>Send Message>Teukie

From: My Jongwoonie
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Hey Teuk. Just letting you know, I got a new phone yesterday but I managed to save my sim card. Yesung.

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
08:24

New Message from: Teukie 08:57
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From: Teukie
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Thanks for letting me know my precious Jongwoonie. But what happened to your old phone?
Love, Teuk x

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01.02.2008 (Feb 01)
08:57

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I'll call.

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
08:58

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From: Teukie
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No, don't... I don't want you to...
Love, Teuk x

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
09:02

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From: My Jongwoonie
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Why not?

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
09:03

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From: Teukie
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I'll explain to you later, kay? Have a good day!
Love, Teuk x

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
09:07

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Dialling Kyu's number… 09:42
Call accepted.

Hey Ye, you've called at a really bad time...

What's going on?

Look, just don't worry about it, okay? We'll sort it out.

Don't tell me to not worry! What the hell is going on?? Even Teukie won't talk to me!!!

It's best if you don't know. Trust me on this, please.

Cho Kyuhyun...

Ahh... fine. There's been an accident.

Who's hurt?

...

Kyu... what aren't you telling me?

Just leave it alone Yesung. I'll call you when I can.

Call ended. 09:48

Options>Contacts>Unblock Lee Sungmin

Dialling Lee Sungmin's number... 10:02
Call accepted.

Hey, I'm glad you called. I've been trying to get through to you, but it wouldn't go through.

What the hell is going on?! No one is telling me anything!

It's because they don't want you to worry... but I think you should know.

WHAT?

Heechul is in critical condition.

Why?? What happened to him? Where is he??

In the hospital. Not wanting to point fingers or anything, but it's your fault. He's been like this for about a day now.

Why didn't anyone tell me??

No one wanted you to panic.

What happened??

Remember when you heard him confessing his supposed love for me?

Don't remind me.

You need to hear this.

...

He was rehearsing a speech for you. I was only there because... well because I thought I could change his mind okay. I had to try to fight for him as well, you know! I love him too! I'd regret it forever if I didn't try to convince him that I could do a better job as his lover than you.

That doesn't even make sense! How could he be rehearsing a speech for ME if he said YOUR name. "Sungmin, I love you. Yesung doesn't mean anything to me."

Ahh... he was asking me what I wanted him to say to me, because I just wouldn't leave. He was getting really angry that I was still there... so he said "What do you want me to say, ''Sungmin, I love you. Yesung doesn't mean anything to me.'? How stupid do you think I am!?" But you had left before hearing out the rest...

And then?

He told me to leave, but as you know, I stayed. I wanted to hear those words of love from him, even if they weren't directed at me. I was going to leave before you came, but none of us expected you to show up early...

Get to the point. Why is he in an accident? How the fuck is that my fault?!

He was so shocked that you walked in at that time - bad timing. And after you stormed off and then sent him that text, he didn't know what to do... He started crying. He didn't want to, but he couldn't stop. I suggested that he should go home but he ignored me and treated me like I didn't exist. He stumbled around bleary-eyed and I know I should have been paying attention... but I looked away and the next thing I know, he managed to collide with a truck in the middle of the road... He's fighting for his life now... But I don't know if he thinks he even has a life to fight for...

Where's the hospital?

Before seeing him, I need to give you something. I found it in his pocket. Meet me outside that cafe we always go to.

I'll see you in 5.

Call ended. 10:29

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New Message from: Teukie 17:12
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Our lovely Jongwoonie,
I hope you're okay in the hospital. To be honest, I didn't want to just leave, but because you asked us to, we complied with your wishes. We all know that you have a lot of stuff to sort out and deal with. I hope that you're able to pull Heechul out of this rough spot... Always thinking of you.
Love, Teuk x

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
17:12

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Hey Teuk, I'm holding up okay. I just wonder why Heechul isn't being his stubborn self. He needs to hurry up and get better so I can apologise to him already.

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
17:56

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Just talk to him. I heard that people can hear you, even when they're unconscious!! Give it a try.
Love, Teuk x

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
18:07

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From: My Jongwoonie
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Thanks for the advice. I'll talk to you later.

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
18:25

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From: Teukie
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Okay, love. Don't forget to look after yourself. Eat if you're hungry and drink if you're thirsty. Good night! Giving you all of my love and support.
Love, Teuk x

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11.02.2008 (Feb 11)
18:32

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Dialling Kyu’s number… 23:54
Call accepted.

Hey man, sorry about before! You have to understand that -

Yeah, I get it. Don't worry about it. I just wanted to hear a friendly voice.

So, how're you holding up? How's Heechul?

Kyu... I don't even know. The doctors won't tell me anything... they kicked me out of his room a few minutes ago. They say they want to do some tests or something... I'm so worried. I don't know what to do!

Do you need some company? Ryeowookie and I will come over if you need us.

No... it's okay. I'm alright here, I guess. I just feel like it's important to me if I do this alone.

We're here if you need us.

Thank you...

What's on your mind? I have a feeling you want to tell me something.

...

It's better to just spit it out, Ye.

Well... Sungmin gave me something before we got to the hospital. He found it in Heechul's pocket.

What?

Couple rings.

From his arranged marriage thing?

No... my name... and his name... they were engraved on them.

Wow, that must mean he's pretty serious...

From what Sungmin told me, Heechul was going to give one to me on Valentine's day... but I have no idea why he was carrying them around in his pocket with him.

Maybe just likes being prepared or something.

But I have a feeling that Sungmin is keeping something from me. I just don't know what it is.

Well you do realise that Sungmin is your rival now. It wouldn't hurt to be a bit careful around him.

What are you trying to say? Do you know something?

I'm not saying anything Yeye... try to get some sleep, okay? Hopefully they'll let you into Heechul's room again soon. I'm way tired, man. Today has been such a long day.

Yeah I know.

Okay, take care.

Bye.

Call ended. 00:17

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Options>Contacts>Unblock Heechul

New Message from: Heechul 05:50
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From: : Heechul

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Jongwoonah~ my love~ u completly misundastood! if u dont call mii in10minz then... i dunno wat 2 do. if u dun want2 b with mii then i cant do nething abt it. i love u and i want 2 b with u. this wz gonna b a surprise bt it doeznt hurt 2 tell u. i bought couple rings 4 2day. do u kno what day it is? tha day we 1st met... 16yrs ago wen we wer 10... u mean evrything 2 me. idk wat id do if u rejectd mi... life wudnt b worth living nemore. i love u jongwoonah. i alwayz hav n i alwaiiz will.

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10.02.2008 (Feb 10)
05:50

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Options>Send Message>Kyu

From: : Yesung

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Oh my god, Kyu!!! I just remembered that I hadn't unblocked Heechul's number, so I unblocked it and he had sent me a text a little bit after I had blocked him. I'm such a screw up.

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10.02.2008 (Feb 12)
07:03

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Incoming call from: Kyu 11:27
Call accepted.

Hey Kyu.

Sorry about my late reply! I woke up late!!! What happened?

I found out the reason why Heechul had couple rings.

Why?

To mark the anniversary of 16 years of knowing each other...

That's so romantic! I wouldn't have picked Heechul for being someone like that. Kinda reminds me of me...

Sorry to bring up the past...

Nah. It's okay. You're the only one I'd talk to about it anyway. If you weren't there for me when Heeyoung died, I don't know what I would have done. I want to do what you did for me... but I hope Heechul doesn't die...

Yeah, you really loved Heeyoung... she was so pretty too.

Yeah, if that damn bastard, Haesung, didn't abuse her, she could be alive today... I planned so much for her birthday. I'm just sad that she wasn't there to see it. I still wish she had chosen me over him, Yesung... if she did, then she would still be okay...

Remember Kyu, her death wasn't your fault.

But if I tried harder to reach out for her... you already know that the day that he went too far and unknowingly hurt her so much that she just wouldn't wake up was her birthday... the day she was going to see me. Haesung didn't like me because he knew I was making an impact on Heeyoung. She should've just left him!!! Or maybe I shouldn't have tried to get her at all... but I couldn't stand to see the girl I loved suffering...

Kyu... it's okay. It's been 5 years. You've been making great progress! You even have a new lover.... just remember how much you love Ryeowook. If Heeyoung's death never happened, you might never have discovered your love for Ryeowook.

I know... I just miss her, Ye... I miss her so much sometimes that it's unbearable. But you've helped me a lot... releasing a lot of my stress, and Ryeowookie is definitely good for me. I feel bad that I can't give Ryeowook my whole heart yet.

It takes time, so just let things take their course. You'll be fine, Kyu. You're doing great.

Thanks, Yesung. I'm sorry that we've just been talking about me!!!

It's fine. I'm here for you when you need me.

... Thank you.

...

How's Heechul?

He's still unconscious... but the doctor says that his breathing and heart rate has regulated a bit. I'm allowed back into his room now, so I'm going to sit and talk to him for a bit... I hope he'll be able to hear me.

Tell him how much you love him, Ye. That'll definitely wake him up. He's such a horndog anyway so you being near him will definitely alert his senses! HAHAHA.

And you still manage to joke at a time like this!

The atmosphere has been too heavy for too long... cheer up. Like you said to me, things will be fine. Just call again if you want me to come to the hospital to keep you company. I'm going to spend time with my Ryeowookie now.

Alright. Have fun, Kyu. And don't think too much. Bye.

Bye Yesung!

Call ended. 12:01

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Options>Send Message>Kyu

From: Yesung
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Hey. Heechul woke up a few hours ago and we had a good talk. We've decided not to see each other tomorrow.

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12.02.2008 (Feb 12)
22:17

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From: Kyu
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Its gud he woke up! bt why rnt u cing each other 2moz?? :O!

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12.02.2008 (Feb 12)
22:23

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I can't deal with all this drama. I need to get out of town for a day or so. I need to think about things a bit more. I know he needs me now more than ever, but I really need to think about what I want out of life. I don't want to stay with him and ruin his life by exposing his sexuality to his parents - they'll disown him and he'll lose everything. I'm not sure I'm ready for him to go through that. I don't want to be responsible for that.

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12.02.2008 (Feb 12)
22:29

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From: Kyu
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Duznt matter if u love each other rite?

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12.02.2008 (Feb 12)
22:34

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From: Yesung
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No, I guess not.

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12.02.2008 (Feb 12)
22:35

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From: Kyu
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Then srsly, just stay with him. he needs u man. dun bail on him wen he needs u most. u'll regret it.

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12.02.2008 (Feb 12)
22:42

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I'll stay with him for the rest of the night. After that, I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens.

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12.02.2008 (Feb 12)
22:48

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From: Kyu
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As long as u no wat ur doing. sleep well yesung. :)

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12.02.2008 (Feb 12)
22:51

CHAPTER SEVEN
February 13 - February 14

New message from: Teukie 07:57

New message from: Kyu 09:10

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Hello my lovely Jongwoonie,
Sorry for the early morning text, but I was just wondering how you were holding up. I haven't heard from you in about a day. I thought you were going to keep me posted... how's Heechul? Is he awake yet? Oh, I do hope he gets better soon. By the way, Sungmin came to visit me. He also sends Heechul his love and support. He tried to go back to the hospital to see him, but I managed to change his mind.
Love, Teuk x

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
07:57

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Thanks for the concern, hyung. Heechul is awake now. He's just very tired. The doctors say that he can be released later on today - they just have to do some paperwork. He made a great recovery. His progress is going really well.

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
13:08

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From: Kyu
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Hey yesung! Wat did u decide 2 do?

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
09:10

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Everything is fine. I'm still at the hospital.

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
13:10

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Incoming call from: Teukie 13:11
Call accepted.

Hi Teuk.

My precious Jongwoonie!!! I'm so glad to hear that Heechul is awake! Is everything okay? When is he being released today? We should have a get-together soon to celebrate this ocassion!

Yeah. That'd be great. I'm not sure when exactly he'll be released... but we have plans to go out tomorrow, so it should be sometime soon.

Wow, I'm so jealous of him... he gets to spend Valentine's Day with you...

He'll love it.

I hope it goes well! I don't want any more accidents happening... I don't think my heart can take any more stress.

Sorry to be such a burden. My constant emotional rejections must have really taken a toll on you - and now Heechul's accident...

Ah... you're excused for now, my lovely Jongwoonie. But you owe me!

Sure. Anything you want.

Alright. It's a deal. ...Anyway, I've got plans with Sungmin. We're going to see a movie.

Oh, hyung! Are you and Sungmin seeing each other?

Haha no, nothing like that. I'm definitely not over you and he's not over Heechul. It's just something to do to take our mind off things.

Where's Kangin-sshi?

I'm not sure, actually. He called me awhile ago to ask about my clothes size...

Right. He's a bit strange.

Yeah, I wouldn't worry about him! I'll talk to you later. Please take care of yourself! If you need anything, I'm here! Byeee.

Bye Teukie~

Call ended. 13:24

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New message from: Kyu 15:39
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Soz abt the late rply dude. Been abit busy 2day. bt thats great news! is he being released or wat?? 2moz is valentine day! r u gonna do nething? ;)

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
15:39

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Sorry, I had to fill out some paperwork. We're just leaving the hospital now and yeah, we've got plans.

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
18:03

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From: Kyu
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Man thats greta!! is he doing ok? :O and wat r u gonna do?

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
18:07

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Everythings so hectic. I'll give you a call later/tomorrow, okay? And what we've got planned is a whole day full of romance. Not really any of our styles, but it'll be worth it.

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
18:19

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Kz i look fwd 2 ur call!! Hav a fun valentine's day!!!!!!! ;) ;) ;)

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
15:39

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New message from: Lee Sungmin 23:53
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i juz found out 4m the hospital!!! ur 1 sick bastard!!! D:< u desrve 2 rot in hell!!!!!! i wont tell ne1 4 now... bt juz w8 until 2mrw!! i h8 u!!!11!!

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13.02.2008 (Feb 13)
23:53

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New Message from: Kim Ryeowook 06:12
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happy valentine's day, yesungie! :D

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14.02.2008 (Feb 14)
06:12

New Message from: Kyu 06:15
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hey man, happy vday! its the best waking up nxt 2 my wookie~ hes so adorabel!! hav fun wiht ur plans with heechul. ;)

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14.02.2008 (Feb 14)
06:15

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Incoming call from: Teukie 17:07
Call accepted.

Oh my god, my Jongwoonie! Is it true?

Teukie... you're interrupting our Valentine's Day date.

Wait, what?

Heechul and I are at our favourite restaurant, having an early dinner before we go up to the mountains. What are you calling about?

I'm a bit confused... Sungmin just told me -

Hyung, I wouldn't really believe anything Sungmin says. Especially if it has to do with me. I think he's capable of doing anything he can to get people to hate me.

I guess that makes sense...

If you don't mind, we want to go back to our dinner.

Sure, that's fine. Sorry to bother you, my lovely Jongwoonie. I hope you're having a good time!

Bye Teukie.

Call ended. 17:13

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New Message from: Kyu 17:35
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dude, sungminnie just told mi n wookie the weirdest thing. is it tru??

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14.02.2008 (Feb 14)
17:35

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Hey, you're interrupting our date! What are you talking about?

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14.02.2008 (Feb 14)
17:45

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uhh... ok... ill call u l8r? wens a gud tyme.

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14.02.2008 (Feb 14)
17:47

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11:30pm. Sound good?

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14.02.2008 (Feb 14)
17:53

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yea. hav fun on ur date.

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14.02.2008 (Feb 14)
17:54

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Incoming call from: Kyu 23:34
Call accepted.

Hey...

Hey Yesung. Are you alright? You sound like you've been crying.

Yeah, I'm fine... what did you want to talk about?

Are you sure you're okay?

I'm fine.

...

...

I've known you for awhile now. I can tell when you're lying... Is there something you want to tell me?

... you go first.

Are you sure?

...What did Sungmin tell you?...

Something interesting.

What?

...

Kyu...?

I just have to ask you something first. Where is Heehul now?

...He... he went home... I guess...

Why would you cry over him going home? To be honest, I'm a bit surprised that he didn't stay over... it is Valentine's Day afterall...

...

It's weird.

...Where are you going with this, Kyu?

You staged it, didn't you? You never had that long talk with him because he never woke up. That's one of the main reasons why you wanted everyone to leave. You knew he wouldn't pull through... and it also explains why you wanted to leave the next day... I don't know why you stayed though.

...

Tonight, I followed you.

...

You were at the restaurant. And you did go to the mountains like you told Teukie-hyung. But you were alone. You didn't even look sad. You really looked like you were enjoying yourself... that is until the end of the night drew nearer... and you just started crying... that's when I decided to go home and give you some privacy.

...

You have to let go...

Kyu... I was holding him and telling him how sorry I was and how much I loved him and his lifeline just flatlined. Was my love for him really not strong enough to pull him through?

Hey... Yesung!! Don't beat yourself up over it... but I don't really get why you'd pretend that he was still alive... it sucks that he died in that way. It sucks that he's gone at all... I, of all people, should know how you feel. I'm here for you.

...I just wanted to spend one last Valentine's Day with him. Is that so wrong?... I don't have anything to live for any more... I really love him...

Where are you? I'll come to you and we can talk. I'll help you like you helped me.

Goodbye Kyu...

Hey Yesung!! Kim Jongwoon! You didn't answer my ques -

Call ended. 00:00

~Leeteuk's Angel~

SuJu Fanfics~

2010-11-15T12:23:00.000-08:00

So far I have read more or less a dozen of SuJu fanfics. Some long, some short. Some romantic, some sexual. Haha! In some fanfics someone would die and in some, they would all live a happily ever after. I adore reading them. It gives me inspiration in making my own fanfics. Plus, it adds more stories into my overreactive imagination. Here are some of my favorites. And later on, I will post a fanfic I downloaded off the Net. Kkk!

~ [ L I N K S ] ~

http://mici-wookie.livejournal.com/9135.html#cutid1

Jealous Kyu

http://secret-love07.livejournal.com/

It's all about EunHae!

http://community.livejournal.com/inkfades/5690.html#cutid1

KyuMi! WOW! YAOI MEHN!!

http://flusteredmess.livejournal.com/1188.html

SiWook! Oh, shit! YAOI!!!!

http://cascades.livejournal.com/184559.html

KyuMiMin?!? FUCKK!!

http://cascades.livejournal.com/177896.html

WTF?! KyuMi Sex tape?!!?!?!?!?! =)):))

~Leeteuk's Angel~

Perfect~

2010-11-13T20:23:00.000-08:00

A thousand words could not match the description upon my perception of you. But I know a single word that I could use to describe you with ease - perfect. Yes, you're perfect in my eyes and I never want you to leave me.
No. I don't want you to go. If ever you suddenly disappear, I will use every last bit of my strenght and energy .. Just to find you. To put this statement in a much simpler form - I love you.
I apparently can't go on a day without thinking about you. There hasn't been a single day when I woke up and slept without you running through my mind.
I may be weird but this is the nearest way possible for me to express my love for my Bestfriend. Yes. This is all for my Bestfriend. I love her. I adore her. And if anyone tries to hurt her, they will get it! They will see what they're looking for.

~Leeteuk's Angel~

I don't say "i Love You"~

2010-11-11T11:03:00.000-08:00

I find it unnatural for me to say "I love you". So far, I could only tell one person the direct "i Love You" both in chat and in person. That is Sarah Consehal. I don't usually tell my friends, "Oh, I love you!" or "I love you too." I either change the language or just say it in writing. Either, Saranghaeyo, Wo ai ni, or Aishiteru. NEVER I love you. If I do say "I love you" it would either be in an UBER LOW volume or in writing.

The reason is that I feel that saying the direct "I love you" is unnatural because for me, it is too intimate. Hahaha! Yes, I feel it is VERY intimate. That's why I feel rather uncomfortable while saying the direct "I love you" to another person besides Sarah. Hm. I'm just weird like that. But, that's just the way I roll. Kkk! So if ever some of my other friends would tell me, "i love you" I find it rather difficult to answer back. Hahaha!

~Leeteuk's Angel~

HanChul~

2010-11-11T10:48:00.000-08:00

Gah, I'm too lazy to blog but I will still blog for the sake of doing something. It's super summarized. A LOT of parts have been ommited.

Recently, Chrysler and I have been re-living the "HanChul moments" of the original HanChul. And last night [10.11.10], Chrysler messed up in saying "HanChul" and instead she said, Hangeng. Hahaha. As 'Heechul' I got *mad so I threw a bit of a scene. I kinda avoided eye-contact, skinship, and a few stuff. Kkk! My "tantrum" went on until today [10.11.11]. Then 'Hangeng' kinda gets bored upon arguing with me and states that, "I will let you be happy," of course I can't have that! So I immediately gave off an aura that clearly states, "Come back to me!" HAHAHA! So there. After a whole day of a love quarrel, HanChul is still on. Kkk!

*mad .. as in jokingly mad. Not as in mad as in totally mad. Kkk. Get it? LOL! ^---^

~Leeteuk's Angel~

10.11.06, Super Junior's Fifth Anniversary! ~

2010-11-06T12:37:00.000-07:00

Happy 5th Anniversary, Super Junior!

Time flies so fast, I know right! These 13 boys are now officially 5 years! Gah. It has been exactly five years to this day from when they first debuted as Super Junior '05 on 05.11.06 on the Inkigayo stage. And on that stage, their debut stage, was the beginning of everything.

When they debuted originally there were only 12 boys. 12 boys that would gradually be replaced by the company. But then a new face came along, a new face that ended the fears of the 12 boys, their fears about being replaced. And that new face was Cho Kyuhyun. And that became the start of the '13 boys on stage'.

To clear it up, I am NOT an 'Only 13'-ELF. In fact, I support Zhou Mi and Henry as if they were actually part of Super Junior. It was pretty unfair for Mimi and Baby Henry to recieve this kind of hate when in fact they didn't do anything wrong. But I guess they cooled down now. I didn't see any 'Only 13' remarks on the SS3 in Beijing. So, yeah. Awesome!

BTW, sorry for the lame attempt at drawing chibi versions of Super Junior. Hahaha. Let me sum it up for you : (1) Papa is supposed to be an Angel. I got the idea because of one of his nicknames "Angel Teuk". Plus, he was the 'angel' that guided and leaded Super Junior within these five years. Kkk. ; (2) Ma.Siwon and Mimi are really supposed to be Superman's because in the song Super Girl they say that "I can be your Superman" so there. Plus notice that Ma.Siwon has an S (obviously stands for Siwon) while Mimi has a Z (in his case, it stands for Zhou Mi). ; (3) Yes, Bear.Kangin, Shindong and Kibum are a trio mainly because I don't know who to pair them up with, so there. Hahaha! Kkk. ; (4) There is some KyuMin, EunHae and HanChul love going on. Kkk. I am pro of the said pair-ups so I drew them together. ; and (5) I originally wanted to sketch Yesung looking sad. Why sad? Because Henry is holding hands with his Wookie. Yes, once again, I am pro-YeWook. But I decided to let Yesung be happy with his little turtle on his head. Hahaha. .. So yeah, that's pretty much all of my explaination. Kkk!

Once again,

Happy, happy, happy, happy, HAPPY 5th Anniversary, Super Junior!! ^---^

~Leeteuk's Angel~

Cultural festival~

2010-11-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

Gah. Cultural Festival. We started practicing for this so-called Cultural Festival since Monday or Tuesday. We will practice until 10.11.20 because on the 21st of November, that is the time that we will actually perform.

While my bestfriends and I were practicing last Wednesday, I was complaining a lot. HAHAHA! I complained more than my bestfriends. I complained about the heat, the routine being too fast, the pain I was experiencing on my right shin while jogging, the way they were treating us. HAHA! I complained, A LOT. During warm-ups they were treating us as if we were in the military while during the actual practice, they treated us like trainees. So I told Chrysler while we were on a short break, "Gah, they are treating us like trainees!" She agreed and since all of the third year high school students were dancing, I asked my bestfriend from the other classrooms and summed them all up. We were all 89 students dancing, both boys and girls. So I said to Chrysler, "We are all 89 students." then she replied, "Hahaha. We will beat Co-Ed. When we "debut" we will be the largest co-ed band in the whole world." I laughed and agreed.

Gah, more or less only two weeks left 'till our "debut". Haha! Kkk!

~Leeteuk's Angel~

Mirotic~

2010-11-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

~ [ L I N K ] ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6eoCVzDyhqU

Yes. I am currently addicted to DBSK's Mirotic. I adore the dance steps. Haha. And Changmin and Jaejoong are effing hot! Rawrr! Kkk! Well to be honest, I'm kinda basing their appearance from what they looked like when they guested on EHB along with Super Junior. Haha, I even thought Xiah Junsu was Micky Yoochun. Damn. Hahaha! Sadyang ignorante lang ako pagdating sa DBSK. Kkk! But still, Changmin and Jaejoong are effffing hot! Hahaha.

~Leeteuk's Angel~

Are you really an ELF? ~

2010-11-04T08:29:00.000-07:00

~ [ L I N K ] ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_a8FpDnpQ4

I suggest you watch this simple, heart-warming, tear jerking, fan-made video about Super Junior. It sums up the journey Super Junior has gone through since their debut to about early 2009's. It has a total of nine parts and more or less a duration of 80 to 90 minutes. My Internet is pretty slow so it took me about two days to finish the nine parts. Plus the fact that I only watch the video when all of my family members are asleep. Haha. I'm very, VERY sensitive so even the first part threw me off guard.
Yes I admit, I cried. A lot. Haha. But hey, it's for a good cause. Kkk! LOL! Well, it depends on the ELFs that watch this. Some ELFs aren't sensitive like I am but I am sure that this will open the ELFs eyes to what Super Junior has gone through. If I were to calculate the amount of tissues I have used, I probably have used one-fourth of the whole box. Hahaha!
Papa's sleepless and tiresome nights, his vomiting, his severe injuries during the April accident. Chul's leg injury, his vomiting blood. Geng's contract issues. Yesung's leg being broken a couple times. Bear.Kangin's diarrhea that was worsened, his heart being broken because of untrue criticisms. Shindong's injuries during the April accident. Minnie's tiresome nights upon practicing. Hyuk's injuries during the April acident. Fishy's tears for his Appa that is now gone forever. Ma.Siwon's tiresome nights of practicing, his fainting on stage while doing a concert because of his high fever. Mimi's heart being broken because of the other ELFs who are 'Only 13'. Wookie's tiresome nights upon practicing songs and dance routines. Kibum's tiresome nights because of practicing songs. BabyKyu's tiresome nights, his critical injuries during the April accident. Baby Henry's broken heart because of the other ELFs who were 'Only 13'
Super Junior has gone through a lot. A LOT. I have yet to know / meet another KPOP group that has experiences that can match all of this. After I watched 'A Walk To Remember', I fell in love all over again to Super Junior. I am proud to say that in this lifetime, I became an ELF. Really thankful that I knew them.

i Love Them,

With all of my heart.

~Leeteuk's Angel~

4th Month~

2010-11-02T12:38:00.000-07:00

10.11.02

Gaah! It's 10.11.02 today! Which means it has been 4 months since I have "fallen in love" with Kim Heechul. It all simply started with the music video of Bonamana. I asked my 'Mama' where Yesung was. (At that time, I was so into Yesung.) Ang while I was waiting for Yesung's turn to show up in the MV, I saw a cute guy who slapped Ma.Siwon's hand. So I asked Mama who that guy was and she said that it was Heechul. At first, I had no reaction. I was all like "Oh, that's Heechul. Ok." Haha. I wasn't a total ELF that time. Ha, I didn't even know their names. (I even thought Eunhyuk's name was Eunhyun. Hahaha!) So starting from Bonamana, they grew on me. My love for them has strengthened and my love for Big Bang decreased. Rapidly. I got to know them better thanks to Mama and random videos at YouTube. Poor Big Bang. I tried to not forget them but them slowly slipped away and was replaced by Super Junior. *siigh*

Then one day, Mama introduced 'No Other' to me in a social networking society - Plurk. Then later on Papa and Hyuk was "caught" dancing to No Other at their radio show - Kiss The Radio.

Then at 10.07.02, they performed live. They performed No Other. And I saw Heechul. Haha. Even if he and BabyKyu were ruining the 'Happy Mood', I still noticed Heechul more. And so I fell in love and here we are now. Four months of up and down. Gah. I thought I was going to give into my distractions : (1) BabyKyu, (2) Fishy, (3) Wookie (because of his amazing English in his cover for Insomnia), (4) Hyuk (because of his amazing English in his cover for I'm Yours), and (5) Geng (Ha, could you blame me? He was smoking hot in his music video for Queen. Gaah!). I am strong when it comes to my will power. So here we are. Four happy, happy, HAPPY months.

i Love You,

my Heechul.Boyfriend! ^---^

~Leeteuk's Angel~

Change of name~

2010-11-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween everyone. So far, this has been the worst Halloween ever. Gaah. So instead of focusing on that horrendous little detail, I'm just going to drown myself in my blog. Happy November 1 to all. First day of the month. Time for me to change the title head and my ending remark. I change it just for fun. Haha.

So, goodbye 'Eunhyuk's Boss' and hello 'Leeteuk's Angel'. Although for the title head, it will be 'Papa's Angel'. Why Papa you may ask. It goes like this ... Sarah Consehal is my Bestfriend and I call her "Mama.ko" and she calls me "Bebe ko". Mama is also an ELF, and she adores Leeteuk. And since I am her "bebe", that makes whoever guy she is inlove with - my papa. So there. Leeteuk, or papa.Leeteuk as I may call him, is my Papa. Arasso?

Once again, Happy Halloween. May all the souls Rest in Peace. We are praying for you, Donghae's Appa. :) And for the third time, Happy Halloween.

~Leeteuk's Angel~

10.10.28~

2010-10-28T22:15:00.001-07:00

Since I am very lazy and tired, I will summarize this in the simplest way possible.
'Twas the last day of exams and since it was the last day, I wanted to go out. To go out with my friends. And it was a good thing my parents allowed me to go. Kkk. We first stopped over at Chrysler's house where we ate, watched random KPOP MVs, had a minor laughtrip, played with Nathan (or as I would like to call him, Xi Che. Kkk!), had our own KTR (Kiss the Radio), and waited for when we would go to Aziz Mall.
Once in Aziz Mall we bought Starbucks. And while we were walking around the Mall, us four saw a group of Arab children, pointing at us, staring and laughing. Fuck?! Then we just ignored them after all, this ain't our country. Then we saw them again but this time they heading up the escalator, and we were walking below the escalator, just passing by. Then I heard them talking in Arabic. Since I understood a little Arabic, I translated to my friends what they were saying. They were saying that we were out of school youths. Then all of the reacted. I was the only one who stayed quiet. Haha. I am not THAT of a warfreak. But I do admit, I am a warfreak. Kkk! Then we went to the lady's room where we took pictures. Kkk. After that they ate. I didn't want to eat. I wasn't in the mood. A five-letter word was rising up inside of me but it soon faded after I texted Sarah Consehal. So after they ate we went to 'Girlz' wherein we wanted to buy some sort of Friendship-related things. You know, like matching things. And there we saw two male staffs. Hahaha. Chrysler and Inelle were very close to each other. As in literally close, like almost entangling their arms around each other. On the other hand, me and Jessa were going separate ways to help Chrysler and Nelle find "Friendship-related things". The worse thing about me is that I left Jessa alone on one side of the shop because I saw these cute rings. Some of the rings had letters on them, haha! Adorable. Then when I was looking at the rings, the staff who was a guy was kinda helping me out. I thought he was being friendly, you know, so that we could buy something. Then later on he would ask me my name while pointing at the letters. I could get that he was asking me the starting letter of my name. So I looked for a certain letter. My favorite letter. Then I saw it. I said, "H" while pointing at the letter H. Haha. Obviously, I didn't want to give him the real starting letter of my name. So instead I picked H for Heechul. Then the most sickening thing happened. Since he was at my right side he suddenly pokes my right breast. AS IN! I really felt it. UGH! It was so disgusting. After that, I went to Chrysler who was oblivious to what just happened. So I told her, "Chrysler, can we please get out of here? That guy just touched me in my *ehem*" She was so shocked. She told Inelle if we were going to buy, we should buy quickly because I just got touched. Then Chrysler told Nelle to stay away from the guy that touched me. Then the last thing I can recall was Chrysler shouting saying, "Jessa, get away from him. Let's go. Now!" Jessa grabbed on tightly to my arm. When I felt her grip, I grabbed back. Then I see on my right side, Nelle and Chrysler almost running out of the store. And BTW, Jessa grabbed tightly onto my arm because she said that the other guy staff held her hand tightly. The staff held her when Chrysler told us to get out of the store. Ah, those guys are jerks. Aish, byeontae ah! Then after the slight trauma. We headed to Claire's where we looked at necklaces, keychains, and braceletes that had "Best Friends" on them. ALL of them we so expensive. Damn it. We were running out of time. Then in the nick of time Chrysler notices cute rings. Diamond-studded rings. Adorable!! Then we went on trying them on. And there were five rings in stock. So we found our sizes and then we brought them. And the best thing is that they were on sale. We got them at a less expensive price. At only 10 SR each ring. Haha. Amazing. Then after that, we went home. Amazing night. Unforgettable. Simply unforgettable. Kkk.

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

My poor fragile little heart~

2010-10-20T21:23:00.000-07:00

Aww. My fragile little heart is breaking again. Hahaha! This is so fun!!! I'm seriously having a GREAT TIME! :) :) :) :) :) Well. To summarize how much pain my fragile little heart is recieving .. I will enumerate:

1.) The scar that that horrible English teacher left me. I really wanted Juliet's role in Romeo and Juliet so bad! And when I found out that Oppa was going to be my Romeo, DAMN! I was more excited than ever! But then the teacher made comments like, "Who would you prefer? Monique and (Oppa) as the Romeo and Juliet or the real lovers, (my bestfriend) and (my bestfriend's lover)?" The majority of the class voted for my bestfriend and her lover. To be honest, even I voted for them. Hahaha! And just like that, I decided that I didn't want to be Juliet. That effing teacher discouraged me. Thank you!! :) :) :) Then my other bestfriend who is not in the same classroom as me told me this, "Hey, did Ma'am tell you guys about what she felt about you and (Oppa) being the Romeo and Juliet? She said that you guys looked like Shriek and Princess Fiona in ogre form." Ah. :) Once again, thank you! :) :) :)

2.) I talked back to my father ..... for the first time. Whoo! :) :) :) :) :) I cried a lot! I sent a 'please call me' message to four of my bestfriends. One texted me and told me that she can't call me because she had less balance. The other two, I waited for them but they didn't call or even text. The other one, well, she's awesome. In less than one minute after I sent the text, my phone started ringing. I answered of course. At first, I was calm. I was trying so hard not to cry. She then asked me why I wanted her to call me, I told her that "Oh, nothing. I just wanted to talk to someone. What are you doing?" She replied that she was still on the bus on her way home. Then she again asked me why, I told her that I was sorry for being a burden (I felt like I was wasting her balance). Then I started crying. I guess she noticed the change in my voice tone and asked me why. At first I just said "family problems" then later on, I told her that I talked back to my Father for the first time. Then I hung up after saying my thank you's and goodbye's. After that, I resumed crying, shouting, hitting random stuff, throwing random, unbreakable stuff around. Then later on, I recieve a text from the same bestfriend that called me. She told me that everything will be fine and that she and my other two bestfriends will be there .. always. :) :)

3.) My bestfriend and I had a misunderstanding. This is the most unexpected ever. And I was weak. Hahahaha! :) :) I didn't even try to talk to her. I was so cowardly that I only texted her after school was over. Ha, I only texted after she texted me. GOSH! I am so weak!! Rawrr!! Well, it was solved in less than twenty-four hours. I am so happy that everything's back to normal between us. And between us four.

4.) Ha. They didn't even care to invite me. 10.10.20 was Donna's birthday. I didn't know she would celebrate her birthday at a mall. I didn't know until I saw the new pictures she posted on Facebook. I mean I know it's my Mom's birthday also and that exams are next week, but come on! It would be less painful for me to get invited then I would reject it than not being invited at all. Ah, pain. Pain and anger! DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ha, I though I meant something to her. Yeah well, whatever! *rolls eyes* Worse of all, she only invited my bestfriend from another class. And my bestfriend from another class also didn't tell me that she was going. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS, HUH?! A plan??! A perfect crime?! UGHH!!! I am exploding with anger!!! And all this anger is converting into pain when it's reaching into my heart.

5.) I have confirmed that Benedict Lumanglas Acosta likes my classmate. :)

6.) I can't have a decent conversation with Sarah O. Consehal. Since my Mom wanted me to stop chatting until the end of the exams, I haven't had a decent conversation with her. Aish. :) :) i Miss You~

Ah, reasons. So many reasons. Haha. Every ":)" you saw represents 2 tear drops. Haha. Damn this little fragile heart of mine. It has taken too many hits. When will it be healed. When will my little heart be at peace? :) I'll be living in my own little world for a while. At least there, I know that my Heechul.Boyfriend will be waiting for me. ^-^ But for now, I'll just smile. Smile and pretend that everything is fine. That everything is ok. That everything is at peace. :) But in reality, my whole world is tumbling and crashing down on me. :)

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Randomly mixed~

2010-10-17T11:47:00.000-07:00

~ [ D I S A P P O I N T E D ] ~

Wow. 10.10.16 is the most memorable day for me. Why? Because it's the first time I actually talked back to my Dad. Yey me. I am such a babo. Aishh~~~ :

~ [ I R R I T A T E D ] ~

Why am I easily irritated nowadays? IDK. Maybe it's because I feel insecure. Some of my friends just doesn't want to share. Sure, they share their thoughts and feelings to my other friends. But to me? Noo~ If I didn't ask, they would't tell me. Aish! They prefer them over me?! FINE! Tss! After all, it's just like I'm not even there. *rolls eyes* Why should I be the last to know? I mean, they could just tell us at the same time. But NO! They want it seperately. And I am always the last one to know. Aish!!!!!!! IRRITATING! UGH! I would rather change schools than deal with all of this. I'm sick and tired of crying. So instead, I won't cry. I'll do it the other way around, I will go in a state of bad mood. Try to talk to me while I'm in a bad mood .. Imma bite you!! *rolls eyes*

~ [ I M A G I N A T I V E ] ~

The only thing keeping me sane and tamed is my Heechul.Boyfriend. I guess without him, I would have actually bitten someone right now. Seriously. I love him to bits. Thanks to my over reactive imagination, he's keeping me safe and well taken care-of in my own little world.

~ [ R E L I G I O U S ] ~

And thanks to the Big Guy above us, I'm keeping my hands tied behind my back. Gladly and thankfully, I haven't murdered anyone up to now. I absolutely DO NOT want people to see me angry. That's why I have a lot (A LOT) of patience. I am a warfreak. I just don't show it when I'm angry. When I'm sane, I may slap or whatever but it's natural for me. But instead of hurting someone, it converts into skin ship. Kkk.

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Happy 10.10.15 Fishy!~

2010-10-14T22:55:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to the cutest Fishy in the whole wide world!
Twenty-four years young, internationally.
And Twenty-five years younger in the Korean's eyes.
Happy, Happy Hae Day, Fishy!
We only wish you the best.
More birthdays to come.
And more EunHae moments to come too. Kkk!

No .. Seriously, I'm not joking.
I am a pro-EunHae. So just keep the EunHae Moments coming. Hahaha~
We Love You!
Of course, i Love You~♥
Saeng-il chukha habnida Lee Donghae! ^---^ ~♥

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Weirdness runs in the family~

2010-10-14T06:47:00.000-07:00

*while watching 'Jaws Gameplay Trailer' with my brother on YouTube*~

(scene on JGT : Jaws bites a seal and blood obviously leaks from the seal)
My Dongsaeng: *pauses video then points at the seal's blood* What do you call this?!?
Me: Red chocolate milk~
My Dongsaeng: NO! *laugh*
Me: What do you call it then?!
My Dongsaeng: BLOOD!!
Me: That's wrong! It's red chocolate milk!
My Dongsang: Noo~~ *face palm while laughing*

(scene on JGT : Jaws leaps out of the water thus showing the sky)
My Dongsaeng: *points at the sky* Why is the sky blue??
Me: Because the sky is made out of Bunny's blood~
My Dongsaeng: *face palm while laughing*

(scene on JGT : Jaws attacks a whale)
My Dongsaeng: Why is Jaws attacking an orca?? *points at screen*
Me: Because the whale looks like a bunny. Jaws hates bunnies so he kills the orca.
My Dongsaeng: NO! *laughs*
Me: Why then?!
My Dongsaeng: He is attacking the orca because Jaws is afraid of nothing~~ *emphasis on the word 'nothing'*
Me: He is afraid of nothing ........ Except bunnies~~~ *emphasis on the word 'bunnies'*

(scene on JGT : Jaws leaps out of the water and in the background there is a visible island)
My Dongsaeng: See! He's so strong he can leap out the water! He can even bite his prey when he lands in water. *two seconds silence* .. *Jaws kills a fish* Look at the blood!! AWESOME!
Me: Aish! It's not blood! It's red chocolate milk!!
My Dongsaeng: Really?! Where do you get red chocolate milk from, ha?!
Me: *rewinds the video to the scene where you can see an island* You get red chocolate milk from that island. Specifically, from red cows~~ *emphasis on the words 'red cows'*
My Dongsaeng: *face palm while laughing*

Aish~ We're just weird like that. I guess weirdness really does run in the family. LOL! Kkk!

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Still freaking out~

2010-10-09T11:06:00.001-07:00

~ [ L I N K ] ~

http://www.wattpad.com/611403-white-death

I am still freaking out. Thank you curiosity. I was very bored yesterday. And when I am bored, the words "fright" or "nightmare" doesn't occur to me when I am reading these scary stories. I was so interested when I was reading this but when I came to the last part .. FUCK. That is the EXACT word that I used after reading the effing story. FUCK~ Hahaha! And today, when I opened the door from our kitchen there suddenly pops up a white thing in fornt of my effing face!!! I wanted to scream but fright has successfully paralyzed my voice! O_o "" And then, naturally, I panicked. But when I got myself together and looked behind the door, it was just my Dad's uniform. Fucking shit! LOL! WHOO! SCARED THE FUCKING LIFE OUT OF ME!! O_o""

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Sometimes, it's better to keep your mouth shut~

2010-10-08T14:08:00.000-07:00

Thanks for ruining the rest of my Third Year life. Thanks for making me loose courage. Thanks for making me loose faith in myself. Thank you so much for hurting me over and over again. I thought you were a friend. Too bad I was wrong. I was easily fooled. Ah, 내가 바보예요! Hahaha. Sometimes, jokes hurt. Sometimes, it's better to keep your mouth shut. Like they say, 闭嘴! I am so fucking sick and tired of crying. So fucking sick and tired of leaning onto a shoulder that never seems to catch my head. Ha, I thought teachers were supposed to guide us to the right way. The right path. But you? You're dragging me somewhere else. Somewhere isolated. A place where I am slowly going insane because of the shit you are putting me through. 결국, 난 인간이있어도.
So thank you, 감사합니다, ありがとう, 谢谢 to my English Teacher and some of my boy classmates. GOOD JOB! You have successfully driven me mad, depressed and insane! I hope you guys are happy. 'Coz I am hella sure I'm not!!!

Heechul.Boyfriend, take me away. :'< ... Please~ :''''''< *sob .. sob*

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

HanChul.Love is breaking my heart ~

2010-10-08T03:35:00.000-07:00

~ [ L I N K ] ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A24FqSQkOGA&feature=related

I adore Heechul. Heck, I love him! I love almost everything about him. I even love the way he loves HanGeng. It's breaking my heart. :'< It just gives me more reasons to love Super Junior. ^---^

FIGHTING!!

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Definitely Kim Heechul Biased~

2010-10-08T00:49:00.000-07:00

~ [ L I N K S ] ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4B-t8fdNPY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=io1TIx0k6Gw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wrVrKgmNYI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UpNJBM6ghzk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypESY_LgecI

I love him with all of my fan girl heart.

I don't know where I would be if I didn't get regular updates from him. Or kahit hindi na updates, kahit na yung mga lumang videos lang nya, kapag hindi ako nakapanood ng ganun .. Ay nako, ewan ko nalang. Ang saya lang maging ELF ehh. Palaging sinasabi ng Super Junior na love nila yung ELF, or di kaya kapag may ginawang nakakatouch yung mga ELFs sabay iyak din yung Super Junior. Meron pa ba kayang ibang KPOP na grupo na ganyan? Sa pagiging ViP ko dati, minsan minsan lang nababanggit ng Big Bang yung mga ViPs nila, binabanggit lang nila yung ViPs sa Twitter nila ehh. Unlike sa Super Junior na sa Twitter, sa ibang guesting nila sa ibang Shows, sa UFO replies nila, sa mismong concert. Pero syempre, sa sarili kong opinyon lan yan.

Ay nako. Nakakasawa na den yung mga tao na nagsasabi na, "Ang taray naman ni Heechul", "Mukha syang bakla", "Wala syang respeto sa kapwa members nya". Tawa nalang ako pag nababasa ko yang mga ganyan. Obvious naman kasi na jinajudge nila kaagad si Chul. Hahaha. Tawang tawa lang talaga ako sakanila. Sadyang mataray si Chul kasi ganon eh. Sa mata nya (at sa mata ng mga Petals) maganda sya, kaya ganon lang sya kung magtaray. Well, mukha lang syang bakla kasi mas gusto nya na mag-itsura syang babae .. Thus kaya nya tinatawag ang sarili nya as "pretty." Hindi naman sa wala syang respeto, sadyang hindi sya mahilig magThank you or magSorry. Kahit ako ganyan din, kung hindi ko maririnig sa surroundings ko na nagteThank you sila .. Ayy nako, hindi talaga ako magteThank you. Hahahaha! Pero, hayaan nalang sila. Sadyang ayaw lang nila magresearch. Mga ignorante sila. Hindi nalang muna magresearch bago makipag-argue ehh. Whatever lang. HAHAHAHA! Sabunutan ko sila ehh. Ingudngud ko mga pagmumukha nila sa mga video na nagpapatunay na mabaet si Heechul. Hahaha! Nagiging violent nako. Tss~ Ayun lang muna.

i Love You
my Heechul.Boyfriend~

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Dear Dad~

2010-10-07T02:11:00.000-07:00

copy.paste the link :
http://www.wattpad.com/643107-dear-dad

A grand wake-up call. This made me cry. Hahaha! I'm just too attached to my Family. Damn. Hahaha. T^T Curse my Family for loving me too much. Ok, LOL? HAHAHAHA!

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

The Greatest way to do a Geometry project ~

2010-10-06T23:18:00.000-07:00

10.10.06 ~
That is a date I'll never forget. That is the date when I spent almost half of my day with my three best friends! ^---^
There was school that day and well, normal school stuff happened. Hahaha! And after the last subject we waited for Chrysler's dad to pick us up then we went straight to Chrysler's house.
We were supposed to do our Geometry project at Chrysler's house. But we did other things instead. Hahaha! We ate pizza, laughed, watched about 1/8 of the movie "Unborn", laughed, took pictures, updated our Twitters like celebrities (Hahahahaha!), watched KPOP music videos and sang along to misheard lyrics of KPOP songs. We .. well actually they did some parts of the Geometry project. The project is still not finished but at least we .. I mean they did their best to try to get something done. Hahaha! I totally had a lot of fun!

谢谢朋友们！我爱你用我全部的心！

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

10.10.05 :"> ~

2010-10-05T10:24:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT! :"> :">

I am officially loving this day!!! :"> :"> :">

At first the day started out normal, just like any other normal school days. Then the first subject came and one of my three close friends in the classroom was still not present. T^T But before the class actually started, the door opened and there she was! WHEE! The four of us were complete again. Hahaha! The day went normal. Then it was Geometry! WHEE! My uber favorite subject! Hahaha! Our lesson was about Trapezoids and Kites. I catched up pretty fast with the lesson. Hahaha. I was so excited about doing the seatwork. Doing Geometry actually relaxes me. Hahaha! But when I saw the seatwork I was like, "FUCK! We have to find two variables?! Damn it!" I simply adore Geom but I just hate it when we have to find two variables. RAWRR! Good thing our teacher was kind so she made it oral instead of having it recorded. The next subject after that was Trigonometry. Unlike Geom, I simply hate Trigo. Hahahaha!

After that was our second break. I see my seatmate's boyfriend coming near her (as usual), so I tried to finish whatever I was doing on my seat. Then I see my seatmate working on the sketches for a Group Work in English. I see Jiggy (codename) walking on the aisles and since he was in my group and he was the leader I asked him, "What will we do for English?" He looked at me with those gorgeous eyes and he looked at me as if he was confused. Well he didn't hear me then so he came closer for a bit. I asked again and still he didn't hear me. So he came closer while I was looking into his gorgeous, amazing eyes. I was in a whole new world for a short while then I came back to reality. We slightly talked about English and he was complaining why he was the one chosen as leader. LOL! Then his friends were calling him but I guess I wanted to talk to him more so I quickly thought of a topic that we would both agree and understand on. Then it hit me, Geometry. So I called out his name and told him, "Can you teach me how you got the x and y in Geometry a while ago?" He came near my table and while he was standing up he asked me, "What do you want me to teach you?" I got my book really really fast and turned the page quickly because maybe he would go with his friends. Hahahaha! I turned it to the most recent lesson and showed him the figure in which I couldn't get. Then something amazing happened. He suddenly kneeled in front of my table. :"> :"> :"> I was only expecting him to stand up while he was teaching me but instead, he kneeled in front of my table. My seatmate and Chrysler was showing the emotions I wasn't able to express. Hahaha! Then he taught me and left for the Canteen. I was all freaking out on the inside. I couldn't believe I did that! Hahahaha! I was very calm, I didn't show my real emotions. But my friends? They act as if they have seen a Celebrity. Hahaha!

Then back to normal again, English and Chemistry were the last two subjects. Simply boring. Hahaha! In English I was so quiet. I rested my head on the table and silently replayed what just happened between me and Jiggy. LOL. Then it was Chemistry. Horrible. Just horrible. Why would someone invent Chemistry?! LOL! Curse them. Hahaha!

Then it was dismissal. Normal things happened. My friends went with their mates. I was stuck with Oppa. Hahaha! Yeah, normal things happened. Conversation here and there. Then Jiggy appears out of nowhere and hangs out with us. Then I went with one of my friends to fetch her brother and after I finished walking her to the main gate, I went back to my other friends that I previously left. Before I left, there were six of them and when I came back, there was only three left. Hahaha! They were Chrysler, Jiggy and another one of my classmates. Then again, conversation here and there then our classmate had to go. Me, Chrysler and Jiggy were left. At first, Chrysler and Jiggy were talking and I was only either laughing or saying side comments like, "That was a good one!" The topic hanging was about Jiggy's relationship status. Then I didn't notice Chrysler leave for a while. Jiggy and I were left talking. I told him that he didn't know how to share. Hahaha! "Come on! Who's your crush? A guy like you doesn't know how to share? *pokes his right shoulder with left index finger*" He looked at me again with those effing gorgeous eyes for five seconds or so. :"> :"> On the inside I was melting! LOL! Then he said, " Basta lang~" (Tagalog phrase I apparantly do not know how to tranlate in English. Foolish me. HAHAHAHA!) I then asked him if his crush was in the classroom and he said yes. There were nine girls in out room which includes me. I asked him one by one. I even asked if he liked my three friends who already had mates but he said no to each one of them names that I mentioned. I have already mentioned eight names out of the nine girls. Of course, I didn't mention myself. Hahaha! Then I saw my driver (Damn him). LOL! Then I said, "Well, I have to go home now.", he replied, "Oh? You have to go home? Well, I have to go home now too." I then said, "Haha. Bye" Then Chrysler appears and helps me find my brother. Then I went home.

On the way home, I was recalling and replaying that moment. Imagining his eyes. His gorgeous, amazing, diamond-like eyes. Damn. :"> :">

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

There's no turning back~

2010-10-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

i Love You

Benedict Lumanglas Acosta~

^---^

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

One heck of a school day~

2010-10-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

Part of this school day I actually enjoyed : I had lots and lots and LOTS of eye contact with Jiggy ( codename ). :"> :"> :"> His eyes are like little diamonds. They sparkle a lot. Especially when those "diamonds" are staring into my eyes. *siigh* Damn it. I even had two conversations with him. DAMN ITTTT! A LOT OF EFFING EYE CONTACT, MEN! :"> :"> :"> :"> I was totally going crazy on the inside but in contrast to my outside appearance, I was calm. Good thing I didn't faint while I was talking to him. Hahahahaha! LOL! I just want to repeat that moment in my head over and over and over again. Hahaha!

Parts of this school day I hated : Oppa was absent! T^T I was so happy at first. But then when he called, I heard his voice and he was so sick by the way he sounded on the phone. T^T It made my day aweful T^T.

Seeing those couples. No, actually I love seeing those couples. I am so very very happy for them. They all look so happy together. All my three friends had their mates by their sides. And when I looked at my side, I only saw emptiness and blank space. *siigh*

These were the two main reasons why I sorta felt sad from the third subject to the last subject. Haha! I even shed a few tears. To be honest, since the third subject I silently wept. Even in the last subject. I cried silently. So silent that even my seatmate didn't notice. ^-^ I'm good in hiding my emotions. Hahahaha!

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

P.S : The next blog I will post will be an official blog. There is no more turning back when I post that blog. No deletion of any sort will happen. Haha! Wait and see. ^---^

It didn't go according to plan ~

2010-10-03T12:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I dreamt about Jiggy ( codename ). I wanted that to come true today at school. But I guess it didn't go as planned.

It was English time and the teacher called me to read the answers. Then someone kinda says my crush's name. [Jiggy and my crush are two different people] Then of course I got shy. It was the most stupid move I made. UGHHHH! I like Jiggy already. UGHH! I should have told the teacher, "Ma'am, I like Jiggy and not him." I want to say that because there are rumors that he KINDA likes me. But the chance already passed. UGHHH! T^T T^T T^T T^T T^T

Then after school, Jiggy and I had a lot of wondrous eye contact. It was amazing. I felt like I was in a whole new world. His eyes are .. amazing. His eyes are like heaven. Especially when those eyes meet mine. Damn. I feel like I'm in heaven.

*siigh* I guess you could say I am jealous. I have 3 awesome friends each with a pair from our same class. One of them is not yet confirmed, the other one has her mate since either July 12 or August 12 and the other one .. Hm. They both love each other but my friend is afraid of someting. I'm not sure wether it is because of her parents or it is because it might ruin the friendship. Or it could also be because she wanted to focus more on her studies. I have skinship with these said friends almost everyday. I say " i love you" to two of them at every chance I can get. But .. There's something missing. Maybe that's why I am trying my best to show Jiggy I like him .. Without using words. *siigh* Why is this my life? T^T T^T T^T

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Hm ~

2010-10-02T20:21:00.000-07:00

Why do I get the feeling like he's the one? Why does he always run through my mind? Why am I glued to his eyes whenever I stare lightly at him? What is this feeling?

Although,I have learned from my mistakes : 'Never fall for someone too fast.' That's one big mistake I am not willing to repeat again.

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

October 2?! ~

2010-10-02T13:30:00.000-07:00

Aaaaaah! It's October 2! It's about 11:47 PM here, so it still counts. LOLL! Happy Monthsary to me and my Heechul.Boyfriend. ^---^ I lost him once, and I don't plan on losing him again. LMAO! In case you didn't get that ...

Happy Monthsary Heechul.Boyfriend!

i Love You!!

Hahaha. Three months and ongoing. ^---^ I'm so happy! My sickness suddenly went away. LOLL! ... No .. Wait .. It's back again. LMAO! Well, it's now 11:52 PM .. So I'm going to post this before it turns October 3. LOLL! ^---^

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Stat.Series : Season 1 - Episode 3~

2010-10-01T06:45:00.000-07:00

Public love~

Hieu is a famous actor / singer / dancer. He has all eyes on him everywhere he goes. The paparazzies, the hidden cameras, the netizens who is stalking his every move, his bodyguards, and even his manager. Amidst all of these turmoil, he has one happiness that he has tried hard to keep secret - his non-showbiz girlfriend, Cadee. Although they have been only together for about four days, he tried really hard to keep their relationship secret. Whenever they dated, Hieu had to wear alternative outfits so that he wouldn't get recognized. It all went well until Hieu had to go to a new show called "Revealing Identities", the show's name simply tells it all. It is a show where the MCs try their best to get the latest and 'reveal' the deepest secret from their guests.

"I will be going to this new live show called "Revealing Identities". Will you be ok going home by yourself tonight?" Hieu said quietly in his dressing room while talking to Cadee on the phone. "Haha. I'll be fine. I'm not a little girl anymore. "Revealing Identities"? Live show? That sounds dangerous. Hahahahaha!" exclaimed Cadee while trying to hide the fear of their secret being revealed while driving on her way home. "I know. I'll be careful, no need to worry." assured Hieu. Just as he was about to say something else someone knocked on the door, "You're wanted on the set, Hieu" said the assistant as she peeped on the small opening of the door, "I'll be right there." he called out. "Hey, umm, I have to go now. Be careful, kay?", "I will, Hieu. Like I said, I'm a big girl now, I can take care of myself." said Cadee as she reassured herself to Hieu. "Haha. Okay then big girl, I have to go now. I love you." said Hieu in the most hushed way possible so that the staff wouldn't hear him. "I love you too,"said Cadee while talking onto her headset, "Bye.", "Bye." They then both hung up. When Cadee switched on her television set in her apartment, she saw that the show "Revealing Identities" was on. She got an apple and sat down on the sofa in front of the TV and watched the show.

"Welcome to our debut show as MCs, Hieu!" exclaimed MC Neith who was star struck with Hieu. "Agreed. Thank you for accepting our invitation betwixt your busy schedule." said MC Rae who was very clam in contrast to MC Neith's behavior, "Hahaha. I am happy to be here in the first place. And I am so honored that I am your first guest here in "Revealing Identities"" said Hieu in a tranquil way. "You seem to be a good boy. No alcohol, no shameful events," , "And even no girlfriend?!" interrupted MC Neith as MC Rae was getting to her point. "Good boy? I guess so. I just like to stay longer in this business. Haha.", "And humble too." said MC Rae before MC Neith could interrupt again. "So you don't have a girlfriend, huh?" said MC Neith as she batted her eyelashes, "No. I don't have one. But I do have someone special." he said and smiled when he said 'someone special'. Cadee was smiling widely when she heard it too. "He has someone special MC Neith, so step away." said MC Rae jokingly which made MC Neith, Hieu and the audience laugh. "You have someone special, Hieu?" said MC Neith as she said it swiftly, "Yes." answered Hieu quickly. "Is that someone special a girl?" asked MC Rae swiftly, "Yes." he quickly said. "Who is she then?" asked MC Neith very quickly, "Cadee." said Hieu without noticing. Cadee on the other hand, noticed and dropped her apple in shock. "I mean. What?" said Hieu who was quite confused. "You said, Cadee. Your special someone." said MC Rae grinning, "Gotcha!" MC Neith exclaimed. "I said that? I, I mean .." stammered Hieu, "Nope, you can't deny it. We are live, we have an audience and we are good listeners. You can't hide it anymore." said MC Rae who was obviously cornering Hieu with her words. "Cadee? Umm. It was just a random name I was thinking of. Cadee is nothing. She is no one. Just a random, meaningless name." said Hieu. "Is she?" asked MC Neith with her eyebrow in an arch, "who is this girl then? Look on the big screen please." said MC Rae as she looked towards the big screen which was rising dramatically from the middle of the stage. The big screen was behind MC Rae, MC Neith and Hieu who was standing. "Show the picture please." said MC Neith after the big screen TV stopped rising. On the screen appears a picture of Cadee and Hieu holding hands outside the movie theatre. Hieu was wearing a half-zipped black and grey military-style jacket hoodie with pale blue inner shirt and white skinny jeans while Cadee was wearing light pink skinny jeans and a white Lee Cooper shirt. Both of them were wearing big sunglasses while their fingers were entwined. "How do you explain this picture?" said MC Rae who didn't let Hieu out of her sight. "Just tell the truth Hieu. I'll be ok if people would know we are dating." said Cadee anxiously said in front of her Television set. "I honestly do not know who that girl is. It must be an edit of another adoring fan or another Netizen trying to prove her skills in editing." answered Hieu who was caught in the moment of truth. "Oh. It seems that we don't have enough time, we thank our sponsors for tonight's debut episode." said MC Neith. "We would also like to thank you Hieu for being our first guest. This is~" said MC Rae, " Revealing Identities~! " they both said simultaneously. The show was over, Hieu went back to his dressing room after he thanked the hosts and crew and gave a few autograph requests from the audience while putting on a hard smile. On the other hand, Cadee was shocked by Hieu's dishonesty. By the time Hieu was in his own dressing room, he kept calling Cadee but she wouldn't answer. She was too disappointed by Hieu's dishonesty. Five calls has passed and Cadee has decided to pick up her phone. "What?" Cadee said in a flat tone as she hit the answer button. There was a three-second silence on the other side, "If you're not going to say anything, I'll just hang up -" Cadee coldy stated when she didn't hear Hieu answer. "I'm sorry," Hieu finally said, "I'm sorry if I lied." , "You should be! You pretented I didn't even exist! You know what, if a big and famous celebrity like you don't want to date a small and non-exixtent, non-showbiz person like me, then ok. Bye." said Cadee as she ended then phone call. Cadee stared at her cellphone screen, at the blank cellphone screen. Hieu on the other hand did the same, he stared blankly at his cellphone screen. He stared as if it was his first time to see and to hold a cellphone. But he quickly snapped out of it and thought of something. He swiftly turned to his calendar on his phone and looked at what show he was supposed to be on. He saw that he had another guesting on a radio program ten minutes from now. He remembered that whenever Cadee was in a bad mood, she would just listen to the radio. Hieu drove quickly to the radio station. Before the MCs started the program, Hieu texted Cadee and told her to just listen to the radio and to not turn it off or to change the show. Cadee did as he told her and curiosly waited for what Hieu had to say. "Good evening listeners, we have a guest who is going to be here only for a short while. Please say your messages Hieu." The MC kindly said to him. "Good evening and I would like to say that what I said on my previous guesting of the show "Revealing Identities" is not true. It has been four glorious days. She is not imaginary. She is a real person that I know and love. Like I said in "Revealing Identities", her name is Cadee. She's not involved in anyway in showbusiness and I don't give a damn. I work hard in this business like the way I worked hard for Cadee's heart. She treats me like a person, not like a celebrity. So please understand, I am human too. I love too, and I also need privacy. She was breaking up with me because I was dishonest. So here I am, apologizing to the public, and to her. I may be in the news tomorrow but I really don't care. I am in love. A man does crazy things when he is in love. Cadee, I'm sorry. I love you. Don't let me go, hao ma? Thank you for having me say these things on your program." Cadee was speechless and teary-eyed at the same time after hearing Hieu's message.

Hieu left the program and headed to Cadee's apartment. Cadee was outside her apartment's door when Hieu came. They stood in front of each other, just looking deeply at each other's eyes. Then Cadee broke the silence, "I'm sor-" before Cadee could finish, Hieu put his right index finger lightly on her lips. He looked at her eyes and slowly went for her lips. Then a neighbor went out of their apartment. Hieu almost hit the ceiling in shock. "Haha. Um. I think we better go inside your apartment." Hieu said, still in shock. "Why? Are you ashamed?" she said with a smile that she can barely hide. "Ashamed? Who told you I'm ashamed, ha?" He grabbed her neck and kissed her straight on. "Hm. I don't mind our love being public." she said. Hieu smiled and said, "Then I declare this love, as a public love~"

.end.

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

Change of name~

2010-10-01T03:06:00.000-07:00

Bye Yesung. Hahahahaha! LMAOO! Going to use Eunhyuk's name now. *smug* Hahaha. I guess I'll be using "Eunhyuk's Boss" now. Hahaha! I learned from my sources that Eunhyuk calls BoA boss. That was so adorable. So now I'm using it. Buwahahahaha!

Goodbye September and Hello October! ^-^ It's October first! Tomorrow is October second which means it's me and my Heechul.Boyfriend's Third Monthsary! I'm so happy. Hm. I hope we can beat me and my ExBoyfriend.Taeyang's five month relationship. Hahaha! That's all~

~Eunhyuk's Boss~

10.09.29 ~

2010-09-30T12:53:00.000-07:00

Still can't get over it! ~

Yesterday was 10.09.29, and that day was effing awesome! Why? It goes like this .. It was our last subject, Math ( Geometry ), and we had a quiz. The quiz was quite easy. Except for number 3 of Test I and the figures for numbers 5 and 7 of Test II. It was time and I still haven't answered numbers 5 and 7. UGHH! I was so irritated! Then I see Jiggy ( codename ) walking in the aisles of our classroom then I tell my 'girlfriend', "Oh look at Jiggy, he's finished already. Haha. What if I ask him what he did for Figure Number 5. Hahaha! Just kidding." I went back to concentrating, then Jiggy walks down the aisle next to my 'girlfriend'. At first it was ok because he was just walking. Hahaha! Then out of nowhere, my 'girlfriend' kinda tugs on Jiggy's white jacket and when Jiggy looked at my 'girlfriend' and asked her why, she told him, "She is asking what you did for Number 5. *points at me*". On the inside I was freaking out like crazy but on the outside I was very calm. Then he moves over to my table and he asks me, "Number 5?" I answered yes then he taught me. In his whole process of teaching me, I was trying my effing best not to smile. Then after he told me what to do, he left my table. I was still shocked by what happened. It was like a dream. Hahaha. He was just looking at me with thos eyes. *siigh* His eyes are gorgeous! DAMN IT! LOLL! Hahahaha! Aishh! LMAOO! Sorry, I still can't get over that moment. Hahaha. Damn him! LOLL!

~Yesung's Addiction~

HanGeng is so busy this year~

2010-09-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

Two new videos? ~

copy.paste the link :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFfJA0sWiSU

Heartache Notebook - HanGeng. This is the sixth music video. T'was released after they released Queen. According to the video's description, this is a side story to Fire, Say No and Holding an Umbrella. Geng's acting is really awesome! The girl was there all along. Hahaha. Another music video has successfully made me cry. Damn it. LMAOO!

copy.paste the link :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfrAsVyFgiA

I am a Flame - HanGeng. He has a new music video? This is his seventh music video this year. Amazing endurance and hardwork from someone who is going solo. This music video is for a cause. According to the description of the video, the video is "The Guangdong Asian Game Volunteers Song." Maybe it is like Super Junior's "Victory Korea", the song that was sung by Super Junior for Team South Korea for the World Cup. Hahaha! I am jealous of HanGeng's flawless face. Amidst his busy shcedule, he has this perfect face. How is that possible?! Hahahaha!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Random UFO Replies~

2010-09-29T15:12:00.000-07:00

Randomness~

Fan : Right now it’s break time ~ ㅋ Are you thinking about me ? because I’m thinking about you ㅋ

Wook : Me too ~~ (I’m) thinking about you ^^

Fan : I left school early due to having a stomachahe ㅜㅜ ack oppa please dont get hurt

Wook : Are you alright ?? ㅠㅠ

Fan : I sufferred from enteritis ㅜㅜ indeed the health is the most important thing!

Wook : Aigoo please dont get hurt ~~ ㅠㅠ

Fan : I should have done a crossword but it was very difficult ㅜㅜㅜㅜ

Kyu : If it’s that difficult then you should just give up

Fan : Woah…the school is just started today but (I already have) normal classes ! It takes me a lot of time ㅜㅜ

Kyuhyun : I want to go to the school and having classes too ㅠㅠ

Fan : Oppa ~ what will you do on the first night of the honeymoon ~

Kyuhyun : It’s a secret ~ You will know once you go ^^

Fan : Ah it’s such a trouble ㅠ This Saturday at the same time there will be Heenim’s “Good daddy” and Donghee oppa’s “Introduce star’s friend” which one I should watch !? ㅠ

Kyuhyun : Go watching Kyu in China

* This reply was back then when SJM had activities in China thus Kyu said the fan should go watching him in there

Fan : Oppa you should marry me !! You got it ?

Siwon : ^-^ eung

* “eung” is a cute way of saying ok

Fan : Oppa…!!!! Do you like me, rite ?!

Siwon : Yeah ^-^ I like you very very much ^-^

Fan : Sungmin oppa let’s tell the truth..are oppa a vampire ?

Sungmin : I only (dare) to dream about it (being a vampire)…

Fan : My girlfriend is ~ ♬ what is the next line of this song ???

Sungmin : Kyu ?

Kyuhyun : very pretty

* The line is from “Cooking cooking” and this fan got the replies from both Kyu and Min for the question

( Do I spot KyuMin love here or what?! LMAOO! )

Fan : Lee Donghae oppa why are you so cool like that !! ㅠ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yesung : I’m even cooler than that..

[FAN] Kyuhyun-gege, I’m so bored now, what are you doing?

[KH] I’m at a concert ^^

Fan : Oah ~~~~ Tomorrow I have to go to school ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ…………………………..ㄱ- but I havent done my homework yet ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Kyuhyun : Just do it on the very day (of going to school)

( Oh please Kyuhyun. I do that everytime, no need to tell me twice. LMAOO!! )

Fan : It’s hot It’s hot ~~~~~~

Kyuhyun : I’m hot too !!

Fan : Then, go having some ice-creams ~~~ㅋ

Kyuhyun : Okie….

Fan : SUPER JUNIOR ~ what are you doing ? ^^ Suddenly I miss Kyuhyun-sshi, Ryeowook-sshi and Sungmin-sshi ! ㅋㅋㅋ

Sungmin : Whom do you miss most among us ??

Fan : Do you like Leader oppa or ELF ??

Sungmin : Actually I like Leader hyung more !!!! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Because I love ELF..
( AHHHHH! I love you too Minnie! ... But My Heechul.Boyfriend would get jealous. So I only love you as a friend. LOLL! )

Fan : Kyu oppa! If there are only me and Ryeowook oppa in this world what will you do ♥

Ryeowook : ㅋㅋ Maybe (he will choose) me ?? ㅋㅋ
( LOLLed so much at Wookie's answer. LMAOO! )

Fan : Kyu, you have to be healthy!

Kyuhyun : I don't want? I don't want to be healthy ㅠ I am sick ㅜㅜ

( Aish Kyuhyun! I will personally be the one to feed you the medicine if I have to! Tss~ Such an Evil Maknae. LOLL~ )

Fan : Suddenly, I miss you, Lee Hyukjae.

Kyuhyun : How about me?

( AWWW! Don't worry Kyuhyun, I miss you. LMAOO! .. I Loled so hard in this reply. )

Fan : Kyu oppa please dont get hurt o(^^)0

Kyuhyun : Uhm I took the medicine already !!

Fan : I miss you…^^♥

Kyuhyun : Whom do you miss !

( Ang kulet lang ng sagot ni Kyuhyun ehh! Langya! Hahahahahahaha! )

Fan: Oppa, are you preparing for the concert? Take care of your health~ don’t tire yourself ~~ fighting~~ ^.^

[Sungmin] We are doing well ~~~ Fighting!

Fan : Oppa tomorrow the record card will come out ㅠ Should I hide it anyway ?? ㅋ

Kyuhyun : Just rip it and throw it away immediately

( One comment : Such .. an .. Evil .. Maknae~ )

Fan : I’m at the 3rd year of high school but I still go to super show 3….If I fail at SAT it will be oppa’s responsibility ^♥^

Kyuhyun : I cant take responsibility ^^

( That's right. Kyuhyun can't take responsibility. LMAOO! )

Fan : Suddenly I want to drink Coke ~

Kyuhyun : I want to brush my teeth

Fan : Are you hungry now ? I’m hungry too ㅠㅠ

Kyuhyun : You should go to bed at this hour ^^

* The fan sent this msg at about 11PM

Fan : It’s very hot ㅠ Are oppa resting in the waiting room with the air-condition ~ ? ㅠ

Kyuhyun : No do you know that I’m sleeping in the van with the broken air-condition and it’s deadly hot ㅠㅠ

( Poor Baby.Kyu! Come to my house. It's effing cold here. LOLL! )

Fan : I’m at the hair-salon now but it’s so boring boring…boring ㅠ please play with me

Kyuhyun : Do I look like a free person who will play with you when you’re boring ?? How do you know it ?

( Evil Maknae! Hahahahaha! If you wanna play with Baby.Kyu, there's got to be a price. *smug* LOLL! )

Fan : You’re so handsome that I cant let you go…please teach me how to break up with you ㅋㅋㅋ

Kyuhyun : There is no way (to do it)

( Aish! Who would want to break up with Baby.Kyu?!?! She must be a michin to do that. LMAOO! )

Fan : Oppa I’m a female seon-do-boo ㅋ

Kyuhyun : I hate seon-do-boo a lot when I went to school….* “seon-do-boo” is the head of the proper guidance in a school, they catch the students who broke the school’s rules and punish them( Hm. Does this mean Baby.Kyu always breaks the school rules and get punished? Then the seon-do-boo would catch him? Haha. Maybe this is why he hates the seon-do-boo. LOLL! )

Fan : I’m in 3rd year of high school so studying is very tired can you give me some strength !!

Sungmin : If it’s 3rd so there isnt half a year left for you !! Let’s study hard until the end and win this battle !!

Fan : How much is this doll ?? I want to have it !!

Sungmin : Very expensive…

( Expensive?? But I want that doll too. LOLL! )

Fan : That is my boyfriend !! How is he ?? Is he handsome ??

Sungmin : Oah he’s the best…Is there a person like that in this world ??? Is he a doll, isnt he ??

( Very cute description .. A doll )

Fan : Oppa, do you really have a girlfriend? Why do you always wear that ring? If it is true, then what should the fans do?

Sungmin : Yes, I have .... My girlfriend is E.L.F!
( WHOO! I was feeling nervous while reading this. LMAOO! )

Fan : No matter what anyone says, E.L.F will protect Super Junior. So fighting !

Ryeowook : Fighting !!!^^

ELF: Ai [sigh]~Kyuhyun oppa…I missed you! Don’t know how to continue studying…(my) mind’s full of you! Let’s get married!

Kyuhyun: I miss you too~~ ^^

( Married? Ehem! Baby.Kyu is still a baby. No marriage stuff first! >:P LMAOO! )

ELF: When will gege give me a reply? If you reply (,) I wouldn’t eat for a week!

Kyuhyun: Do eat! ! ^^

ELF: Keep having bad dreams…can’t sleep…don’t dare to shut my eyes…(it’s) really scary…Kyuhyun what are you doing? Really miss you…

Kyuhyun: I miss you..^^

Fan : Oppa are you replying the UFO now ?! kkya~~ ㅋㅋㅋ Oppa when will Kyuhyun oppa appear on the shows ? I miss Cho ㅜㅜ

Sungmin : Because Kyuhyunnie must not sweat/do hard work so he hasnt been able to come back yet~^^

Fan : Oppa are you done replying the UFO now ? ㅜㅜ let’s do it a little longer ~~~ ㅜㅜ

Sungmin : I will play with it until 1PM ~

Fan : Ah ah ㅜㅜ recently Sungmin oppa has done Kyuhyun oppa’s part really well !! and sing well too ♥♥ cutie ♥♥

Sungmin : No I didnt…I hope Kyuhyunnie will come back soon…I feel burdened because I didnt sing well either ㅠ

Fan : There are exactly 15 days left until the exam but I hate studying ㅠㅜ My mood is good since today is Ryeowook oppa’s bday but my body is hurt

Sungmin : aigoo…ㅠㅠ please dont get hurt~

Fan : Ming oppa please dont get hurt too ㅠㅜ

Sungmin : OK ~^^ ㅎㅎㅎ

Fan : Oppa I’m jealous seeing my friends (got your replies) oppa please quickly send me a lot of hearts

Sungmin : ♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥

( Very generous! LMAOO! )

Fan : Happy birthday to you ! I hope you have a whole fun day and please be careful not to catch a cold on rainy days ~ ♥

Ryeowook : ^^ I will be careful not to catch cold ! &^^

Fan: Zhoumi gege I miss you so much! What are you up to right now? Have you been to the Expo 2010? I really want to go! But I’m about to have my exams! Sigh…wait till I graduate, we’ll go together!

ZhouMi: I really want to go to the Expo too~~Aiya*~

*Something like ‘Oh no’

Fan: Darling Mi, (you) must have been busy recently, do take good care of yourself, don’t fall sick again, is that understand? No matter how long it take, Honeys would wait, we’ll accompany you down this path, loving you (always).

ZhouMi: JiaJia**~~ Thank you~ I’ve been really fit recently haha~

**Fan’s name.

ELF: It’s been awhile since I sent out messages, hope Yesung would be happy every day.

Yesung: I love you~~

ELF: Ryeowook gege, I like you very much because (I think) you are very cute…It’s the first time I’m sending this so gege please reply me! I’ll be very happy (if you do)…anticipate (your reply)…

Ryeowook: I’m about to go crazy from missing China fans.

ELF: Kyuhyun gege, (your) image for fourth album is really handsome~ do take care of yourself~ let’s work hard together for the fourth album~ heehee~ what’s gege busy with right now?

Kyuhyun: Practicing the dance right now. ^^

ELF: Kyuhyun gege Sungmin gege >< (I’m) highly anticipating your fourth album comeback! When I close my eyes I see (the both of) you, really miss you very much. ^^

Sungmin: We’re currently working hard to prepare (the album)^^ You must like it very very much ah~

ELF: Ryeowook ge, you should be very busy recently? Please don’t overtire yourself, eat more, and have more rest. Anticipate your fourth album! Kim Ryeowook will always be the brightest star,Fighting !

Ryeowook: Be careful not to catch a cold~~ China fans who have always been rooting for us(,) love you all~

ELF: In my dreams I saw Ryeowook oppa with abs! It was totally cool!!

Ryeowook: Soon [I will have] abs ^^ Look forward to it~~

( Oh Wookie. I am also looking forward to it. LOLL! )

ELF: Heechul oppa… I didn’t get the tickets… what to do… does this mean I won’t see Heechul oppa anymore?
Heechul: How come you’re not trying harder?

( Aish. He's not mean. The translator said she couldn't find a "nicer" translation for this. Hahahaha. Yes, I am defending my Heechul.Boyfriend )

[HEENIM] You know that Super Show concert was more amazing because we were together with ELF right?Next time too let’s go crazy again…(- ┎) yes yes yes?
( Oh Heechul, you don't need a concert to go crazy. Even in Youngstreet you go crazy. LMAOO! )

Bad guy Leeteuk and Good guy Eunhyuk~

2010-09-29T15:07:00.000-07:00

E - Eunhyuk
T - Teukie

*after playing ‘A Really Bad Man’ by Koyote…
E: Isn’t it the Leeteuk’s theme song? Leeteuk always said that ‘I am a bad man’, right?
T: No, I didn’t.
E: No? Tell the truth, you think you’re a good guy or a bad guy?
T: I’m a pure-minded man. (laugh)
E: Then are you a pure-minded or a genuine man?
T: I am a pure-minded and a genuine man. (laugh)*순정 has both the meaning of ‘pure-minded’ and ‘genuine’
E: (laugh) I’ve never been in a relationship with Leeteuk before, so I’m not sure about that.
T: I’m serious, I’m really that type of guy. Or else why the ladies will go after me? (laugh)
E: Well…everyone has their own charisma.
T: Then how about you, Eunhyuk?
E: Me? I’m really…
T: Really what?
E: In love, I’m a good guy. I hate bad guy very much.
T: A lot of people think that bad guy look more charismatic, but in fact it only last for 1 week.
E: You’re right, it won’t last long.
T: Do you know how to make a good relationship?
E: How?
T: Being nice to her 10 times, then act cruelly to her 1 time. (laugh)
E: You’re such a bad guy.
T: Why?! (laugh)
E: Dear audiences, you’re now listening to bad guy Leeteuk’s and good guy Eunhyuk’s Kiss The Radio.
T: (laugh)

This is definitely one of the funniest transcripts I have read. Hahahaha! I would have never known that papa.Leeteuk was a bad guy. LOLL!

~Yesung's Addiction~

The Sweetest Thing~

2010-09-27T05:35:00.000-07:00

Monique Revil, You Know How Much You Mean To Me. You Truly Are An Amazing Person. You Really Are One Of The Best People I Have Ever Met. You Know That I'm Here For You Whenever You Need Me And I Know You're There For Me. Your Such A Sweet Hearted Girl And Don't Ever Let Anyone Tell You're Not. I Know You Have A Personality Unlike Anyone I've Met. Your Sweet As Can Be. I Hope You'll Be In My Life For A Long Time. I Love You Super Much Monique, Bebe! ♥

-Sarah Consehal.

T'was from my Bestfriend. She has been there by my side all the time. Through thick and thin, she always supported me. When either one of us has a bad mood, we would try to cheer each other up. *siigh* I miss her. Our last meeting was at 10.09.20 and it didn't turn out well because of my stupid shyness. UGHH! Words cannot describe how I really feel about our friendship. Haha. I'm just weird like that.

Sarah .. I love you .. Mahal na mahal kita .. 사랑해

私はあなたを愛して .. 我爱你

~Yesung's Addiction~

Teaser ~

2010-09-25T12:21:00.000-07:00

copy.paste the link :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3uUqd8VI2o

So there was a teaser of Super Junior - M's Super Girl? Hahaha! I saw this just now. Hahaha! I am so slow. Damn it. LMAO!
According to one of the comments, if you focus your eyes on Siwon's body long enough you would notice something. *smug .. smug* Well, I'll just tell you. Siwon's damn hot ass looks so fucking obvious at 0:27. DAMN! *drool .. drool* First it was his Chocolate abs then now his ass. What's next? *thinking* .... Wait .. WTF am I doing?! LMAOO!

*are you drooling now?* ... *aish! Don't stare too much~*

*how about now?* ... *seriously, how can you not see THAT ass?*

Other comments? Hmm. Zhoumi's nose is .. Sharp. LOLL! It's so pointy that even while looking at it, it is as if I am being poked. It's just too damn pointy! LMAOO! Henry. Baby.Henry. He looks so adorable and innocent! AWWWW! Baby.Kyu is so damn adorable!! O_o"" Damn Kyu! LOLL! Too adorable to handle. RAWRRR! Wookie's voice never fails to amuse me. And his hip thrust in the actual music video shocked me. O_o"" HanGeng looks so effing charming! DAMN IT! RAWRR! Ima scratch him! LOLL! Donghae + Shades are an effing perfect combination! It is official :

I am now officially adoring HoTT guys wearing shades.

Hahaha. Loll~ Oh my, Super Girl. Kekekeke~

~Yesung's Addiction~

English :"> ~

2010-09-25T12:06:00.000-07:00

English~

*siigh* English, English, English. What can I say about English? For one, I said that I officially hate our English teacher. But I take it back. I LOVE LOVE L♥VE ENGLISH! Kekekekeke!! In our English class, we were taking recaps because we would have a 35-item quiz later on. So then (name of my crush) was being noisy then the Teacher said saomething like, "Really (name of crush)? Really? Noisy? You're noisy? Why are you noisy? So that Monique could notice you?" *it went something like that* Then on the inside I was like, " OH FUCKKK! :"> :"> :"> :"> !!! " But on the outside, " : Huh? What? Did she say something? " Then my friends were giving me away, they were all, "Yiee! Omygosh!! "Kilig" moment!" "Whooo~ I think I know someone who is going to blog later. :>" "I am going to share this in my Diary!!" Then I looked over at Oppa's table he was like " :> " Then I couldn't help it anymore. HAHAHAHA! I did EVERYTHING. I bit my tongue, I bit the inside of my cheeks, I puffed up my cheeks, I held my breath, I did the "tongue in cheek" action .. But nothing worked! I couldn't stop me from blushing. AHHHHH! WTF?! It was so irritating .. Not because of my friends but because I usually am good in hiding things. But when it comes to hiding "blushing" .. I just can't do it. LMAOO! Ahahahaha!

I don't know what to expect tomorrow. And I am also not expecting anything tomorrow. But .. HELL! I'm just gonna say it. .. Yes, yes I am expecting something in English tomorrow. LOLL! I can't wait? ROFLL!

~Yesung's Addiction~

I love YouTube~

2010-09-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

I love YouTube!~
I love it not only because it is where I get to watch Super Junior but also because 2% of my Comments get to be on the Highest Rated Comments. I'm so proud of myself. Hahahahaha! Full of pride. Forgive me. LOLL~

~Yesung's Addiction~

Ang pinagka-iba nila sayo~

2010-09-22T11:34:00.000-07:00

ì Ӏօѵҽ ʂմքҽɾ յմղìօɾ~

Ҍҽϲɑմʂҽ մղӀìҟҽ վօմ

էհҽվ ժօղ'է հմɾէ ʍҽ~

~Yesung's Addiction~

Aishh! :"> ~

2010-09-21T15:32:00.000-07:00

Aishh!~
Double "kilig" points are added to my overall emotions today. OMYGAD!
First it was in English time. It went like this. I was seatmates with my 'girlfriend' and she and her real Boyfriend were having a little playful fight and I was kinda teasing her saying, "Yiee~ You are blushiing!" Then our teacher notices me and she has a kind of childish attitude ~~in a good way~~ then she tells me, "Really Monique? You're teasing Jessa? Really? Guys, we need to find Monique a boyfriend" I was like, "What the fuck? Ahahaha" .. Well, inside not outside. Hahahaha! Then she suddenly says, "How about (name of my crush)?" On the inside I was like, "Ahhh! Shett! :"> " then my 'Oppa' ~~he knows my secret~~ he was like, "YES!" Hahahahaha! Outside, I was quiet and non reactive but on the inside I was like, "Omygad!! I'm so dying!"
The other one was when Chrysler told me about my other crush in the same classroom. She told me that she and my crush were on a one on one conversation. Then their topic became lovelife. My Crush had a crush on a girl named Ross. Then Chrysler asked him, "How's everything going with Ross?" he answered, "Oh, her. She's no more. I'm courting someone else." then he added, "But there's someone who is pretty in our classroom" he continued, "it's Monique" then he said "Haha. Just kidding." Well, he was just kidding. But come on! Total "kilig" moment! OMYGADD! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! :"> I LOVE THIS DAY!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Confirmed : He's not my crush~

2010-09-19T10:44:00.001-07:00

Yay!~
I don't like him! This is like a big achievement for me! AHAHAHAHAHHA! He's not my crush! Yay me! I only consider him as my "elder brother" .. As my "Oppa", hahahhaha! Love him to bits .. As my Oppa. Hahahahha! No more, no less~ Besides, he has a girlfriend. Kekeke~ LMAOO!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Twitvid~

2010-09-19T10:44:00.000-07:00

copy.paste the link :
http://www.twitvid.com/4LPFI
Ahahaha~ Heechul and his love for his cats. LOLL~ First there is HeeBum ( HanJayHeeBum ), then Champagne and Baengshin. Awww! Champagne and Baengshin are playing in the later part of this video. Adoorable!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Aren't teachers supposed to encourage us?~

2010-09-17T13:49:00.000-07:00

We had a presentation in English~
It occurred about 3-4 weeks ago but the Teacher gave her opinion last Wednesday. There were four groups and she gave her opinion from the best performance to the least greatest performance. We were the last ones to be called meaning we didn't have that great performance. But for my opinion, we did awesome! How come it turned out like that? Her opinion was like an axe, it went right past me in the most painful manner possible. On the outside I was smiling telling my groupmates, "It's ok. *smile .. smile*" but it was a complete 180-degree rotation on the inside. On the inside I was almost dying. Hahahaha! We did our best performance. We gave our hearts out but then, the results were .. *siigh* Plus the teacher even told us, "I think it's a one-man show, the other group mates didn't do anything else besides laugh" .. Of course we were supposed to laugh! It was in the Effing script! AISHH! *eye roll* That's it. I officially hate our English teacher. Aishh!

~Yesung's Addiction~

AHAHAHA!! Fuckk! Total Laughtrip!!~

2010-09-17T09:42:00.000-07:00

Fuckshitt!~
I am still LOLLing so hard! AHAHAHAHAHA! I was watching our usual channel and a game show was on. Then blah blah blah, the conctestants introduce themselves. Then suddenly a celebrity contestant introduces himself then I start laughing my lungs off. Fuckkk! H looks exactly like Alexander of U-KISS! OMYGADD! AHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Stat.Series : Season 1 - Episode 2~

2010-09-16T14:33:00.000-07:00

I love you .. Seriously~

Chyou and Dustin was a strong and popular couple that went out for about two months. Chyou wanted to have a fake cool-off with Dustin because she wanted to know how he would react about a sudden cool-off. One day at the park she deciced to unleash her master plan. From her apartment to the park, Chyou acted seriously and didn't say a word to Dustin. As they got to the park, Chyou's plan was running through her head. They had so many dead time. Eventually, they saw a bench to sit on. They sat about a foot away from each other and that was when Chyou decided to put her plan into action. She stood up from where she was sitting and walked a few steps away from Dustin. Dustin was rather confused about the way she was acting then Chyou abruptly stopped and quickly faced Dustin with a straight face. "Dustin, I .. umm .. Dustin, listen. I love you to bits, but I think it's time for ... Some time alone from each other," she said as she was trying to keep a straight face.
Chyou waited for a response like 'what?' or 'why?' then she would tell him that it was just a joke. But then Dustin responded, "Well, if that's how you feel, then I won't stop you. I better go now." He stood up from his seat and walked away slowly. Chyou was simply dumbstruck by what just happened. She didn't expect her prank to end this way. On the other hand, Dustin was shocked, confused and disappointed. He decided to leave quickly because he didn't want Chyou to see him tearing up. Dustin didn't know it was a test so he took it seriously.
Dustin thought Chyou was happy without him so he let her go. While Chyou thought that Dustin really wanted a cool-off so she let him go.
Less than a week after the so called cool-off, Chyou has got her eyes on someone else. It was Skyes, one of Dustin's bestfriends. He was the first one to comfort Dustin and Chyou when he found out about their so called cool-off. Skyes somehow also took advantage of the situation. Back then, before Chyou and Dustin dated, it was Skyes who made the first move on Chyou but she instantly dumped him when Dustin made his move. So now, Skyes is doing the best that he could to get Chyou's attention. Although, Skyes has been having these strange unexplainable feelings toward Kwan, his bestfriend. Little to Skyes' knowledge, Kwan, has feelings for him too. Sadly, Kwan kept this secret and he never revealed this to anyone because he was afraid that they might think negatively about him.
At the movies, Chyou and Skyes were dating. After they have finished watching their movie, they saw a couple of familiar faces. And when those faces turned around, their instincts were correct, it was Kwan and Dustin. Kwan's heart was beating fast because he saw Skyes handsome face while Dustin's heart was doing the same but with a different reason. His heart was acting up because he hasn't seen Chyou since the cool-off and he felt like she was still the most beautiful girl he laid eyes on. "Hi Skyes! And hi too .. Chyou," Kwan's voice was so strong and full at the beginning but when he was acknowledging Chyou, it seemed like his energy went halfway down. Everyone else made their greetings and they had dinner in a nearby restaurant.
At the restaurant, there was only awkwardness between the four of them. Skyes decided to go to the comfort room and Dustin followed, thus leaving Chyou and Kwan at the table. Skyes was washing his hands when Dustin talked to him. "So, how are you and Chyou?", "We're doing great. Why do you ask? Do you still love her?" asked Skyes back. "What if I said I do? Are you going to do something about it?", Skyes looked at Dustin with a soft, meaningful look and said, "Dude, I .. I have this strange feeling towards Kwan. And .. " Skyes trailed off as he saw Dustin grinning like crazy. "What?? Why are you grinning? Is my zipper open?", Skyes said while checking if his front door was open. "No, it isn't. Skyes," Dustin said as he lightly put his right hand on Skyes' left shoulder, "Kwan feels the same way. Like I always say, 'If you really love someone, just go for it'", "Yeah!" Skyes said enthusiastically.
Meanwhile, Kwan leaned back on his chair and crossed his arms while Chyou was patiently waiting for Skyes and Dustin to return while she had her hands on her lap. "Do you really like Skyes?", was Kwan's question that made Chyou almost jump in shock. "Well, yeah. I like him. He's kind and caring and," before Chyou could finish her sentence, Kwan interrupted "Well, I like him too. Yes, I'm in love with someone who is the same gender as me." Chyou was tearing up while hearing this, she then stood up and went to Kwan's side and hugged him. After she released from the hug she said, "Thank you", "Thank you?" asked Kwan in confusion. "Yes, thank you. By admitting your true feelings for Skyes, I can have a good reason to stop going out with him. The cool-off between me and Dustin was supposed to be a test, but then he wanted a real cool-off and ...,", "Whoa, whoa, whoa. Wait a minute. That was supposed to be a test? Well for your information, I always catch Dustin crying and everytime I ask the reason .. It was always you. It's pretty obvious he wants you back. He just didn't want to say anything because you might have real feelings for Skyes.", "But I don't," exclaimed Chyou, "Sure, he has the looks and everything but, it's just not the same. He doesn't fill the void Dustin has left in me." After she said that, she noticed Skyes and Dustin heading their way so Chyou and Kwan both stood up and went to them. Chyou hugged Dustin while Kwan hugged Skyes. "Skyes, I'm sorry to say but, I have something going on for you," Kwan said hesitantly "What? No kidding? I have something going on with you too." Skyes smiled as he hugged Kwan even tighter. "Dustin, I'm sorry. The cool-off thingy was a big prank I am seriously regretting for doing in the first place," Chyou said while hugging Dustin, "Really? So, you still love me?" asked Dustin with eagerness. "Yes. I love you," Chyou exclaimed as she hugged him tighter. Dustin backed out a bit and touched Chyou's face with both his hands and looked her straight in the eye, "Seriously?" Chyou smiled, "Seriously~"

.end.

~Yesung's Addiction~

Queen - HanGeng~

2010-09-16T08:37:00.000-07:00

copy.paste the link :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZSf8X_BOi0
5 music videos in one year? Are they treating you right HanGeng? Aishh~ Heyy .. If they aren't treating you well .. You can go back to South Korea. I'm sure by then, Mr. Lee Soo Man has learned the lesson and won't mistreat you. Hahaha~ But .. For me, you should stay in your own country longer, so that you can shine in your own spotlight. ~~this is what 75% of me is saying, but the other 25% is saying ..~~ Come back to Super Junior. We miss you so much! .. Hahaha! Anyways, I hope HanGeng continues on doing what makes him happy.

"You're just so noble, so perfect, so radiant,
I'm on fire for you, dedicated to you, crazy for you,
I'm willing to give my all, no matter the cost"

Omygad HanGeng, your song lyrics makes me want to melt. LMAOO!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Aishh. I think I'm dying T^T~

2010-09-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT!~
Aishh~ My ring .. It's missing. I think I'm dying. I can't breathe properly. I can't concentrate. I just ... UGHH .. *siigh* .. Why? .. FUCKK! Omygad! I need to find it! T^T

~Yesung's Addiction~

HeeHae Love?~

2010-09-14T14:07:00.000-07:00

Heechul's Story :
"Before debut, when 21 years old, there is a girl that both me and Donghae like. Then when I found out that Donghae likes her too, I hope he will be with her, so I keep telling her good things about Donghae. One day when I was chatting with the girl, she said “Why did you always talk about Donghae when you see me, and he will always talk good things about you when he sees me?!” In the end, both of us didn’t succeed, Donghae says it is better this way…

Because of this incident, I feel that when faced with friendship and love, a man will choose friendship..

Before debut, because I broke something, manager asked “WHO DID IT?!” And Donghae and I both tell the manager “I did it!”, this is truly the brotherhood/ loyalty of man…

I’m different from you. Friendship is priority to me! In love, it is just a man and a woman. There are so many women out there but it is different for friends! Where will I go find another friend like Donghae?! Friendship is my priority!!"

Aish~ My Heechul.Boyfriend is just too kind to his dongsaeng. Hahaha! Another reason for me to love him.

~Yesung's Addiction~

Wow. Right before the deadline~

2010-09-12T13:37:00.000-07:00

*faints in disbelief*~

WOW! I cannot believe he actually posted a twitpic around 11:20 pm on 10.09.12. WOW! It's now 11:55 pm and technically it is still 10.09.12 so that means ...
My ExH.Boyfriend is once again my
Heechul.Boyfriend!
Aishh! I'm so happy! I could almost cry! T^T .. I missed him so much!
iLoveYou
my Heechul.Boyfriend
I promise I will never look at anyone else besides you. I uber love you. Well, I have to post it, it's 11:57 pm now. ... *posting*

~Yesung's Addiction~

Guess~

2010-09-12T13:24:00.000-07:00

Guess~

Guess whose legs those belongs to. I answered Kyuhyun, Yesung and Siwon. But the results were ... *drumroll*

Hahaha! It was Donghae, papa.Leeteuk and Siwon's legs. I only got Siwon correct. Damn it! LMAOO! Even while Siwon was sitting on a plastic chair, he still looks like a perfect gentleman. LOLL!

~Yesung's Addiction~

This time, They went to my house~

2010-09-12T13:07:00.000-07:00

Had so much fun, thus I am tired~
Ma.Siwon / Game.Kyu ~~Dianne~~ and Minnie ~~Donna~~ came to my house earlier. They came at 3 o'clock and went home at 10 o'clock. We did a lot of things like : (1)Eating; (2) Playing on the swing; (3) Playing Charades; (4) Dancing to KPOP songs; (5) Taking pictures; (6) Eating ~~again~~; (7) Making Skinship moments ~~FUNN!!~~; (8) Watching Bingeul Bingeul of U-KISS; (9) Taking 317 pictures on my laptop; and (10) More skinship. LOLL! This is the most summarized thing I could do right now. I'm really really tired. LMAOO!
We have officially called Minnie as Maknae, Ma.Siwon / Game.Kyu as Gitna. While I have officially called myself as :
Queen of Aegyo~
Buwahahaha! Bow down before my superior Aegyo-ness. LMAOO!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Fourth Twitpic~

2010-09-12T03:32:00.000-07:00

Currently fainting~

Aish! My ExH.Boyfriend looks fucking adorable! Hahahaha! I could only distinguish him and Lee Hongki. Hahaha! Fourth Twitpic! One more! Buwahaha! *fainting in progress*

~Yesung's Addiction~

HoTTness Overload!~

2010-09-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

Aish!~

That is pure HoTTness right there! *dies of overdosage of Hottness*

~Yesung's Addiction~

>.< Tired~

2010-09-10T21:18:00.000-07:00

Whooooo!~
That was one heck of a workout session! One to two hours of practice and dancing equals long shower. Hahaha! I danced ~~correction : TRIED to dance~~ Neorago but I couldn't get past the first verse! *flustered .. flustered* Then I decided to dance Sorry, Sorry. And, it didn't work out well either. Hahaha! My footwork is way,way, WAAAAY off. So instead of sweating more and almost drowning myself with my sweat, I just took a bath. *relieved .. relieved* I feel so freshened after I took my bath. Although, my feet still hurt like crazy. Hmmm~ *thinking* What if I make my feet hurt more so that I couldn't dance on Wednesday? *evil smirk* Hahahaha! That's a plan!

~Yesung's Addiction~

It's You~

2010-09-10T18:17:00.000-07:00

Neorago~
I'm currently learning the choreography of It's You (Neorago) by Super Junior. When you just look at it and just watch it, it seems very complicated and fast. But when you take time to just analyze the steps and follow the beat, it actually looks pretty easy. Hahaha! Just have to finish my project in English. No big deal. Then, it's off to my "dance studio". Hahaha!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Phone Calls~

2010-09-10T17:21:00.000-07:00

Yes, I am officially bored~
It was 3 o'clock in the morning a while ago and I decided to call three of my best friends : (1) My Mama; (2) Chrysler; and (3) my 'girlfriend'.I spent a lot of my balance on my Mama. Hahaha. But then she was on a family trip so I decided not to bother her anymore. I had some left over balance so I decided to miss call Chrysler and my 'girlfriend'. My 'girlfriend' was the first one to miss call me back so I went ahead and called her. We had a short conversation and I told her, "I just called to say I miss you" and she was flattered. Hahaha. Plus points for me. LOLL! Then suddenly I hear the *beep beep beep* sound and the next thing I knew .. I was disconnected. UGHH! Why is this my life? Hahahaha! LMAOO! So I immediately searched my mother's phone and texted my 'girlfriend' and I told her, "I'm sorry, I ran out of balance. There was supposed to be an "i love you" but I ran out of time. Well, G'night" then right after I send the message .. Chrysler miss called me. FUUUUU- .. Why is this my life?! Seriously?? RAWRR~

~Yesung's Addiction~

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

2010-09-10T11:43:00.000-07:00

Fuck~
It's now Friday and my family and I decided to go out. We went out and everything went normal. Until my brother decided to buy a ring. So he bought a ring and when he showed it to us I laughed. Then later on I see him crying in one corner of the shop. UGHH! Then my father tells me, " Why did you do that? You know your brother's sensitive." I was just laughing. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! WHAT THE FUCK!?!??!?!?!?! IT'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!! BULLSHITTT!!!!!!!
Everything was going ok since I cooled down a bit. I wanted to look at some cellphones but since there was so many people, I decided to wait for my parents. Then my mother asks me, "Oh, did you see any cellphones?" I said "No, there were too many people" my father butts in and told me "That's what you get for being too shy." UGHHHHH!!!!! FUCKING SHITTT?!?!?!?! *scream!!!* FUCKING ANNOYINGG!! BULLSHITTTT!!!!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Oh, It's Henry!~

2010-09-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

Look who Shindong tweeted. Awww~ Henry looks so adorable! I want Henry's Macintosh Laptop! LOLL! He look so cuuute! Damn it! Hahahaha!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Super Junior : Unbelievable Story~

2010-09-09T07:51:00.000-07:00

Rawrr~
This story was all about Baby.Minnie. ~~Awww!~~ Well, papa.Leeteuk was there too but the whole story revolves around Baby.Minnie. Hahaha. It only has three parts so I didn't have a hard time watching it. LOLL! Baby.Minnie was both a cute, innocent boy and a bad boy. DAMN! Everything and I do mean EVERYTHING works for him. Rawrrr! He looks damn adorable and effing Hott at the same time. How is that even possible? LMAOO!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Stat.Series : Season 1 - Episode 1~

2010-09-08T13:22:00.000-07:00

Naman Barabwa~

Our main character, Cai ~~pronounced as : Shaii~~, decided to have a "cool-off" with her current boyfriend, Dael. She just couldn't handle the jealousy anymore. Her boyfriend was a self-proclaimed Chick Magnet because of his good looks and his undeniable charm. Dael still couldn't accept the fact that Cai wanted a cool-off so he asked and asked her why she wanted a cool-off. She told him that she was fed up being jealous of Dael's bestfriend, Eilir. She claims that he spends way more time with him than with her. Dael's close friend, Shilo, took advantage of the situation since he has a special attraction for Cai.
Cai and Shilo were on their first date in a restaurant that was adjacent to a museum. Incidently, Dael and Eilir were on a trip to that museum. Dael saw Cai and recognized her instantly so he ditched Eilir and went to the restaurant. As he entered the restaurant, he started singing while slowly approaching Cai and Shilo's table. "You are my everything, Nothing your love won't bring, My life is yours alone, The only love I've ever known, Your spirit pulls me through, When nothing else will do, Every night I pray, On bended knee, That you will always be, My everything~". Shilo was so irritated that he almost shouted at Dael to get out of the restaurant. Before Shilo lost his temper, Dael instinctively told him "Don't worry, I'll just say a few words to Cai." Dael looks at Cai with big eyes, "Don't worry. I'll wait until I would be the one who would be telling you the line, 'naman barabwa'." Before Dael completely left Cai and Shilo, he smiled weakly and hugged her as if it would be the last time he would be able to see her. Dael stepped outside the restaurant but he stayed in front of the glass window wherein Shilo and Cai could see him making cute hand gestures. Cai couldn't concentrate on the food she ordered and Shilo has had enough. Shilo called a couple of guards and told them to get rid of Dael. As the guards got ready to get rid of Dael, Cai looked out of the window and saw Dael mouthing the words "Take care of my girlfriend" to Shilo. As they saw Dael's shadow fading away slowly, Cai began to concentrate more on her food. A few minutes has passed and someone texted Cai on her cell phone, " Naman barabwa~ .. Oh wait .. It's not me anymore, right? :( You're with Shilo now. I hope you two can be happy together." . Cai was about to reply when Shilo grabbed her phone and he replied, "Yes, I am very happy with Shilo right now. :)". Cai wanted to get her phone back but it was too late. Shilo had already sent the message. Cai couldn't react so she just went on eating her food instead. At first she was concentrating but later on flashbacks of memories of her and Dael started running through her mind. Shilo noticed this and told her in a manner which made him look like he was angry, "Hey! I'm the one you're with, not him. So stop thinking about him!". Cai was speechless. She has never seen this side of Shilo when she and Dael were still dating.
Shilo and Cai went on a couple more dates. After their most recent date, Shilo asked Cai if she wanted to come over to his dorm. "T-to your dorm? But, wouldn't that be awkward. You know, just you and me." Shilo smiled and told her, "Don't worry. Kaelen is there.". After Shilo told her that, that was the time that she agreed. When they got to his dorm, Shilo's good mood suddenly disappeared. Kaelen opened the door with a big warm smile but Shilo's dark depressing mood blocked it all out. "Stop that!" Shilo's bad mood has obviously returned. Somebody texted Shilo and it seemed that he had to go. "Ughh! I have to go somewhere. Kaelen, take care of her, will you? Bye", he said his last words coldly and then he left in haste. Kaelen and Cai were the only ones left in the dorm. They had nothing else to do so they so they just talked about Shilo's personality. Kaelen explained that Shilo wasn't this cranky before. It was after Shilo got his tattoo when he started to become cranky and unpredictable to the people around him. After hearing this, Cai somehow "felt" the way the other people felt when Shilo talks to them badly so she started tearing up. Kaelen saw this so he took her in his arms and started comforting her. "I'm sorry, it's just that, Shilo sometimes talks so me impolitely.", Cai explained as she was pulling herself together, "Haha. I must look ridiculous. If Shilo saw me like this, he would just hand me a tissue and coldly say 'stop crying' ". "Hey, no worries. You know, you wouldn't be in this state if you went out with me." Cai was shocked upon hearing this. She then sat straight and looked at Kaelen. He saw a tear on Cai's cheeks and so he slowly wiped away with his hand while gently pulling Cai to him. Cai's mind wanted to refuse but her body wanted to go for it. Finally, their lips touched. They felt like they were flying. They have never felt this kind of passion before. They didn't want it to end. But then Cai decided to pull out of it. "What is this?!" exclaimed Shilo who saw the whole thing. He furiosly headed toward Kaelen and pushed him to the ground. "I told you to take care of her, I didn't tell you to seduce her!!" Shilo said at the top of his lungs. "So what??" Kaelen shot back while quickly standing up, "You guys aren't official yet, so technically, I did nothing wrong." he explained as he got up on his feet. They had deadly eye contact for a couple of seconds they Shilo said, "Cai! Let's go!" he headed over to Cai who was still in the state of shock then he grabbed her by her left arm and almost literally dragging her out of the dorm. "Ah~ Shilo, it hurts." Cai said in a small voice. Just as Shilo and Cai were headed to the door, Dael suddenly enters the room and was shocked upon seeing Cai being dragged by Shilo like a rag doll. "Get your hands off her!" Dael said as he harshly pulled Shilo's hand away from Cai's arm. "D-Dael? What are you doing here?" she said as her eyes were wide open because of the shock of seeing Dael. "Yeah, it's me. I just wanted to talk to Kaelen about some random stuff. Didn't think I'd see you here." he said in a rush while quickly grabbing Cai out of the dorm.
Kaelen and Shilo were left in the dorm, fighting over what just happened while Dael and Cai were strolling under the moonlight. A gush of cold wind blew by and Cai shivered as the wind touched her bare shoulders and arms. "Tss~ Wear this." he said as he slowly as he removed his jacket and put it over Cai's shoulders. "Thanks." Cai said as she smiled gently at Dael. Dael stopped walking abruptly and faced Cai but Cai was still walking so he grabbed her and he forced her to face him. He gently touched her cheeks and kissed her. When Dael pulled out of the kiss, he said something to Cai, "Naman barabwa~"

.end.

~Yesung's Addiction~

Third Twitpic~

2010-09-08T06:14:00.001-07:00

Damn it~
His neck is so *rawrr!*. Hahaha! If I were a vampire, he would be my first victim. His skin is so white too. *jealous, jealous* LMAOO! Third twitpic. Two more to go~ Then it's divorce time for Alexander~ *evil laugh*

~Yesung's Addiction~

I've had enough of September~

2010-09-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

DAMN! September seems like the busiest month of this year for me~
• 10.09.01 : First day of September! My mood? Happy!
• 10.09.02 : Second monthsary of me and my Heechul.Boyfriend! ... I mean ... ExH.Boyfriend. *siigh* And also the same day I went over to Chrysler's house. My mood? UBER UBER HAPPY!!
• 10.09.03 : Nothing much happened on this day. My mood? Boredd~
• 10.09.04 : It's me and my 'girlfriend's' mothsary!! And this is also the day me and my ExH.Boyfriend broke up. My mood? It started out happy and ended being sad.
• 10.09.05 : The day I am trying to move on from what happened the day before. LMAOO! My mood? Obviously, it's sad.
• 10.09.06 : The day I got married to a guy I do not love. ~~Alexander Eusebio of U-KISS~~. My mood? Shocked. Really really shocked. The wedding was unexpected. LMAOO!
• 10.09.07 : Still in the state of shock from what happened the day before. My mood? Shocked. Still shocked.
• 10.09.08 : My fish just died. *siigh* My poor fish. *sob, sob* He's in the big aquarium in the sky now .. Bye bye my beloved Fish. My current mood? Grieving.

~Yesung's Addiction~

Total Laughtrip!~

2010-09-07T12:58:00.000-07:00

copy.paste the link :
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=262114&id=142862772414341&fbid=147290385304913
If you can't see it then like the page first. Hahahaha! Damn, I couldn't stop laughing. Kyuhyun is so evil. Hahaha! Hacking Donghae's "Facebook" like that. LMAOO! Whoever edited this picture is a genius!

~Yesung's Addiction~

I want a hug T^T~

2010-09-07T11:20:00.000-07:00

~~Left : Heechul ; Right : Siwon~~
Aww~
This is so uber sweet! I want to hug someone like this! T^T I hug my friends all the time, but not like this. When vacation is over, I am totally going to hug them like this. OMYGAD! This is so adorable! Rawrrr! I want vacation to be over but at the same time, I don't want it to be over. Hahahaha! Damn! I feel so lonely because I can't hug someone in our house. *flustered, flustered* Hahaha! I can't hug my parents because it would be weird and I can't hug my Dongsaengs because they back out from the hug. *irritated, irritated* Hahaha! Unlike at school, I can hug my bestfriends and even our class adviser. Hahaha! Damn this skinship-driven personality. LMAOO!

Damn,
I want and need a hug~
*cute* Hug me? *cute*

~Yesung's Addiction~

It all happened so fast~

2010-09-07T02:58:00.000-07:00

*state of shock*~
I can't believe it. It all happened yesterday on 10.09.06 at 6:30 PM. What happened? Well, I got married. Yes! I got married. I got married to a guy whom I don't love. ~~Alexader Eusebio of U-KISS~~ *sob, sob* I got married at The Shilla Seoul. That's where my mama and papa arranged it all. When I asked them how they could afford the price there, mama told me that Mr. Lee Soo Man covered it all. ~~Mr. Lee Soo Man is like the "ultimate" boss of SM entertainment.~~ Yes, he is the one who treated HanGeng badly. And now he is treating me badly because he was involved in the 'fixed marriage'. Hahaha! LOLL~ What's worse is that mama said that ALL of Super Junior was invited. That means my ExH.Boyfriend must be there too. *heartbreak, heartbreak* Well, I have to accept the marriage. That's why it's called a 'fixed marriage' right? Hahaha! But I am not having babies! ~~Even if my mama wants .. I DO NOT WANT.~~ We can look at each other but we won't touch each other. Hahaha! Well, .. That's all~
*still in the state of shock*~

~Yesung's Addiction~

Like I said, Never fails to make me Happy~

2010-09-07T02:29:00.000-07:00

Like I said .. Twitter never fails to make me happy. I can't believe this is the second twitpic he uploaded yesterday. Hahaha! I'm so uber happy! Three more twitpics! Hahaha!

~Yesung's Addiction~

My Comparisons among Super Junior Members~

2010-09-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

Leeteuk .. papa.Leeteuk
His Description : He is the responsible leader of Super Junior, who laughs easily and wants the best for his fellow members.
My Description about myself : I laugh easily. ~~My friends even complain about it. LOLL!~~ Wanting the best for other people? I guess you can say that. Hahaha! Not really sure. Responsible? Me?! HELL NO! ROFLL!

Heechul .. ExH.Boyfriend ~~Heechul.Boyfriend~~
His Description : He is the wittiest member among Super Junior. He likes to play pranks on other people although he himself cannot be pranked. He has a cold personality and tends to not care about the people who are not close to him but once he acts nice, it will surely touch the other person's heart. He also tends to hit people. A LOT.
My Description about myself : Witty? Me? Aumm .. Not really. Hahahahaha! I play pranks on other people too but I am also gullible to pranks myself. LMAOO! Cold personality? Well, I have more of a shy personality to other people. I rarely act nice. Buwahahaha! I hit people .. A LOT! Hahaha!

HanGeng .. HanGeng
His Description : He has the personality of a quiet person and has impressive dancing skills.
My Description about myself : Quiet? Hell yeah! That's me! LOLL! Impressive dancing skills? Well, on the dancing part I got it covered. Impressive? NO! Hahaha!

Yesung .. ExBaby.Yesung
His Description : He has a voice that can melt any person who can hear it. He is warm and funny in a unique way and is totally unpredictable. He is rather witty when it comes to being funny. He prioritizes his hair more than any part of his body.
My Description about myself : I have a voice. But I am pretty sure it won't melt anyone or anything for that reason. HAHAHAHA! Funny? So I am told. Witty? Nope. Not witty in anyway possible. Hahaha! I prioritize my hair more since I am a girl. Hahaha! If I could bring a large handheld mirror with me anywhere then I will. As long as my hair won't get messed up. LMAOO!

Kangin .. Bear.Kangin
His Description : He has the strength of steel but has a fragile heart. Tends to bully his dongsaengs but his dongsaengs and other people whom he is close to say that he has a kind and nice heart.
My Description about myself : Strength? Nope, none of that. Fragile heart? YES! Well, it may not seem obvious but I show my kindness / love in other ways. *evil smirk* LOLL! I bully my dongsaengs .. A LOT. I bully other people older than me too. As long as we are close. Hahaha! Kind and nice heart? I can't really tell. Hahaha! Depends on my friends.

Shindong .. Shindong
His Description : Has more extra weight than the other members. Although lacking in body shape, he has amazing dancing skills. He is the mood maker and is always bright and intelligent.
My Description about myself : Extra weight? I have those! A heck lot of those! Hahaha! I have dancing skills but not as amazing as his skills. I guess I can say I am the mood maker .. Sometimes. Hahaha! Always bright and intelligent? Not always. Hahaha! I can be like that only when the situation demands it. LMAOO!

Sungmin .. Baby.Minnie
His Description : He may seem girlish and soft hearted but when he shows his manly side .. There's no rejection of ideas. He has a very quick and sharp brain and is a very good thinker. He is an excellent Martial Artist who loves pink.
My Description about myself : I am uber uber girlish and soft hearted! HAHAHA! Excuse me? Manly side? I don't have that. ROFLL! I am not a very quick thinker. Mostly because I panic easily. LMAOO! I don't do Martial Arts but I sure as heck love pink! LOLL!

Eunhyuk .. Hyuk
His Description : He is a rapper and the main dancer in the group. He is called the dance machine. He is an optimistic person and always makes the mood an enjoyable one. He is however is conservative at certain time. He has a pure heart and is easy to be fooled.
My Description about myself : I can rap, but not that good. I can dance but not that energetic and original. Hahaha! I love being an optimistic person! LOLL! Conservative? Me? I don't think so! I don't like being conservative. HAHAHA! I can't really tell if I have a pure heart. That is for others to judge. I can be fooled easily .. Well .. It depends on the situation. Hahaha!

Donghae .. Fishy.Donghae
His Description : He really loves to sleep and is sensitive at heart. He is a responsible person as said by the leader Leeteuk. He always holds on to his promise for his late father to not take alcohol as it is bad for his health.
My Description about myself : I LOVE TO SLEEP! If I can sleep all day, I would do it! LOLL! I am pretty sensitive about some random stuff. Haha! I am NOT responsible! I agree on his promise to not take alcohol. Although I have taken alcohol a few times now. Hahaha!

Siwon .. Ma.Siwon
His Description : He is very athletic. ~~I mean seriously .. Have you seen his abs?!~~ He is also very religious. ~~One of his nicknames is "The Lord's number one fan"~~ He is a gentleman when it comes to the ladies but to his Hyungs and Dongsaengs, he is very affectionate. He shows them a lot of skinship. ~~Eg : hugging ; kissing~~ He also shows A LOT of hand gestures.
My Description about myself : I am NOT athletic. Hahaha! I am religious but I don't let it show to everyone. I am definitely NOT a gentleman! Hahaha! I show a lot of skinship, I hug and / or kiss my friends all the time. If I have the chance I might even hold their hands or lie my head on their shoulders / lap. I rarely have hand gestures. But I am starting to have some! Hahaha! Damn you Ma.Siwon! His hand gestures are simply contagious. LMAOO!

Ryeowook .. Wookie
His Description : He has amazing vocals and calls himself the "Eternal Maknae". He tends to cry easily like his Hyung, Eunhyuk.
My Description about myself : I have horrible vocals. Hahahaha! ROFLL! I cry easily and quickly. Although, it depends on the situation.

Kibum .. Kibum
His Description : He focuses more on his acting career. He claims that he excells more in that field more than in Singing.
My Description about myself : Same as him, I would prefer acting over singing.

Kyuhyun .. Prince.Kyu
His Description : He is the *beep*est member among Super Junior. He tends to act *beep* all the time. He is always playful. Ryeowook, Yesung and Kyuhyun has the top three best vocals in Super Junior.
My Description about myself : I tend to act cute all the time .. But it doesn't fit me. ROFLL! He has one of the best vocals? Then I have the WORST vocals. ROFLL!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Twitter never fails to make me happy~

2010-09-06T04:30:00.000-07:00

He looks damn adorable with her .. Whoever she is. LOLL! I translated it and it says 'sister' then after a few words it says 'girlfriend' .. WHATT!? Well, I don't really care if he has a real girlfriend. All I want is that I will be his one and only fake fan-celebrity girlfriend. In fact, I will be uber happy for both of them! ^^~ Anyone who dares fantasize about him is dead but tomorrow. Buwahahaha! LMAOO!
You see what that is? A TWITPIC! Buwahahaha! ~~Masaya na ako neto!~~ Hahahaha! Four more twitpics / twitphotos to go. ~~*silently wishing in the corner*~~ LMAOO! iWantHimBack! Rawrr! His eyes looks so amazing in the picture. Ughh! It makes me speechless. ROFLL!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Random video~

2010-09-05T18:23:00.000-07:00

Rawrr~
copy.paste the link :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTasBrLF3J4
Damn Kyuhyun! He is so *beep*! Hahaha! iHateHim for being so *beep*! LOLL! It looks like Siwon and Kyuhyun are saying this :

Kyuhyun : Hyung, play with me. *Runs toward Siwon*
Siwon : Go back to your place. *Walks away*
Kyuhyun : Come on, hyung. Play with me. *Big grin*
Siwon : *Turns around and carries Kyuhyun on his shoulder*
Kyuhyun : Ah! This is so fun!! *Laughing*
Siwon : *Puts Kyuhyun down and walks away* Ah, my dongsaeng.

Hahaha! Looks so damn adorable! BTW, I only saw this on the comment section and I just edited a few parts. LOLL! RAWRR! Siwon is so manly! Hahaha! While Kyuhyun is so *beep*! DAMN KYU! LMAOO!

~Yesung's Addiction~

Jaw drop .. Speechless~

2010-09-05T16:17:00.000-07:00

*still speechless*~
copy.paste the link :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ERR-_GVgbZU
Ok .. So umm .. Well .. *still fucking speechless* .. Well who wouldn't be?! First Donghae looks and acts so innocent then he turns around. At first it seems harmless. He just continues to keep on singing. Then he turns around with his shirt unbuttoned. *instant drool* DAMN! That's not all! He then does a "porn dance". Hahaha! I could not explain it in any way that can seem easier to understand. Oh wait. Did you think it's over? Hahaha! Before the song's finished, he does one more drastic thing. He takes off his shirt. Yes, he does. And all I did was, *stare and drool*. Hahaha! Damn that Fishy. He's just too hot for words. LOLL!

~Yesung's Addiction~

iMiss him~

2010-09-05T03:41:00.000-07:00

I guess this is our last goodbye, And you don't care so I won't cry, But you'll be sorry when I'm dead, And all this guilt will be on your head.

-The Police, Can't Stand Losing You

When you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missing you, When you're gone, The face I came to know is missing too, When you're gone, The words I need to hear always gets me through the day and make it ok, I miss you.

-Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart, What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard.

-Linkin' Park, In The End

How do I live without you, I want to know, How do I breathe without you, if you ever go, How do I ever, ever survive, How do I, how do I, oh how do I live.

-LeAnne Rimes, How do I Live Without You

What will I do, If you say we're through, I need you to stay, honey, Don't let it end this way.

-Styx, Don't Let It End

This wasn't how it was supposed to end, I wish that we could do it all again, I never dreamed I'd spend one night alone.

-Patti Labelle, On My Own

I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her, With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL, Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you, My heart still can’t seem to let you go, Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!, Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

-BEAST, Take Care of my Girlfriend (Say No)

I searched a couple of song lyrics a while ago since I am not sure how to move on from my ExH.Boyfriend. LOLL!
Hahaha! I am NOT taking this break-up well. LMAOO! I want him back. RAWRR! *siigh* Hahaha~ Just you wait and see. I WILL get him back! Buwahahahaha! Here's the bet : If he updates / uploads at least five pictures of himself on Twitter / Twitpic / Tweetphoto by September 13, we will be a fake fan-celebrity couple again as if nothing has happened. Buwahahaha! Can't wait! I hope he uploads those five pictures soon! *evil smirk* Buwahahaha! iMissYou already ExH.Boyfriend which will once again be 'Heechul.Boyfriend'. Suddenly, I didn't care about what his ideal girl is. All I care about is that I want him back. Hahaha!

~Yesung's Addiction~

My poor babies~

2010-09-05T02:19:00.001-07:00

Damn~

My poor babies! T^T .. I can't believe that my ExH.Boyfriend, HanGeng and Zhoumi have one thing in common. They are all Atheists. *siigh* Damn it. My poor babies. *sob .. sob* They should believe in someone .. Anyone whom they could devote their time to. They can be a Christian, Muslim, Jehovah's Witnesses, Buddhist or even a Hindu, I don't really care! Just as long as they believe in a God. *siigh* Why can't they be like Siwon or Taeyang? They are so religious. *siigh* Let Siwon~ Yes. Let Siwon be the one to gently urge them to become Christians. Or at least let them follow any religion as long as it is not Atheism.
Aishh~ This wil be another reason for me to cry at night when I pray. Hahaha! Good luck to me! Damn. I can't believe how weak I am. Hahaha! But that's ok. That's who I am. I usually let my stronger side show as in 85 percent of my waking life. But when I am lonely and I just couldn't take anymore of the random shit that makes me sad .. I just grab a pillow and silently weep but when my brothers are asleep, I cry out loud. I let it all out. I don't care if the neighbors would hear. Just as long as it is not my parents or brothers or friends that can see / hear me cry. I don't want them to see my weak side.
Damn. Tsk tsk tsk. First the break-up with my ExH.Boyfriend ~~whom I really, really, REALLY want back. iMissHim. And I also want him back because I don't want to continue the 'Fixed Marriage' of me and Alexander. LOLL!~~ and now this Atheism thing. Why won't Super Junior just rip my heart out of my chest? That way it could be less painful.

~Yesung's Addiction~

Whatt? So now I'm Heartbroken?~

2010-09-04T18:01:00.000-07:00

Damn it~

I just want to say .. Happy monthsary to me and my 'girlfriend'. ㅋㅋㅋ.

After two months and two days of a perfect relationship, me and Heechul.Boyfriend broke up on 10.09.04 .. *siigh*. Damn him. Hahahaha! The fantasy and illusion was so damn real until I read what he wants his ideal girl to have. His ideal type of girl is a : " Single-eyelided girl with a pretty neck who looks good in mini skirts and/or with her hair tied up. " ~~Thank you Sarah for the info. Credits to her~ ㅋㅋㅋ.~~ I assure you I do not have these qualities. Hahaha! So, I decided to end it. I told four of my Bestfriends about what happened. Half of them comforted me and told me everything will be alright and that I could find someone new eventually. While the other half? Well, they were actually thrilled that me and my Heechul.Boyfriend .. I mean .. me and my ExH.Boyfriend broke up. ㅋㅋㅋ. My bestfriends .. What are you gonna do about it? LOLL! ㅋㅋㅋ. The other one ~~Chrysler~~ told me to choose between Kyuhyun and Ryeowook. While the other one ~~Sarah = Mama.ko~~ told me, "I told you you and Heechul would not work out." she also told me that Alexander Eusebio ~~U-KISS~~ and I should get married. Since I consider her as my second mother, she arranged the marriage with my papa.Leeteuk and decided that we should get married on 10.11.06. DAMN! Fixed marriage? Didn't expect that in my love story. LOLL! ㅋㅋㅋ. Mama told me that all of the Super Junior members are invited. Meaning my 5 exboyfriends will be there including Heechul, my ExH.Boyfriend. Before I could say I do to Alexander ~~which I really, really, REALLY don't want to do~~ I might have already ran to ExH.Boyfriend's side and I could have told him, "Heechul, I was stupid. Forgive me. *kiss on lips* Let's run away together. *grabs him and runs out of the church*" ㅋㅋㅋ. LMAOO! I don't want to get married. Especially to Alexander Eusebio. ㅋㅋㅋ. I will talk to my Mama about this. I will decline! Buwahaha! Will I have enough time from now to 10.11.06 to move on from my ExH.Boyfriend? .. Tss~ Damn my ExH.Boyfriend! LOLL! I want him back! Rawrr!

~Yesung's Addiction~